EXAMPLE SPYING
IF SOMEONE BEHIND ME & I TURN THEY TURN (NOT VERY OFTEN
FROM ACROSS THE ST B/C PEOPLE FROM WMMHC TOO NOSY
HIGH CRIME NEIGHBORHOOD/CRIMINALS LOOK OUT FOR EA OTHER
GOT TO FEELING LIKE PEOPLE WERE LOOKING AT ME
SOUNDS, NOISES THOUGHT I HEARD/NOT WHAT I WAS THINKING.
SEEMS LIKE EVERYTIME I GO OUT DOOR/POLICE ARE COMING
RIPPED MY APT. OFF & MY TRUCK/THAT'S NOT BEING PARANOID
THERE WAS AN ENCOUNTER WITH THIS MAN WHEN I WAS 16
THEY SPY ON ME TO TRY TO INCARCERATE ME IN MH INSTITUTN
B/C OF DFS, WE'RE GOING THRU IT FOR 12 YRS.
I'M PARANOID. I THINK COPS ARE OUT TO GET ME.
SURE/THEY ARE FOLLOWING ME ARND WITH DETECTIVE
GT HIGH & THEN THINK PEOPLE ARE COMING AFTER ME
I HAVE FEELINGS THAT SOMEONE'S ALWAYS WATCHING ME
IN TX/THEY WATCH YOU B/C DON'T WANT YOU TO FRATERNIZE
SOME FRIENDS THAT CAME OVER W A CASE OF BEER
POLICE SITTING ON CORNER/RUNNING RADAR/WATCHING
JUST GET PARANOID THINKING PEOPLE ARE WATCHING ME
RESTART PEOPLE WOULD WALK PAST ME & STARE AT ME
PEOPLE THAT ROBBED ME WHILE I LIVED W/FRIENDS
HU WAS FINDING OUT THINGS FROM HUNDREDS OF MILES AWAY
IT JUST SEEMS LIKE SOMBODY BE LOOKING INTO MY THINGS
GETTING DIVORCE/SETI'S FAM ALWAYS HANGING AROUND MY HSE
LIKE MY YOUNGST SON'S FA IS TRYING TO WATCH ME
I'D BE HOME ALONE & UP UNTIL A WEEK AGO ABT 2TIMES WK
CAN FEEL SOMEONE COMING UP TO MY HOME/FROM THE SERVICE
LIKE KEEPING A CLOSE EYE ON ME TO SEE IF I'M DOING BAD
I HEAR THINGS COME BACK/THEY WERE AWARE OF THE MUSIC
WORRY ABT PEOPLE THINKING THINGS ABT ME/STRANGERS
SHE'S GOT SOME PEOPLE WATCHING ME/SHE WANTS TO KILL ME
UNDER A MICROSCOPE WITH NEIGHBORS/HOUSE IN POOR SHAPE
WHEN I'M HIGH/THINK THE POLICE ARE WATCHING ME
WHEN I WAS ON HEAVY DUTY COCAINE/MOST PEOPLE TRY HARM
THINK EXGF'S BR & FA HAVE BEEN WATCHING ME
FEEL LIKE BEING WATCHED BY THE GUY THAT ROBBED ME
NEIGHBORS BEING FUNNY/PLAYING PRACTICAL JOKES
JOANNE/JUST THE WAY SHE GOES ABOUT THINGS
JUST THE POLICE/THEY CALLED & SAID THEY HAD TAPPED PHON
JUST THE LAW/PEOPLE I WORK FOR/THEY'RE INTO DRUGS
FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS/A MEDICATION ADJUSTMENT
MY MOTHER W/SOCIAL SERVICES/TRYING TO TAKE MY KIDS
WALKING DOWN THE STREET AND A CAR PULLED UP
FELT VERY SUPERVISED WHILE IN HIDING/3WEEKS
LIKE RAY/ALWAYS CALLING/CHECKING UP/INFATUATED WITH ME
BELIEVE POLICE & FBI WERE/DON'T BELIEVE OTHER PEOPLE DO
WENT INTO PC/ME & GF WALKING ALONG/VIDEOCAMERA WATCHING
JERRY DOESN'T LIKE ME/HE THREATENED TO SHOOT ME
PEOPLE TRYING TO CROWD ME/NO ONE THERE/TRYING TO HARM
ROOMING HOUSE PEOPLE ARE NOSY THEY TELL EVERYTHING.
HEAR VOICES. ITS LIKE THEY'RE WATCHING ME ALL THE TIME.
WHEN THEY GO BY IN THE CAR/COPS SPY ON ME
PEOPLE ASSOCIATED W/HOSP THAT FOLLOW ME ARND
WHEN OUTSIDE FEEL LIKE NEIGHBORS ARE STARING AT ME.
PEOPLE WATCHING WHAT YOUR DOING/WHERE YOU GO
S'TIMES I JUST THINK PEOPLE ARE FOLLOWING ME
DON'T LEAVE THE HOUSE B/C PEOPLE LOOKING AT ME/WATCHING
JACK LIVES UP ST/FEEL THAT HE'S WATCHING FROM HIS APT
PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW IN THE AREA
I WAS GETTING PARANOID/I THOUGHT PEOPLE WERE COMING
WALK BY MYSELF & IT'S DARK/FEEL SOMEONE'S FOLLOWING ME
FBI OR CIA SPYING ON ME/THOUGHT THEY ARE TAPPING PHONE
I HEAR FOOTSTEPS IN THE ATTIC WHEN I GO TO BED AT NIGHT
2 1/2 WKS AGO/THOUGHT NURSES WERE SPYING ON ME
FELT LIKE MY EX-HU FRIENDS WERE FOLLOWING ME
STAYING W/PAUL HAS FRIEND WHO LISTENS IN ON CONVERSATNS
I FEEL THAT WAY B/C WHAT PEOPLE ARE SAYING ABT ME
FRIEND COMING OVER TO TELL X-GF WHAT I WAS DOING
I THINK THAT THE GUY THAT RAPED ME HAS PEOPLE LOOKING
SAW MY BF ON RTE 290 WHEN I WAS GETTING OFF EXIT
WAS BEING WATCHED/EVERY TIME I GO SOME GUY IS AROUND
WHEN GO OUTSIDE SEE PEOPLE STARING AT ME
CHANNING HOUSE/TRYING TO CATCH ME FLIRTING
PEOPLE WATCHING ME BEHIND MY BACK TO SEE WHAT I'M DOING
SITTING IN ROOM/FEEL LIKE PEOPLE ARE WATCHNG HER BEHIND
WHEN GO OUT. KIDS THAT SEE ALL THE TIME.
DOCTORS:THEY'RE DOING SOMETHING FOR INSURANCE.
YOU'RE SOMEWHERE/LOOK UP/SOMEONE THERE/WONDER HOW KNEW.
WHEN TAKE A SHOWER I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE CAN SEE ME
A LITTLE; HEARING PEOPLE GETTING INTO OTHERS' BUSINESS.
WHEN PEOPLE FIND OUT IN HOSPITAL/FR TREATED ME STRANGE
PEOPLE ARE WATCHING ME/I BE GETTING PARANOID
THOUGHT A FR WAS SPYING SO HE COULD DAMAGE HIS CAR.
DK WHO TO TRUST WHEN WENT INTO HOSP/THOUGHT BUGGED ROOM
PEOPLE BEING NEBBY/CURIOUS WHERE HE'S GONE
THE NIGHT HE WAS ARRESTED A CAR WAS FOLLOWING HIM
MY MO SAID THAT THEY WAS PATRICK'S CAR AT MY HOUSE
PT BELIEVES THE CYS WORKER WAS SPYING ON HIM
YOU HAVE TO WATCH YOUR BACK/PEOPLE IN GENERAL
POLICE WATCH HIM AS IF HE WERE A KID OR SOMETHING
WI COMES OVER TO HER MOM'S/PICKS UP PHONE/LISTNS TO HIM

EXAMPLE OF FOLLOWING
S'TIMES FEEL THAT PEOPLE ARE FOLLOWING ME
GUYS FOLLOWED ME FROM LIQUOR STORE/HAPPENED MANY TIMES
NO, I JUST THOUGHT THAT. JUST THOUGHTS, NEVER BELIEVED.
WHEN I WALK UP THE STREET AT NIGHT IN MID TOWN.
THEY WANTED TO TAKE MONEY/WENT TO PLACE THAT WAS LOCKED
IN OUR AREA THERE'S A DRUG THING GOING ON/FOLLOWING ME
GOES W/MENTAL ILLNESS/COUPLE GUYS WATCHING ME
THE GOV'T IS TRYING TO TAKE ME OUT OF SOCIETY
EVERYTIME I GO OUT WALKING, I CAN HEAR THEM.
PROBABLY ARE/I BLOW IT OFF/FIND S'THING WRONG WITH ME
EVERYWHERE I WENT MY X-GF WOULD SHOW UP/HARRASS ME
FEEL LIKE PEOPLE ARE COMING AFTER ME TO KILL ME
PEOPLE I DON'T ASSOC W/ANY MORE FOLLOW ME
GUYS BE IN A CAR/DRIVE ARND BLOCK TO COME BACK AGAIN
POLICE KEEPING A WATCHFUL EYE ON ME AFTER I WAS SHOT
LEFT TO GO TO STORE & THIS GUY WAS STILL FOLLOWING ME
ALWAYS HAVE THAT SUSPICION/HAVE HAD THAT PARANOIA
JUST TOLD YOU THE TRUCK & CAR/I KNOW IT'S SAME TRUCK
S'TIMES I THINK I SEE PEOPLE FROM MY PAST
I NOTICED A VEHICLE THEN SEE IT A COUPLE BLOCKS OVER
FEELINGS/PARANOID/NOT FEELING GOOD ABT ME/NOT FEEL SAFE
ALL THE TIME/I'VE SEEN THEM/I'VE BEEN IN GANGS
MY EX-HU WAS ARRESTED AND THE COPS SHOWED UP HERE
DC 17-20/THOUGHT I WAS BEING FOLLOWED/WATCHED BY POLICE
B/C I KNOW THEY LOOKING FOR ME/FOLLOW ME ALL OVER
I ALWAYS THINK THAT SOMEONE'S FOLLOWING ME
WHEN I WAS WALKING S'ONE FOLLOWED ME/I MADE SEVRL TURNS
JUST WHEN I WAS WORKING FOR HIM (DRUG RELATED)
S'TIMES PARANOIA/STATE A LITTLE/REALLY ANXIOUS/PARANOID
LAWSUIT PENDING/PEOPLE FOLLOWING US ARND HERE AT APT
MOM FOLLOWING ME AROUND/OVERLY PROTECTIVE
WHEN I LIVED IN INDEPENDENCE PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME
NOT NECESSARILY FOLLOWING ME BUT SOMETHING LIKE THAT
POLICE WERE WATCHING ME/HAD ME UNDER SURVEILLANCE
JUST GET THIS BAD FEELING LIKE SOMEONE'S FOLLOWING ME
I FLIPPED SOMEONE OFF AT AN INTERSECTION/FOLLOWED ME
DRIVING/FELT LIKE SOMEONE WAS FOLLOWING ME
DRINKING/IMAGINATION/I LOOK BACK AND NO ONE'S THERE
POLICE WERE FOLLOWING/I JUST THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE
LIGHT PEOPLE BLINK LIGHTS-LET ME KNOW THEY UNDERSTAND
THEY HIDE IN LITTLE CORNERS OR THEY CRAWL OUT OF ROCKS
FELT UNCOMFORTABLE B/C PERSON WAS WALKING BEHIND ME.
MY WIFE WAS FOLLOWING AFTER SEPARATION. I CAUGHT HER.
B/C OF A CUSTODY CASE. THINK PI FOLLOWING ME.
PEOPLE ASSOCIATED W/HOSP THAT FOLLOW ME ARND
ONE DAY A MAN ACROSS STREET TAKING PHOTOGRAPHS.
YOU SEE THE SAME PERSON IN ONE PLACE THEN ANOTHER
S'TIMES I JUST THINK PEOPLE ARE FOLLOWING ME
PAUL HAS FOUND WHERE I LIVE/HE FOLLOWED ME W/HIS CAR
NIGHT/GET ANXIOUS/HAVE FLASHBACK/FEEL GUY IS FOLLOWING
WALKING DOWN THE ST & THE WAY PEOPLE LOOK AT ME
IN PARKING LOT/MAN GETTING INTO CAR/THEN FOLLOWED ME
WALKING ALONG FROM CORNER OF EYES I THINK I SEE THEM
I THOUGHT PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME/I DON'T KNOW WHY/WHO
3 TO 5 PEOPLE IN A TRUCK WHEN I WAS WALKING TO FRIEND'S
THREE GUYS TRIED TO MUG ME/THERE WAS A PHYSICAL FIGHT
PEOPLE SEEM TO KNOW I'M ON MY WAY/EXPECTING ME
I SAW A WHITE LIMO FOLLOWING ME ARND WHEN WITH MY BF
PERSON FOLLOWING ME/I LOOKED BACK & PERSON WAS THERE
WHEN I'M DRIVING I THINK SOMEONE'S FOLLOWING
I GET SCARED WHEN I HEAR FOOTSTEPS & NO ONE IS THERE
NO EXAMPLE/I OWED MONEY TO GUY HIS BUDDIES FOLLOWED ME
WHEN LIVING ON DREAD ST/PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING HIM
WHEN WALL AROUND/LOOK AROUND ME/FOLLOWING/STARING AT ME
SOMEONE FROM THE MENTAL HEALTH OFFICE WAS FOLLOWING ME
SEE PERSON BEHIND ME/2 MILES LATER SEE HIM AGAIN
WALKING DOWN STREET/THINK THAT PEOPLE WERE BEHING ME
DERRON FOLLOWS HER/THINKS SHE'S CHEATING ON HIM
THEY'VE BEEN FOLLOWING ME SINCE I'VE BEEN ON EARTH
BUDDIES FOLLOW ME BECAUSE WANT TO BE AROUND.
POLICE WATCHING ME TO MAKE SURE I STAYED OUT OF TROUBLE
SOMEONE ACTUALLY FOLLOWING ME, HE SAID HE WAS LOST.
A MAN FOLLOWED ME TO TOWN. HE ASKED ME MY NAME.
IT SEEMS LIKE WHEN I'M WALKING/PEOPLE ALWAYS FOLLOW
WALKING HOME FROM SOMEWHERE/KEEP EYES UP & LOOK AROUND
WHEN I GO DOWN THE STREET PEOPLE ARE LAUGHING AT ME
THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS FOLLOWING HER/AFTER SLIPPED DRUGS
THOUGHT PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING & WATCHING HIM
SOMETIMES THOUGHT PEOPLE FOLLOWING ME WHEN I GOT HIGH.
YOUNG PUNKS MAKE ME THINK THEY'RE FOLLOWING ME
I CAN BE GOING SOMEWHERE/SEE THE PERSON EVERYWHERE I GO
WHEN I GOT SHOT. I'M AFRAID TO WALK ALONE OUTSIDE NOW.
CAR FOLLOWED THEM/HAS A LOT OF PROBLEMS IN NEIGHBORHOOD
GOT INTO A FIGHT & GUY IS AFTER HIM TO FIGHT AGAIN.
COPS FOLLOWING HIM IN BELLVIEW & EVERYWHERE ELSE
FEELS SHE MAY BE BEING FOLLOWED/DK WHO OR WHY
SOMEONE FOLLOWED HIM/CAR FOLLOWED NIGHT HE WAS ARRESTED
WHEN I'D GO OUT I'D THINK PEOPLE WERE TALKING ABT ME
MAN ON N.SIDE FOLLOW HIM/CERTAIN ABOUT THIS
POLICE ARE ALWAYS FOLLOWING ME/PULLING ME OVER
SOMEONE LOOKING AT HIM/DK/FELT THAT LOOKING AT HIM

EXAMPLE OF BEING EXPERIMENTED ON
DON/LIKE HE WANTS TO SEE HOW SHITTY HE CAN ACT TO ME.
SEE HOW I'M GOING TO HOLD MY TEMPER/TESTED BY DR & SW
JUST AN ATTITUDE THAT PEOPLE LIKE TO TEST.
I THINK THEY GIVE YOU PILLS/THEY DK WHAT THEY'RE DOING
MEDICINE/DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS TAKING AND SIDE EFFECTS
THEY DROP STUFF IN MY FOOD/MO DOING STRANGE STUFF TO ME
BY WMMHC/THEY EXPERIMENT WITH MEDICATIONS
THINK WM DOES THAT/THINK THEY'RE TRYING TO BRAINWASH ME
FOOD I'VE BEEN EATING LATELY/BEANS & BLACK EYED PEAS
IT'S ONLY YOU & I THAT KNOW & DON'T CARE TO SHOW IT
PEOPLE WERE USING THE FACT THAT I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL
TESTED YEAH/PEOPLE PUTTING ME IN SITUATIONS/SEE REACTIO
BR-IN-LAW WAITING FOR ME TO SOMETHING/GET ME LOCKED UP
THEY GIVE ME SALTPETER/PUT COCKROACHES HAIR IN THE FOOD
S'TIMES MY FAM IS PUTTING ME TO A TEST TO SEE WHAT I DO
WMMHC MAY HAVE DRUGGED MY FOOD/I WOULDN'T TAKE MEDS
WHEN I TALK ABOUT SEXUAL ABUSE/THINK PEOPLE EXPERIMNTNG
BELIEVED ALL MY LIFE/RELIGIOUS THING/WONDER IF TESTING
BEING SECRETLY TESTED TO SEE HOW PERFORMED AS A PARENT
FROM CAR ACCIDENT/THINK THEY PUT BIONIC PARTS IN ME
THEY TESTED ME/DK/EVERYBODY/THEY TRIED ME OUT ON ACID
THIS IS A SECRET TEST/I GET PARANOID QUICK
DRUGS ACT W/ANTIBODIES RADIATION OF MICROWAVE
DR PUT HIM ON DRUG THAT HE TOLD WOULD CAUSE REACTION
ALL THIS CRAP GOES THRU MY HEAD ALL DAY & NO CONTROL
PSYCH TOOTING/HRI/AGREED TO PARTICIPATE IN A TEST
GOV. WELD MADE DEAL W/HEALTH CARE SYS. TO KILL PTS
GOT ALL KINDS OF MEDICATION & I FELT WEIRD/I'M ALIVE
GOD IS TESTING ME TO SEE HOW LONG I CAN PUT UP WITH
I WAS GETTING MEDS FROM THE HILL HOUSE/GIVING ALL KINDS
HOSPITAL:THEY'RE SAYING I HAVE A SEIZURE FROM MEDS.
BELIEVES I'M WORKING W/FBI TO GET INFO ON HIM.
IN HOSPITAL ON METHEDONE/THOUGHT BEING HYPNOTIZED BY DR
BELIEVES WE'RE TESTING TO SEE HOW PEOPLE REACT TO QUES.
LAKEWOOD HOSPITAL/I HAD IMPRESSION I WAS BEING TESTED
THINK THERE'S A COMPUTER CHIP IN MY LIP/EXPERIMENT
S'TIMES/GETS A LOT OF MEDS & IT MAKES HIS ARMS NUMB
THINGS OVER THE RADIO/SONGS I ASSOCIATE WITH PEOPLE
SOME OF THE BAD TIMES I'VE HAD I THINK GOD'S TESTING ME
THINKS BF IS TESTING HER TO SEE IF SHE'S UNFAITHFUL
WEIRD IDEA/HAD BEEN IN A SOCIOLOGICAL TEST

EXAMPLE OF PLOTTING
MY EX-FRIENDS ARE CONTINUALLY CALLING ME,HARRASSING.
SOMETIMES FEEL PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO HURT ME
SCOTT BURNS/PSYCH ATTACKS/SICK A LOT/GENERALLY, NO.
MY NIECE/HANGING AROUND BEING NICE/DON'T KNOW MOTIVE.
THEY WOULD LIKE TO SEE MY JOB PHASED OUT. NEW MANAGER.
PERSON'S BEHAVIOR UNSTABLE/BLAMES FAM/MAY ATTEMPT HARM.
THEY INJURED ME/I LANDED IN THE HOSPITAL
THOUGHT PEOPLE WERE OUT TO TORTURE AND KILL ME
WE GOT ROBBED/I'VE BEEN AFRAID TO WALK TO THE STORE
THINK MEDS THAT THE DOCTORS GIVE ME IS BAD FOR ME
BE CHECKING MY FOOD/MY UN'S WI TRIED TO POISON ME
SAME PEOPLE THAT ARE TESTING ME ARE INJECTING THINGS
AT BOARDING HOME/THOUGHT ONE GUY WAS UPSET W/ME
SEEN A FEW SIGNS TO THAT AFFECT/SEEN SOME PEOPLE
BROTHER & TOM/CUSTODY OF CHILDREN/TRYING TAKE THEM AWAY
YOLANDA TRYING TO GET ME HURT/PLAYING GAMES
MY BF'S XGF/I GOT A THREATENING PHONE CALL
HAD AN ARGUMENT W/A GUY & NOW I WATCH MY BACK W/HIM
THIS PERSON RICHARD/I KNOW HE'S PLOTTING AGAINST ME
THINK S'ONE PLOTTING AFTER I HAD BEEN ASSAULTED
DIANE/IT SEEM LIKE SHE WANTED TO USE ME FINANCIALLY
BELIEVE ROBERT WAS PLOTTING AGAINST ME DAY I WAS SHOT
MARY & SON ARGUING OVER HER HOUSE/SHE DAMAGED CAR
TRYING TO HURT ME/I'M NOT SURE REALLY, MAYBE DID S'THIN
SOMEBODY BRINGING ME S'THING TO EAT/TRYING TO POISON
ROSCO & DANNY TALKING TRASH TO ME OVER THE COURT
KEVIN/I GAVE HIM PLACE TO STAY & HE TRIED TO RAPE ME
MY HU AND HIS FAM/TRYING TO GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE
TOLD IF DIDN'T LEAVE FESTIVAL I WAS GOING TO GET HURT
BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO HURT ME
THEY'RE TRYING TO USE YOU/JUST BETRAYAL FOR MONEY
BR-IN-LAW & SI WAIT FOR ME TO CRACK/GET ME OUT OF FAM
DAILY/WE ARE ALL PERPETRATORS/PLOTTERS ON SOMEONE
MY FA WOULD HURT ME/MADE THREATS TO ME/STERIO GOT STOLE
PEOPLE THAT ARE TRYING TO HURT ME/TENANTS
PLOTTING AGST ME/PEOPLE THAT USED TO BUY FROM HER
PLOTTING/YES/B/C OF THROWING BRICK THRU TONI'S CAR
EATING FOOD/MAKING ME SICK/THEY MIGHT BE DOING IT
FOR A WHILE B/C OF THE POLICE INCIDENT THING
PLOTTING AGAINST ME/EMOTIONAL SABOTAGE TYPE THING
TRYING TO INTIMIDATE ME/DISCOURAGE ME FROM FOLLOWING
MO'S NEIGH SAID IF HIS CAR BURNED UP MY HOUSE WOULD TOO
SOME PEOPLE I'VE BEEN IN TROUBLE WITH/TRY TO SCARE ME
POISONING MY FOOD HERE/PUT MEDICINE IN TO MAKE ME SLEEP
MY HU IS VERY PHYSICAL/VERY VIOLENT/TRYING TO HURT ME
FAMILY HAD A LOT TO DO W/ME ENDING UP IN JAIL/OWES ME $
MY WIFE & HER NEW BF HAVE BEEN PLOTTING AGAINST ME
NOT POISON ME BUT IT'S HARD FOR ME TO EAT
MOM HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH IT/HIGHLY RELIGIOUS W/MOB
JERRY CALLS ME DURING THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY
MAYBE SOMEONE TRYING TO HURT ME. YOU CAN TELL.
DEVIL PUTTING THOUGHTS INTO MY HEAD ABT HURTING SELF.
PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO DO ME IN/DESTROY ME
PEOPLE ARE OUT THERE LOOKING FOR ME/TO KILL ME
WHEN I VISIT S'ONE I'M AFRAID TO DRINK THEIR COFFEE
I THOUGHT MY DOCTOR WAS POISONING ME/I TOOK MEDS
RENEE TRYING TO KILL ME/ASKED ME IF I COULD BUY POISON
LANDLADY PASSED AWAY/HER SON CHANGED THE LOCKS
PAST PEOPLE I WORK WITH & COMPANIES/THERE OWN FAULT
GLORIA TRYING TO GET BACK AT ME FOR WHAT I DID TO SON
I JUST GET THAT FEELING S'TIMES LIKE EVERYBODY'S AGNST
I'M AFRAID MY FA-IN-LAW IS POISONING MY FOOD
I HAD THE BELIEF THAT I'M GOING THRU THE CLEARANCE PROC
PLOTTING TO HURT ME/COUPLE OF MY FRIENDS GOT BEAT UP
SEVERAL PEOPLE WHO ARE TRYING TO PUSH ME OVER THE EDGE
MO & HER WILL/THINGS THAT SHE TELLS FAMILY ABOUT HER
WHEN GOT DRUGS THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE RAT POISON
SOME PEOPLE IN MY DREAM/THEY ONLY HAPPEN AT NIGHT
FEEL LIKE SOMEONE IS TRYING TO KILL ME/PEOPLE AFTER ME
POLICE STALKED ME/WANTED ME TO SHOW FOR HEARING/HARRASS
AUNT & APRIL ARE TRYING TO PLOT AGAINST ME.
SCHEME TO GET HIGH OR ROB OR STEAL MONEY
THE PEOPLE IN THE JAIL WILL TRY KILL ME/I'LL SURVIVE
SOMEONE TELLING STORE CLERK BAD THINGS ABOUT ME.
I THINK MY DA'S PLOTTING AGAINST ME WITH MY HU
SINCE OFF MEDS, DON'T TRUST ANYONE'S FOOD.
THOUGHT CO PLOTTING AGAINST ME/I LEFT/JEWELRY MISSING.
I LOOK AT MY FOOD & SMELL IT/IT SEEMS FOREIGN
ALOT OF TIMES/THOUGHT DRUGS IN HIS DRINK
GIRL AT SHELTER HAS THREATENED TO SLAP HER KIDS
SINCE I GOT SHOT I THINK THAT YOU CAN'T TRUST NO ONE.
HEARD KNOCK ON DOOR/MAN ASKING FOR ANOTHER PERSON.
POSSIBLY SOMEONE WAS OUT TO HURT ME FOR REASONS I DK
SOMETIMES I THINK MY HU CARES MORE ABT HIS FAM THAN ME.
FEELS THAT BILL IS TRYING TO HURT HIM/MEAN TO ME
SOME PEOPLE YOU KNOW PLOTTING AGAINST YOU/ENEMIES
GAVE HIM MEDICINE & HE DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT
SOMEONE GAVE HIM SOMETHING TO SMOKE/WAS FOREIGN TO HIM
WHEN I GO PLACES GT FIGHTS/SOMEONE TRIES TO HURT ME
GIRL I WENT OUT WITH & GUY SHE DATED PLOTTING AGNST ME
THOUGHT THE DR WAS AGAINST ME/INJECTING W/PAVOLON
RICKY TOLD GF THINGS ABT DONALD & BROKE THEM UP
SUSPICIOUS OF HU/HAD DEATH THREATS FROM HIM IN PAST
FOOD HERE IS TOMANE/REALLY BAD/POTATOES/CORN IS GOOD
PEOPLE ARE POISONING MY CHILD'S MIND AGAINST ME
EX IS STILL LOOKING FOR ME SO I WORRY ABT IT
PERSON 1ST SUSPECTED WASN'T BEHIND IT/FOUND OUT WHO WAS
THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS SETTING ME UP SO I'D GET IN TROUBLE
MY OLDEST SON'S FATHER DOES THINGS TO PROVOKE ME
PEOPLE IN GENERAL ARE SCHEMING AGAINST HIM
MY BF WAS TRYING TO HURT ME BY LIEING TO ME
PEOPLE ARE WORKING AGAINST ME/FAMILY TAKING ADVANTAGE
ROOMMATE TRYING TO DO PHYSICAL HARM TO ME
I THINK DOCTORS WERE PLOTTING AGAINST ME
MO & ROBIN/DON'T TALK TO THEM/TRYING TO CONTROL ME

EXAMPLE OF MIND READING
CHRIS KNOWS HOW TO READ MY MIND/HE KNOWS ALL ABOUT ME
FEEL LIKE PEOPLE KNOW WHAT I'M THINKING/SEE THROUGH ME.
THOUGHT COULD COMMUNICATE TELEPATHICALLY WITH MADONNA
PEOPLE ARE TALKING ABOUT ME/IT'S GUILT OR SHAME
CERTAIN THINGS I DO THEY ASK ME CERTAIN QUESTIONS
JULIE THOUGHT & SAID SAME THOUGHT I HAD AT SAME TIME
BRENDA KNEW I WAS GOING TO BREAK UP W/HER
B/C MY BR WAS TELLING ME I KNOW YOU DON'T THINK I CARE
SEEMS LIKE HE ALWAYS KNOWS WHAT I'M THINKING
BELIEVE IN SPIRITUAL MANIPULATN/BEING BLINDED BY SATAN
MY FA KNEW WHAT I WAS THINKING THE OTHER DAY
JOYCE/FRIENDSHIP SO CLOSE/EASY TO READ INTO THOUGHTS
GOT PARANOID/FEEL BF CAN READ MY MIND/ONLY PARANOID
IT'S ROBERT/HE CAN ALMOST PINPOINT WHAT'S IN MY MIND
GAMIL ALWAYS KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT I'M THINKING
FEEL LIKE EVERYBODY DOES/I'M SO PREDICTABLE/THEY'RE FAM
PEOPLE I KNOW TALK ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE IN MY MIND
BF CAN READ MY MIND/HE KNOWS WHAT I'M THINKING
AT XGF'S HOUSE/READING ARTICLE/HOLY FATHER ASSASINATED
DOLLY WAS SPIRITUALLY/SHE TALKS TO ME THRU MY MIND
TEACHER TALKED ABT SUICIDE/KEPT LOOKING AT ME.
SOMETIMES MY THOUGHTS AREN'T IN MY HEAD.
LAURENCE/SOMETIMES HE CAN READ MY MIND B/C HE KNOWS ME
LISTENING TO POLICE SCANNER/MY HEART WOULD START RACING
COMES OUT WITH SOMETHING I'M GOING TO SAY/READS MIND
GENERAL FEELING/MEN CHANGE MY MIND SO I THINK LIKE THEM
A NEBULOUS GROUP OF PEOPLE WHO KNOW WHAT I'M THINKING
AT WORK/SAY SOMETHING JUST ABT SAME THING
WHEN THINKING VOICE WILL TELL ME TO GO OUTSIDE/DO DRUGS
ANYONE AROUND KNOWS WHAT I'M FEELING OR DOING
GIRL THAT LOVES ACROSS STREET CAN TELL WHAT'S GOING ON
CHUCK CAN READ HER MIND B/C THEY'RE CLOSE.
THAT I'M (JENNIFER) READING HIS MIND RIGHT NOW
PEOPLE WITH THE COMPUTER CHIP ARE READING MY MIND
BELIEVES THERE ARE PEOPLE W/THIS ABILITY
GIRLFRIEND SOMETIMES SAYS THINGS HE THINKS
SOMETIMES/WANT TO SAY SOMETHING TO HIM/HE SAYS IT FIRST
FELT THOUGHTS CONFUSED/PEOPLE READ HIS MIND

EXAMPLE OF HEARING OTHERS THOUGHTS
WAY I ACT/JUST THOUGHT I COULD READ THEIR MIND
I HAVE ESP. TOLD A MAN WHAT HE WAS GOING TO SAY.
LEARN TO READ PEOPLE'S EXPRESSIONS/THE WAY THEY LOOK
IT'S KINDA LIKE A MIND THING/PLAYS TRICKS ON ME
LIKE PEOPLE ARND ME/THEY BE THINKING & I CAN HEAR THEM
I'VE HAD THAT GIFT EVER SINCE I WAS A KID.
SITTING UP AROUND MY COUSIN & LOOK AT HIM/GO INTO DAZE
ROY WAS WANTING TO LEAVE TOWN B/C OF TROUBLE W/DWI'S
SAY S'THING & THEY SAY IT RIGHT AFTER ME
IT'S LIKE MY AU/I BE TRYING TO PICTURE WHAT SHE THINKS
BR SAID I KNOW WHAT YOU THINK I'M THINKING
ABILITY TO SENSE OTHERS FEELING/THOUGHTS/& DESIRES
JUST TERRI/EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS NOT HERE AT THE TIME
YOU CAN SIT THERE AND LOOK/THAT LADY IS NERVOUS
FEEL SHE (DWI) CAN FEEL THINGS/THINK ABOUT HER A LOT
I HEAR JUST WHAT THEY WERE THINKING ABOUT ME
WITH BILL (BF)/WE KNOW EACH OTHER WELL/I WASN'T TOGETHR
I TOLD MY GRMO WHAT SHE WAS THINKING BEFORE SHE SAID IT
SOMEBODY CAN GET THOUGHTS OFF SOMEBODY/HAVE A SMILE
I HEARD DR. CHAPLAIN'S THOUGHTS THE OTHER DAY.
I CAN ACTUALLY HEAR WHAT THER'RE THINKING.
S'TIMES GF & S ARE SITTING QUIETLY & KNOWS WHAT THINKNG
I WALK INTO A ROOM/I CAN TELL WHAT THEY'RE THINKING
PEOPLE ARE TALKING I KNOW WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO SAY
WK AGO/LIKE INTERNAL TELEPHONE BY LOOKING AT THEIR HEAD
I CAN HEAR WHAT THIS NEBULOUS GROUP IS THINKING
MARK ASKED HIM ABT S'THING & HE WOULDN'T LOOK ME IN EYE
LIKE HE'S SITTING THERE TALKING TO ME WHEN NOT TALKING
CAN HEAR THINGS. THEY'RE REALLY THINKING.
YOU KNOW WHAT SOMEONE WILL SAY BEFORE THEY SAY IT.
DID THAT TO MY THERAPIST LAST WEEK/HEARD IT THEN SAID
FEELS PEOPLE ARE TALKING ABT HER W/THEIR MIND
I COULD HEAR NEIGHBOR GIRL/WHAT SHE'S THINKING
CAN ALMOST TELL BY HIS FACE WHAT'S GOING ON IN HIS MIND
CAN HEAR VOICES FROM FAR PLACES/THEIR THOUGHTS
WHEN OFF MEDICINE COUPLE DAYS/GOT RID OF IT W/MEDICINE
THINK AHEAD OF TIME WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF HIM
WORRY ABOUT WHAT THEY THINK/IT'S A GUILT COMPLEX
WHEN SMOKING MARIJUANA BELIEVE I CAN HEAR PEOPLE
TELL WHEN SOMEONE WAS UPSET/BY THEIR FACE

EXAMPLE OF OTHERS HEARING YOUR THOUGHTS
COMPLICATED. IT GOES BACK TO THE MULTIPLE THINGS.
IF I SMOKE A JOINT I HAVE WEIRD THOUGHTS LIKE THAT.
BELIEVE HER SPIRIT IS STILL ALIVE/WATCHES OVER ME
WOULD BE LIKE KNOWING WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO.
ANTICIPATE HER ACTIONS BECAUSE THEY KNOW HER WELL.
THE DR CAN HEAR ME THINK/WON'T GET LOOSE FROM GUARDIANS
LIKE SHE KNOWS WHAT I'M THINKING! SHE DEPRESSES ME.
SOMETIMES SMOKE CRACK/THEY CAN TELL IF I WANT SOME MORE
MEDS/MADE ME THINK SOMEONE TALKING TO ME. THEY WEREN'T.
ESPECIALLY WHEN I'M PLAYING MUSIC IN MY MIND
MY PASTOR KNOWS ME REALLY GOOD/KNOWS WHAT I'M THINKING
WHAT I'M THINKING(RELATED TO OTHERS)DELUSIONS
DATE TOLD ME WE BOTH HAD INDIAN BLOOD BEFORE I TOLD HIM
I THINK HARD AND OUT LOUD/I'M A FIRST IMPRESSION PERSON
SUBJ SAYS KNOW EA OTHER SO WELL WE HAVE STRANGE THOUGHT
INFREQUENTLY/I'VE FELT PEOPLE COULD HEAR MY THOUGHTS
IF I CONCENTRATE HARD ENOUGH I CAN PUT THOUGHTS IN MIND
THINKING SOMETHING AND SOMEONE ELSE SAYS IT
HEAD OF THE FBI COULD ANTICIPATE MY ACTIONS SOMETIMES
SAY GRMO & I GET TENSE & WONDER IF THEY KNOW.
I'M NOT THINKING & OTHERS HEAR IT THRU MENTAL TELEPATHY
DRS CAN ALMOST HEAR SUBJ THOUGHTS WHEN EXAMINED
WHEN FEELING SUICIDAL TEND TO THINK PEOPLE CAN SEE
PEOPLE KNOW WHAT I'M THINKING/I'LL BE SITTING STARING
NEBULOUS GROUP OF ASSHOLES CAN HEAR MY THOUGHTS
WHEN THINKING ABOUT SOMEONE, THEY LOOKED LIKE THE HEARD
I'LL BE THINKING S'THING & KAREN SAYS WHAT I'M THINKING
BOY IN WPIC WAS HEARING WHAT SHE WAS THINKING
THE WAY THINGS GET BACK TO ME THAT I THOUGHT.
S'ONE KNEW WHAT HE WAS THINKING A # WHEN RIDING THE BUS
I THINK NEIGHBOR GIRL CAN HEAR MY THOUGHTS
THERAPIST IN HOSP WHO I FELT HAD SOME KIND OF INSIGHT
JUST THE PEOPLE WITH THE COMPUTER CHIP CAN HEAR THOUGHT
OTHER PEOPLE THAT WENT TO HOSP B/C THEY HAVE PROBLEMS
AT FR'S HOUSE/FEEL THEY'RE HEARING WHAT I'M THINKING

EXAMPLE OF BEING UNDER CONTROL OF OTHERS
THAT RELATES BACK TO THE MULTIPLE THINGS/PERSONALITIES.
JUST FEEL THAT WAY/UNDER SHAWN'S CONTROL
UNABLE TO CONTROL MY THOUGHTS. I TALK TO MYSELF A LOT.
HAD A RELAPSE. UNDER THE CONTROL OF ALCOHOL/DRUGS.
LARRY/I WASN'T MY OWN PERSON/DID EVERYTHING FOR HIM
NEED A PLACE TO STAY. FOOD TO EAT. I DEPEND ON WM.
STRANGE FEELINGS ABT SI (WHO PASSED AWAY) NOT AT PEACE.
SOME OLDER GENTLEMEN/FORCE ME AWAY FROM THE HOUSE
WHEN I USED TO DRINK/I'M NOT UNDER MY OWN POWER
MY WIFE SOMETIMES/SHE WANTS ME TO DO WHAT SHE WANTS
INTENTION IS TO GO S'WHERE ELSE/END UP DOING S'THING
ADDICTION B/C KNOW THE REAL ME WOULDN'T HAVE DONE/THING
BELIEVE THERE IS A FORCE/A SPIRIT KEEPS MY GOING
LIKE UNDER CONTROL OF VOICES TELL ME BREAK OUTTA HERE
DK WHAT'S CONTROLLING ME/BUT IT'S NOTHING GOOD
I DON'T WANT TO DO IT/I FEEL LIKE SHE'S CONTROLING ME
I TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE/I FEEL THAT CRAIG CONTROLLING
EVIL SPIRITUAL INFLUENCE/THOSE FEELING COME OVER ME
EVIL/LUCIPHER/I HAVE AN ANGEL AND A DEVIL/GOOD AND BAD
EVIL SPIRIT/EVIL IN THE WORLD/IT'S ALWAYS THERE/MY OWN
I HEAR VOICES/IF DO CERTAIN THINGS VOICES GET STRONGER
ADVERSARY SATAN TRYING TO MAKE ME THINK BAD THOUGHTS
HAD A SETBACK/WAS USING SIGN LANGUAGE/NOT CONTROLLED
POSSIBLE MPD/FIND MYSELF SWITCHING A LOT
GET MANICY/FEEL LIKE I WOULDN'T NORMALLY ACT
ALCOHOL HAS CERTAIN CONTROL OF ME/LIKE I'M SOMEONE ELSE
FELT CONTROLLED WHILE IN HIDING/TO KEEP ME SAFE
IT'S IN MY MIND/TELL ME TO DO VIOLENT CRAZY THINGS
I FEEL LIKE I DON'T HAVE CONTROL OVER MY LIFE
THOUGHTS OF HURTING PEOPLE/THOUGHT GOD PUT THEM THERE
DISASSOC W/EVERYTHING/MAY BE CAUSED BY SOMEONE ELSE
MAKE ME WATCH MOVIE/THEY SAY THAT IS WHAT YOU WANT
GOD HAS COME INTO MY LIFE A LITTLE STRONGER.
UNDER THE CONTROL OF DRS & CITY HOSP/GET INTO FIGHTS
I HAD SHORT RELATIONSHIP WITH A WOMAN/SHE HAD POWERS
FEEL THAT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING IN HOUSE/POWER KNOCKS OUT
WAS NOT IN CONTROL WHEN CUT MYSELF/OBSESSION TO DIE
TRANSLATES S THOUGHTS FOR SPECIAL PEOPLE
THOUGHT UNDER MITCHELL'S, ILIANA'S CHILDRENS' CONTROL
PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL PUT ME IN A LOCKED FACILITY
FEELING LIKE OTHERS ARE TRYING TO CONTROL MY MIND
SOMEBODY CONTROLLING ME/TELL ME WHAT TO DO/MALE VOICE
DEVIL GOT ME/CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT/PRAY MORNING/NIGHT
I FELT FUNNY/FELT LIKE I WAS A DIFFERENT PERSON
PEOPLE WITH LONG ROBES/LONG GOWNS/IN MY DREAMS
MOM TRIES TO CONTROL HER BY REFUSING TO THINGS FOR HER
SINCE OFF MEDS, HAVEN'T BEEN RIGHT IN MY BRAIN.
PT SAYS THERE ARE SIGNS FROM A FORCE THAT TELL HER
PRESSURE FROM FRIENDS MAKES HER DO THINGS DOESN'T WANT
S'THING COMES INTO HER BODY/BAD SPIRIT MAKES HER SCARED
BELIEVES SATAN MAKES YOU DO & SEE THINGS/ACT IN ANGER.
ONLY WHEN USING DRUGS/KEPT SPENDING MONEY
THINGS UNDER YOUR BED/AFRAID OF HELL IF MAKE A MISTAKE
GO TO PLAY BASEBALL S'TIMES PLAY GOOD S'TIMES AWFUL
IT'S THE VOICES IN MY HEAD/HAVE A POWER OVER ME
BEING SHOT AT/I DREAMT IT WHILE SLEEPING
MY FORCE IS CONTROLLING ME/I'M CONTROLLING MYSELF
FA CONTROLS HER USING CODE WORDS FROM EARLIER CULT YRS

EXAMPLE OF THOUGHTS BEING INSERTED
SOMETHING ELSE COMES RIGHT THRU, IT'S NOT MINE(THOUGHT)
HEAR, "KILL YOURSELF"/HASN'T HAPPENED FOR A WHILE.
SOMETIMES I JUST HAVE TO GET UP AND WALK.
WHEN NASA SENT SATELLITE INTO SPACE MY THOUGHTS DRIFTED
EVIL THOUGHTS COME TO MIND/SATAN TRYING TO MAKE ME SLIP
LIKE YOUR ADDICTION TELLING YOU ITS OK TO DO THIS
SEIZURES/DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THEY WERE/DR TOLD ME
LIKE UNDER CONTROL OF VOICES TELL ME BREAK OUTTA HERE
FEELS THAT HIS SON IS SENDING HIM MESSAGES THRU DREAMS
FEEL THERE THOUGHTS BEING IMPLANTED/DO SOMETHING WEIRD
DAILY/HAVING CONFLICTING THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
WIFE DECEASED/FEELING SHE IS UPSET ABT WHAT SHE DID
I HAD BAD SPIRIT PUT THOUGHTS INTO MY MIND
VOICES I HEAR TELL ME NOT TO GO TO DRUG CLASSES
THINK THAT SATAN WAS TRYING TO PUT BAD THOUGHTS IN HEAD
WHEN I FANTASIZE ABOUT VIOLENT THINGS TOWARD OTHERS
KIND OF STRANGE VOICES PEOPLE TELLING ME WHAT TO DO
THOUGHTS TO KILL OR HURT SOMEONE/SATANIC THOUGHT
THOUGHTS OF HURTING PEOPLE/THOUGHT GOD PUT THEM THERE
PERSON I'M STAYING WITH DOESN'T THING I'M CAPABLE
IF I WATCH S'THING/I BECOME IT/SAME IF I SEE SOMETHING
I HEAR, "SHE WANTS YOU", "SHE NEEDS YOU".
DEVIL PUT THOUGHTS IN HEAD ABT HURTING SELF & OTHERS.
DEVIL PUT IT IN MIND/WORKING AGAINST ME/GO TO HELL
GET REAL MORBID/THINK MY KIDS WILL DIE/FIRE IN APT
CRAZY THOUGHT JUST POP INTO MY HEAD/WATCHING TV
NEBULOUS ENTOURAGE STARTS GRILLING ME/98% ABT SEX LIFE
B/C I KEEP SEEING THINGS & HEARING STRANGE THINGS
MY ALTERS/THEY TELL ME TO KILL MYSELF/TO CUT MYSELF
WHEN I THINK OF DYING/DON'T WANT TO DIE BUT THINKING
FELT PRESENCE OF KIDS/PUTTING THOUGHTS INTO MY MIND
PROGRAM/WANT IT TO WORK/FEEL SATAN TELLING ME TO LEAVE
THAT'S TRUE/ALL DIFFERENT KINDS OF THOUGHTS
MAN PUT THOUGHT IN MY MIND/WAS GOING TO GIVE ME MONEY
TELL ME TO HURT MYSELF/VOICES/NOT MY OWN THOUGHTS
HALLUCINATE HEAR THINGS/WHEN NO ONE WAS IN THE ROOM
FELT GOD WAS TELLING ME TO DO THINGS/THEY WERE FLASHBCK
REAL PANICKED ABOUT SOMETHING THAT MIGHT HAPPEN
WHEN DOING DRUGS ST HEAR THINGS/THOUGHTS AREN'T MINE
SANDY & STEVE PUT THOUGHT IN MIND JUST BEFORE HOSPITAL
WHEN SISTER DIED/THOUGHT SHE WAS SPEAKING TO ME
I PICTURE THE SACRED HEART GOING INTO MY CHEST

EXAMPLE OF THOUGHTS BEING STOLEN
GOES ALONG W/MY SCHIZOPRENIA/HEAR VOICES SOMETIMES
FEEL RICK CAN LOOK AT ME AND TELL WHAT I'M THINKING.
THE VOICES WERE BEING TAKEN FROM MY MIND
EVIL COULD TAKE A PLAN/TWIST IT AND USE IT AGAINST ME
SOMETIMES WHEN I'M THINKING/I WANT TO DO SAME AS OTHER
JOYCE/SHE'LL SAY SOMETHING I'M GETTING READY TO SAY
SOMEONE SAYS WHAT YOU WERE GOING TO SAY.
IT COULD HAPPEN ANYTIME OF DAY OR NIGHT.THEY KEEP ME UP
LOT OF THOUGHTS STOLEN/THINK OF WAY TO CHANGE WORLD
I'M GOING TO DO SOMETHING & THEY DO IT/THOUGHT GONE
JESUS TAKES BAD THOUGHTS OUT OF HER MIND
SMOKING & LOST THOUGHTS/PUT WATER INSTEAD MILK/CEREAL
PAST SEVERAL YEARS USED TO WRITE/MANUSCRIPT MISSING
CHRIS/WE HAD A FIGHT/HE THOUGHT THERAPY WAS HARMING ME

EXAMPLE OF MESSAGES SENT
WATCHING BAY WATCH/I COULD RELATE TO IT/COINCIDENCE
SOMETIMES IT SEEMS SHE IS TALKING EXACTLY TO ME.
I DON'T REMEMBER/BUT ONLY FOR A FLEETING MOMENT.
THOUGHT I COULD COMMUNICATE WITH THE CHARACTERS ON TV
TV GETS ATTN/MAKE ME FEEL SH BE GETTING MYSELF TOGETHER
NETWORK TV AND RADIO ARE OVERPOWERING HIM
NOT THRU TV/SEE VISIONS OF PEOPLE WITH GUNS & STUFF
THINK MESSAGES ARE BEING SENT THROUGH TV/PEER PRESSURE
A RELIGIOUS PROGRAM/FIT WITH PROBLEMS I WAS HAVING
WATCH RELIGIOUS PROGRAM/AIMED RIGHT AT ME
WATCHING TV/IT CAN RELATE TO ME/I'M IN MY OWN WORLD
SOMETIMES MUSIC KIND OF RELATED TO THINGS IN MY LIFE
RADIO/SEEMS LIKE PREACHER'S TALKING TO ME ABOUT MY LIFE
FEEL I SHOULD WATCH SOME THINGS/RELIGIOUS/WISHFUL THINK
TV DOING SOUNDS/THOUGHT THEY WERE DOING IT JUST FOR ME
RADIO/MUSIC TELLS ME SPECIAL THINGS/SPECIAL TO ME
SAW LOST EPISODES OF BONANZA/ABOUT FAR COUNTRY, KIM
SENT MESSAGES STATIONS/MENTION WORDS I'VE NEVER SAID
STARMAN/INVASION OF BODY SNATCHERS/TELL ME TO CUT HAIR
SOME KIND OF MESSAGE FROM TV OR RADIO TO ME.
SPECIAL MESSAGES IN NIGHT TIME SOAP OPERAS/"TO BE GOOD"
PEOPLE ON TV ARE TALKING ABOUT THE WAY I LOOK, DRESS
THE TV TALKS TO ME/PERSON LOOKS RIGHT AT ME/TALKS TO ME
TV/MESSAGES ARE SENT/LIKE THEY ARE TALKING TO ME
THAT AN OLD BOYFRIEND LOVES ME/THE WORDS IN A SONG
RADIO/HEAR CERTAIN SONGS & GIVE SPECIAL MEANING
ST WHEN WATCHING TV I GET LOST FOR A LONG TIME
WHEN WATCH MOVIE FEEL I HAVE TO DO WHATEVER DO IN MOVIE
SONG ON RADIO OR TV WOULD BE PUT THERE JUST FOR ME
HEAR MUSIC/TELLS ME TO KILL/DIFFERENT SONGS
WATCHING THE NEWS/I THINK THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT ME
PEOPLE WERE TALKING TO ME THROUGH THE TV
WATCHING TV/SOMETHING COMES UP/IS ANSWER TO MY QUESTION
WHEN HE HEARS LETTERS ON THE TV WITH HIS NAME IN IT
THE RADIO/SONGS/THEIR MEANINGS PERTAINED TO ME
GOD SPEAKS TO ME THROUGH VARIOUS MEDIUMS
THOUGHT THEY WERE SINGING TO ME/SEND MESSAGES ON RADIO
WHEN I WATCH RELIGIOUS PROGRAMS/THERE'S HOPE/BE PATIENT
WHEN I'M HIGH/THINK THERE ARE SPECIAL THINGS ON TV

EXAMPLE OF STRANGE FORCES
AVOIDED CONTACT W/FA SO HE COULDN'T GET LEAD ON ME.
FR DOES WHITE MAGIC/CAST SPELL TO MAKE ME PARANOID.
LAZER MOUNTED ON TV ANTENNA/MY SPACE IS BEING INVADED
ONE DAY SUN WAS HOT/SCALDING ARM/AFRAID OF VOLCANO SORE
JUST FEEL LIKE (SHE SIGHS/WON'T SAY ANY MORE)
FEEL EVIL STUFF IS TRYING TO HYPNOTIZE ME
STRANGE FORCES/I WAS WALKING WITH MY DOGS
EVIL TAKING OVER ME/ONLY WHEN PARANOID AND ANGRY
KIND OF LIKE THE GOD THING/HELPING ME WHEN I NEED IT
THINKING ABOUT OJ SIMPSON/SOME KIND OF WAVE
BLACK MAGIC/THEY CAN MAKE MY HAIR FALL OUT
I HEAR VOICES, THEY TELL ME TO DO STUFF.
THOUGHT DEVIL WAS WORKING ON ME/USING ME & TESTING ME
MAGIC WAS PERFORMED ON ME BY PAUL/DO THINGS W/O THINKNG
RUSSIANS SENDING SOMETHING OVER/USING CUBA AS CHEM WAR
SOMETIMES FEEL I'VE BEEN SHOT INTO THE WHOLE STREAM
STRANGE FORCES/PEOPLE STARE/MAKES ME WONDER/MY ILLNESS
VOODOO/PEOPLE SUBJECT LIVES WITH DO GOOD CHANTS
IT COULD BE LASER BEAMS HITTING ME UP IN MY CHEST
RUSH OF BLOOD THRU SYSTEM/SEE LIGHTS/CAN'T MOVE
FEEL LIKE AM GOING INTO TRANCE/LIKE MIND SOMEWHERE ELSE
DOCTORS AT HOSPITAL (ST MARGARET'S) HYPNOTIZING ME
BLINKING LIGHT OF SMOKE DETECTOR BECAME LASER BEAMS
CAN'T EXPLAIN/WHEN TAKE MEDICINE HIS BODY CHANGES
LASER BEAM HIT MOTHER & SHE'S ON EVERY CORNER OF CITY
I WAS IN AN AUTOMOBILE ACCIDENT/HAD TO GET AN X-RAY
STRANGE PHONE CALL FROM AN OLD LADY/LIKE IT WAS A SPELL
WHEN TAKING ACID SEES COLORS AND MANY THINGS

EXAMPLE OF WORTHLESS FEELINGS
I FEEL GUILTY FOR USING MY MONEY ON DRUGS
WORTHLESS/GUILTY/DON'T FEEL I'M SERVING ANY PURPOSE
FEEL BAD/LIKE SOMETHING STAMPED ON MY HEAD.
EVERY TIME I DRINK I FEEL GUILTY/I WANT TO STOP
FEEL GUILTY ABOUT AFFAIR W/RAY. I'M LEGALLY MARRIED.
BUSINESS & MY RELATIONSHIPS/WORST TIME IN MY LIFE.
ALMOST DAILY/DREAMS ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD ISSUES.
WORTHLESS FOR ABT A MONTH/NOT GETTING ANYWHERE
NO JOB/NOT PULLING MY OWN WEIGHT IN HOUSE.
SMOKE CRACK/FEEL GUILTY B/C HAVE TO SELL MY BODY FOR IT
COULDN'T GET MY LIFE TOGETHER/NOT ABLE TO SUPPORT MYSLF
CAUSE I'M GETTING TIRED OF BEING HERE/I'M A FAILURE
BECAUSE I COULDN'T AFFORD THINGS/I FELT USELESS.
I DON'T FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF/DON'T HAVE A JOB
STILL HAVEN'T FOUND JOB/NOT SETTLED/CAN'T DO ANYTHING.
WHEN FIRST D/C/WHY DO I EVEN GET UP IN THE MORNING
FEELING GUILTY ABOUT BARBARA/STRIKING HER
FEEL GUILTY WHOLE LIFE/FEEL THIS WAY ALL THE TIME
FELT GUILTY ABT/CUTTING ARM;SEXUAL ABUSE AS CHILD.
B/C OF MEDS/I FEEL A LITTLE BIT WORTHLESS EACH DAY
ST I WAKE UP PISSED OFF ABOUT EVERYTHING/JUST MOODY DAY
THE LUST FOR SEX/BEEN HANGING OUT WITH PROSTITUTES
NOBODY IN MY FAMILY LOVES ME/FA'S SIDE DISOWNED ME
SOMETIMES YOU JUST FEEL UNNECESSARY/DREARY/LONELY
I JUST DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE/I FEEL REAL LONELY
NO JOB/LIVING WITH AND OFF RITA/NOT PULLING MY SHARE
GUILTY ABOUT REALITY/FEEL I WAS WRONG BEING IN POSITION
FEEL GUILTY ABT DA(SEXUALLY ABUSED)SH HAVE PROTECTED
AFTER REHAB WAS GOING TO AA/WENT LIQUOR STORE INSTEAD
FEEL GUILTY/TAKING MONEY & NOT PAYING IT BACK
LOOKING FOR A JOB SO I CAN GET MYSELF TOGETHER
THINGS AREN'T GOING THE WAY I WANT/GET DEPRESSED
FEEL WORTHLESS/CAN'T KEEP A JOB, GET MY SHIT TOGETHER
WHENEVER I USE OR DRINK/FEEL SHAMED WHEN I COME DOWN
WORTHLESS/I FEEL THE THINGS I WANT TO ACHIEVE I CAN'T
DEPRESSION I GUESS/NOT BEING PUNISHED EXCEPT BY SELF
I WASTED $30 ON MARIJUANE THAT WASN'T ANY GOOD
WHEN GOT OUT OF TX CTR/WAS DEPRESSED/STAYED IN BED
DRUGS MAKE YOU PARANOID/LOW SELF-ESTEEM/PEOPLE TALKING
USED COCAINE AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I DID IT/FEEL GUILTY
GUILTY/ASHAMED OF THINGS I'VE DONE IN MY LIFE
FEEL WORTHLESS/SITTING IN JAIL FOR SOMETHNG I DIDN'T DO
SINCE JUNE 2/TERMINATED FROM JOB/EVERYTHING FELL APART
JUST THE THINGS I DO/DK B/C I HAVE A CORRUPT MIND
I THINK I MARRIED FOR THE WRONG REASON/I REGRET IT NOW
WORTHLESS/EVERYTHING I TRY TO ACCOMPLISH DOESN'T WORK
FELT WORTHLESS SINCE 9/14 B/C SOMEONE STOLE MONEY
JUST DOWN/WANT THINGS TO GET BETTER/GET THINGS IN ORDER
NOT HAVING JOB/PAY BILLS/BUY FOOD/FEEL BAD ABT SITUATN
CONSTANTLY B/C I'M A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SCUM
BEING IN HERE/SINFUL/CAN'T GET HOME TO BUY KIDS PRESNTS
ADMITTING THAT I WAS POWERLESS OVER DRUGS AND ALCOHOL
DRINKING AGAIN/OTHER PEOPLE TOO/SAME FEELINGS
GUILTY/HAVING TO BE HERE (LIVING WITH HER SON)
I'D BE HIGH FOR THAT LONG/FEEL GUILTY NOT BEING HOME
WITH ALCOHOL STUFF/GUILTY/WORTHLESS/NOT IN CONTROL
SEEMED LIKE NOTHING WAS GOING RIGHT/I FELT WORTHLESS
FELT WORTHLESS B/C OF FAMILY ENVIRONMENT/LEFT OUT
WORTHLESS/MY NORMAL STATE/RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING
FELT WORTHLESS/I WAS WORTH NOTHING/I'D NEVER ACHIEVE
WORTHLESS/THAT'S WHY THERE'S EVIL POWER IN ME
GUILTY/KIDS' DAD IS DYING/I DIDN'T ACCOMPLISH THINGS
DEALING WITH MY SELF-WORTH/RELATED TO MY MENTAL ILLNESS
SINFUL/I'M EVIL/I ATTACKED MY GF/THAT'S HORRIBLE
FEEL BECAUSE SCREWED UP THE RELATIONSHIP/FEEL LOW ABOUT
NEIGHBORS MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I WASN'T A COMPLETE MAN
SINFUL & GUILTY/MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY EX-WIFE
WORTHLESS/GUILTY/I DON'T HAVE MUCH SELF WORTH
WORTHLESS/FEEL GUILTY ABOUT WHAT I DID TO MY MO & FA
WHEN FIRST GOT OUT OF HOSPITAL/SLEEPING 15-16 HOURS DAY
LOSING MY KIDS/FEELING ALONE/VERY EMOTIONAL
FEEL GUILTY ABOUT STAYING WITH GRANDPARENTS/USING THEM
WORTHLESS/NOTHING GOING ON IN MY LIFE/NO FUTURE
FELT DEPRESSED/WHEN DEPRESSED FEEL WORTHLESS/SINFUL
WORTHLESS/NOT DOING ANYTHING POSITIVE FOR MYSELF
BEEN TEN YEARS/WHEN I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING
I JUST GET REAL PANICKY/JUST COULDN'T SWOLLOW
I HAD A HARD TIME LEAVING K.C. AND AARON
SITUATION WITH MY SON/CAN'T GET VISITATION RIGHTS
NOT GETTING MUCH ACCOMPLISHED/NOT GETTING A JOB
FEEL GUILTY/WATCH SOMEONE THEY MAKE ME REPEAT IT
FELT USELESS/COME INTO GATEWAY NOT GOING TO BE ANY GOOD
BF SAID I'M NO GOOD B/C I DON'T LIVE LIFE BY BIBLE.
ALWAYS DEPRESSED. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN DEPRESSED.
INTENSE GUILT DUE TO BEHAVIORS NOT GOOD FOR SELF-ESTEEM
GUILTY ABOUT BLOWING MONEY FOR APT WE COULD HAVE HAD
FELT LIKE I COULDN'T ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING/NOTHING GO RT
PUT DAUGHTERS IN FOSTER HOMES/I WENT INTO ETOH PROGRAM
LIKE I DO SOMETHING WRONG AND NOBODY LIKES WHAT I DO
2 WEEKS IN HOSP/FELT PEOPLE WOULD BE BETTER OFF W/O HER
I DON'T FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF SOMETIMES
AWFUL/I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING/AM USUALLY DEPRESSED
DOWN/SET GOALS TO GET UP EARLY/HAVE PROBLEMS GETTING UP
STUFF I DID BEFORE/LIKE THE DAY I TRIED TO KILL MY MO
WORTHLESS AS A PERSON/FEELS GUILTY DEALING WITH CATHY
NOT HAVING CHILDREN WITH HER AND SO DEPRESSED
EVERYDAY FELT WORTHLESS/GUESS DEPRESSION/LOST EVERYTHNG
JUST THE WAY I AM/I CAN'T TELL NOBODY/I END UP CRYING
GUILT FOR ENJOYING THINGS LIKE SHOPPING OR AN ICE CREAM
FEELING GUILTY/CAN'T GET 3 OF MY CHILDREN FROM MY XHU
GUILTY B/C OF SEXUAL ABUSE THAT HAPPENED
BORN INTO ALCOHOLIC FAMILY/FEELS ASHAMED AT THINGS PAST
FELT MIXTURE OF FEELING/BETRAYED & WORTHLESS MOSTLY
IN DEC NEAR COURT DATE UNTIL LAST FRIDAY
FEEL WORTHLESS AS MOM/GUILTY ABOUT DRUGS
B/C IT WAS ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY & I JUST FELT OLD
FEELING GUILTY ABOUT THINGS I'VE DONE TO MY LIFE & FAM
WHEN DOESN'T WORK/FEEL BAD WHEN HURT OTHERS
NO REAL FRS/PAST HISTORY/GUILTY FOR BEING ANTISOCIAL
WORTHLESS B/C I CAN'T CONCENTRATE I FEEL LIKE NOTHING
FEEL DID BEST BUT NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME/OK FOR OTHERS
I FELT WORTHLESS B/C I DIDN'T HAVE A GOOD JOB
GOT OUT OF HOSPITAL THINGS WERE GOING OK
FEEL I CAN'T DO ANYTHING FOR MYSELF/FEEL FRUSTRATED
MY KIDS DIDN'T HAVE XMAS WITH ME B/C I WAS WEAK/GUILTY
FEEL GUILTY FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME
TIMES I FEEL THAT I'M NOT WORTH ANYTHING TO ANYONE
COUNSELOR TERMINATING ME/FRIENDS REJECTING ME/WORTHLESS
WORTHLESS/B/C OF MY SICKNESS/TIRED A LOT/NO ENERGY
WHEN IN HOSPITAL/EVERY TIME HURT SELF/DO SOMETHING WRNG
LIKE I WAS GOING TO DIE & BURN IN HELL/I WAS NO GOOD
I HATE BEING ON DISABILITY/FEEL TRAPPED HERE/WORTHLESS
WORTHLESS/GUILTY/LOVE KIDS/JO-JO (DA) KEEPS ME GOING
OFTEN B/C I DON'T HAVE MUCH RESPECT FOR MYSELF
CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT/DO DRUGS/NEGLECT DAUGHTER
FELT LIKE I SHOULDN'T BE HERE/WORTHLESS/NOT EVERY DAY
WORTHLESS/THE WAY I FELT/NEVER ACCOMPLISHED ANYTHING
FELT I WASN'T WANTED/FELT PEOPLE STAB ME IN BACK
GUILTY ABOUT GIVING CUSTODY OF KIDS TO MICHAEL
GUILTY ABOUT NOT HAVING MY KIDS WITH ME.
SAD THINGS I'VE INTERNALIZED FROM BEING A KID.
FEELS WORTHLESS/FEELS SHE'S NOT DOING ANYTHING
FELT BAD/NOT CONFIDENT/LIKE DEPRESSION/SELF ESTEEM PROB
I DON'T HAVE A JOB AT PRESENT/FEEL WORTHLESS.
FEELS GUILTY FOR PUTTING FAM THRU THIS/GOD IS PUNISHING
FELT LIKE NOBODY/DEPRESSED/CONFUSED PERSON/NOT BAD
DON'T FEEL REAL/JUST A JOKE/MOST WORTHLESS PERSON
YES BUT NOT WORSE THAN ANYONE (THERE ARE OTHERS WORSE)
GUILTY/DON'T HAVE KIDS WITH ME B/C I HAVE A MNTL ILLNSS
AFTER FOUND SELF CUT FELT SHE WAS OUT OF CONTROL
MY HEALTH/I DO BAD THINGS & DON'T DO THINGS GOOD FOR ME
I WOULD BE BETTER OFF NOT BEING BORN OR DEAD
FEEL GUILTY ABOUT POSSIBLEY CAUSING HIS LOVER TO LEAVE
DEPRESSED/SELF ESTEEM GONE WITH DRUG USE/FELT HOPELESS
FELT THERAPIST WAS LEAVING B/C SHE COULDN'T HELP HER
FELT SHE COULDN'T DO ANYTHING AFTER GETTING OUT OF HOSP
FELT I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ELSE/WORRIED MAY LOSE KIDS
SOMETIMES LIKE NOBODY CARES/OUT TO GET ME/I'VE DONE BAD
GUILTY ABOUT ARGUING/FIGHTING WHEN DRINKING
BEEN OUT OF WORK FOR 3 MOS. CHEATING ON GF.
SOMETIMES FEEL GUILTY WHEN CAN'T DO THINGS RIGHT
FEEL GUILTY SOMETIMES & SINFUL/IT COMES AND GOES
FEEL GUILTY & WORTHLESS/NOTHING GOING HIS WAY
FEEL WORTHLESS BECAUSE OF INDULGING IN PROSTITUTION
FEEL WORTHLESS/SOMETIMES FEEL I'M THE WORST
I'M GETTING OLD AND I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING
GUILTY/STEALING, GETTING HIGH/FEELS GUILTY FOR BEHAVIOR
WHEN I'M TRYING TO DO SOMETHING & THINGS DON'T GO RIGHT
WORTHLESS IN CAPITALISTIC ECONOMY IF NOT WORKING
DEPRESSED/LIFE SITUATION/WANT JOB/GET RID OF ILLNESS
SOMETIMES FEEL GUILTY ABOUT CHARGES BUT NOT TOO OFTEN
FEEL GUILTY/DON'T FIT WELL INTO THE WORLD
WHEN CAME HOME FROM HOSP/BIG ADJUSTMENT/FELT HOPELESS
SOMETIMES I FELT LIKE A WORTHLESS HUSBAND & FATHER
FOR AWHILE DIDN'T FEEL ANYTHING BUT WORTHLESS
FEELS LIFE IS OVER & PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND ME
WHEN STARTED DRINKING AGAIN/COULDN'T FIND HOUSING
FELT GUILTY ABOUT HOW TREATED FAMILY & FRIENDS
JUST FELT LIKE NOTHING/WAY I WAS LIVING & RAISING MY DA
I FELT I WASN'T DOING THE RIGHT THINGS ALL THE TIME
PT FELT WORTHLESS BUT NOT THE MOST WORTHLESS
I HAVE MOOD SWINGS WHEN I FEEL WORTHLESS
I'M TRYING TO GET UP ON MY FEET/GUILTY FOR PAST
NOT ACCOMPLISHING THINGS/NOT KEEPING SELF TOGETHER
FEELING WORTHLESS CAUSE I CAN'T FINISH SCHOOL
FEELING WORTHLESS/IT WAS FLASHBACK/NOT THE MOST WORTHLS
TRYING TO MAKE THIS FEEL WORTHLESS/NOT WORSE THAN OTHER
GUILTY ABOUT LOSING TOUCH WITH SPIRITUALITY
WORTHLESS/SINFUL/GUILTY/CAUSE OF RELAPSING ON DRUGS
GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE BEHAVED DURING ADDICTION
FELT GUILTY FOR LEAVING THE PROGRAM/DA TAKEN AWAY AGAIN
ISSUE W/SON/WHERE DID I GO WRONG RAISING HIM
GUILT/SUICIDE GOES TO HELL/WANTS TO DIE/TAKING UP SPACE
SOMETIMES WORTHLESS BUT OTHERS ARE WORSE THAN ME
CHANGED MEDS/BEDRIDDEN/NOTHING TO LIVE FOR
FEELING REAL DEPRESSED & DOWN/FEEL WORTHLESS
GUILTY ABOUT SOMETHING I DID I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE

EXAMPLE OF SPECIAL GIFT/POWERS
I WRITE POETRY EITHER RELIGIOUS OR ABOUT LOVE.
I'M NOT ON A MISSION FROM GOD/OTHERS TERRIFIED OF ME
I CAN DO SOME THINGS OTHER PEOPLE CAN'T DO.
I HAVE ABILITY/USE EXPERIENCES TO MAKE SOMETHING GOOD.
BELIEVE COULD USE KNOWLEDGE TO HELP OTHERS IN FAMILY.
I CAN DO ANYTHING I PUT MY MIND TO/NO SPECIAL POWER
I HAVE A SPECIAL GIFT FOR WORKING ON LEATHER.
I HAD DREAMS ABOUT MY FR/WHEN THE DAY CAME IT HAPPENED
EVERONE IS SPECIAL IN THE EYES OF THE LORD.
LIKE HAVE SUPERIOR INTELLECT OVER OTHERS
I FEEL LIKE I CAN GET MYSELF A JOB AND BE SOMETHING.
BELIEVE I CAN HEAL PEOPLE/KNOW HOW TO TALK TO PEOPLE
STILL HAVE GIFT TO HEAL EASILY/GIFT FROM GOD
SOMETIMES I FEEL IF I DIE I'LL COME BACK AS A PANTHER
FEELING/COULD GET HOLD OF DRUGS WHEN NO ONE ELSE COULD
UNIQUE B/C WAS ABLE TO GET JOB AND CAR WHILE ON DRUGS
SIS TELL ME I'M IMPORTANT TO THEM/SPECIAL TALENT REPAIR
VERY TALENTED AT THE THINGS I DO IN CONSTRUCTION
I BELIEVE IN PSYCHIC PHENOMENA/CAN BE TRUE
LIKE HELPING PEOPLE THAT ARE HOMELESS, HANDICAPPED
ABILITY TO HEAR/EVEN THOUGH CHINO WAS GONE
BEING A LEADER/NOT A FOLLOWER/PEOPLE DO WHAT I WANT
AT WORK/GOT THINGS ACCOMPLISHED/BOSS SAID DOING GD JOB
MORE INTELLIGENT THAN MOST/GOOD WITH NUMBERS
BELIEVE I HAVE A SPECIAL GIFT OF WANTING TO HELP OTHERS
I FEEL PEOPLES' FEELINGS/I'VE BEEN THEIR COMPANION
GRANDIOSE FEELING/EVERYTHING WAS BEING DONE JUST FOR ME
TALENTS SOME PEOPLE HAVE/JOBS, MATH, ETC
GIFT FROM GOD TO FORESEE FUTURE THRU WRITING AND DRAWNG
IMPORTANT PERSON/BEING ABLE TO PUT PEOPLE AWAY (JAIL)
FELT PRETTY IMPORTANT/THERE'S SOME REASON WHY I'M LIVNG
HAVE PROPHETIC DREAMS/ABILITY TO SPEAK WITH PEOPLE
AT WORK I'M A PERFECTIONIST/I JUST HAVE MORE EXPERIENCE
FELT LIKE DIRECTED BY FBI TO CLEAR OUT THE MOB
FA SAYS I'M IMPORTANT PERSON/KNOW MORE THAN MOST PEOPLE
INSIGHT/I HAVE ABILITY OTHERS DON'T HAVE/LIKE PSYCHOLOG
BEING PAID ATTENTION TO BY THE LIGHT PEOPLE
OTHERS ENJOY SEEING ME DANCE/MAKES ME FEEL GD ABT SELF
MADE TO BE NURSE/ABLE TO TURN DIFFICULT PATIENTS AROUND
SOMETIMES THINK I'M PERFECT BUT REALIZED I'M NOT.
CARING FOR LAURA/THOUGHT WE WERE HAVING A GREAT TIME
FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS THOUGHT I WAS JESUS CHRIST
MY LUCK WAS GOING GOOD/NO IDEA WHAT THE POWER IS
HAVE SPECIAL GIFT DEALING WITH PEOPLE/EASING THEIR PAIN
JUDGING THE WAY PEOPLE FEEL ABOUT MYSELF
I FEEL LIKE I'M A SPECIAL PERSON/CAN GIVE MESSAGE
JUST SPECIAL/ABILITY TO DETERMINE DRUGS COMING TO AMER
CAN SEE DEATH BEFORE IT HAPPENS/CAN FEEL WHEN BAD HAPPN
CAN TELL IF SOMEONE HAS A BAD DAY/IF DON'T FEEL WELL
THINK I COULD DO THINGS TO HELP WORLD/WOULD NEED TEACHR
SPECIAL POWER TO HYPNOTIZE A GIRL W/MY GUITAR
I FEEL A REAL STRANGE CONNECTION WITH GOD
ONCE SUBJ MAKES IT GOING TO SAVE EVERYONE/GO TO SCHOOL
MENTAL TELAPATHY/I HAVE A REAL GOOD INSIGHT ON PEOPLE
CAN LEARN & ACHIEVE THINGS WOMEN IN MY FAMILY DON'T.
READING THE MIND & KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO HAPPEN
PEOPLE ASKING HOW THINGS SH BE HANDLED FOR HURRICANE.
IMPORTANT TO MY CHILDREN CAUSE THEY NEED ME
POWERS NOT ALL CAN DO/KNOW WHAT THEY'RE GOING TO SAY.
FEELS HE IS DOING BETTER THAN OTHERS AT CLINIC
IN BASEMENT/COULD HEAR SOMEONE BREATHING/SPIRIT
PRE-COGNITION/KNEW WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN/IT HAPPENED
FEELS SHE IS IMPORTANT BECAUSE SHE'S NICE TO PEOPLE
FEEL THAT SOMETHING WILL MAKE HIM FAMOUS
I KNOW WHAT SOMEBODY'S GOING TO DO BEFORE THEY DO IT
ABLE TO FIX THINGS. GOD GAVE ME THIS ABILITY.
COULD HEAR MUSIC IN HEAD/COULD PLAY THINGS NEVER HEARD
BELIEVES HAS GIFT TO WRITE POETRY AND SINGING
I DO THINK I CAN PRE-PERCEIVE SOMETHING BEFORE HAPPENS
CAN COMMUNICATE WITH ANIMALS/FEELS OTHERS THOUGHTS
BOUGHT CRYSTAL/COULD SEE ANSWER IN PALM OF A PERSON
CAN GET ALONG PRETTY MUCH W/ANYONE/WORK W/KIDS
THOUGHT HE WAS POWERFUL PERSON/OVERBEARING
I'M THE LEADER AND NUMBER 1 FIGHTER IN THE SPIRIT WORLD
EXTREME CONFIDENCE/DON'T THINK GRT WHEN MANIA PRESENT
FEELS SHE HAS CALLING TO BE COMEDIAN/MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH
AFTER I GOT OUT I THOUGHT I HAD SOME SPECIAL DESTINY
I FEEL BLESSED TO HAVE GOTTEN OUT OF THE MANIC EPISODE
PARANORMAL ABILITIES/ATTUNING TO VOICES OF NATURE
CLIMBED TO TOP OF TOWER/THOUGHT I COULD FLY
HAS GOD IN LIFE AND THIS MAKES HER FEEL SPECIAL
I'M CAPABLE OF DOING ANYTHING I SET MY MIND TO
BELIEVE I HAVE SIXTH SENSE/FEEL OTHERS EMOTIONS
HAD EXPERIENCE WITH A COUPLE ANGELS/ANGEL IN HUMAN FORM
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE I'M A SAINT/CHOSEN BY GOD
BEHAVES DIFFERENTLY NOW/WANTS TO ENJOY LIFE MORE
KNACK FOR NOT GETTING UPSET/LUCKY/MAKE THINGS HAPPEN

EXAMPLE OF CHANGE IN BODY
THINK IT'S EMOTIONAL/I'VE LOST MY SEX DRIVE
LOSING WEIGHT/DR SAID NOTHING WRONG WITH ME
HEART MISSED BEATS/DR SAID I HAD A HEART MURMUR
EKG THAT DR A DID/NOTHING WRONG W/HEAD/NO BRAIN DAMAGE
SHAKE REAL BAD/PAIN IN MY STOMACH/DR SAYS I HAVE ULCER
MY HAND FEELS LIKE IT'S CUT/FROM CUTTING ARM PREVIOUSLY
I WAS IMPOTENT FOR AWHILE/SAID IT WAS ALL IN MY HEAD
I GET LOST IN MY OWN NEIGHBORHOOD/MEMORY DAMAGED
DRS SAY NOTHING WRONG W/ME BLOOD CLOTS FROM FIGHTING
LIKE THE HEADACHES/DR SAID THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG
DR WOULDN'T GIVE ME A REASON FOR DIARRHEA/I HAVE AIDS
LAZINESS COMES ALONG/NOT INTERESTED IN DOING ANYTHING
BREATHING DIFFICULTIES/STOMACH PROBLEMS/RELATED CAR ACC
MY HEART SLOWED DOWN OR SPEEDS UP OR I SHAKE
MY STOMACH/TOOK X-RAYS & COULDN'T FIND ANYTHING WRONG
I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABT IT/I TALKED TO DR MENDELA ABT.
HEADACHES NOTHING BUT STRESS BUT I DON'T BELIEVE THEM
TREMENDOUS PRESSURE IN HEAD/FEEL I'M GOING INTO TRANCE
PAIN IN HEAD & BACK & SHOULDER BECAUSE OF CAR ACCIDENT
HAS HEART CONDITION NO ONE THINKS IS REAL
I BELIEVE I HAVE AN INTESTINAL INFECTION
MY BRAIN IS DEAD/LOST ABILITY TO SHOW EMOTIONS
I THINK THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH NECK/HAD SURGERY
METABOLISM STOPPED WORKING. CAN'T LOSE WEIGHT.
MORE SLUGGISH, NOT THE ENERGY I USED TO HAVE.
LIFELESS/BRAIN WON'T WORK/WASTED/PROBLEMS CAUSE FEELING
BODY STARTED SHAKING/NEEDED MEDS/MESSED UP NERVOUS SYS
THINKS BRAIN DOESN'T WORK/FORGETS A LOT/GOES INTO TRANC
WEAK MUSCLE BUT IT WAS AKATHESIA FROM MEDICINE
DR SAID PANCREAS IN BAD SHAPE FROM DRINKING
HAD SEVERAL BLACK & BLUE MARKS/SOME FROM LIFTING PERSON
DR SAID NOTHING WRONG W/THYROID/HOSP SAID THYROID LOW
BAD HIP/BAD LEG/BODY FALLING APART/CAN'T PERFORM SEX
WANT TO HAVE BLOOD WORK FOR DIABETES/TOLD ME I WAS OK
I HAD A PROBLEM WITH PERIODS THAT WERE IRREGULAR

EXAMPLE OTHER DELUSION
TALKING TO RAPPER SNOOP DOGGY DOG ON A REGULAR BASIS
WANTS TO LIVE NOW/IN JULY WAS DISGUSTED WITH LIFE
IF NEEDED HELP COULD CALL MY MAMA EVEN THO SHE'S DEAD
SATAN IS TRYING TO CONTACT ME/MAKE ME HARM MYSELF
FRED (IMAGINARY FR) GOES WITH ME SO I WON'T BE ALONE
SPY ON DOLLY PARTON/DOLLY COMES TO HELP ME/EASES PAIN
POLICE HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ME/I'LL GET A GUNSHOT WND
NIGHTMARE & DAYDREAMS/FA TRY TO KILL HER BUT HE'S DEAD
POLICE ARE PICKING ON ME/I HAVE A LAWSUIT AGAINST THEM
FEEL LIKE PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT DX/EVEN PEOPLE NEVER MET
JOIN IRA SO I CAN BE VIOLENT/WANT TO SHOOT PEOPLE
YOU DREAM IT & THEY JUMP IN IT/THAT'S ABOUT IT
FEEL UNIQUELY DEFECTIVE/FEEL HOPELESS B/C IN TREATMENT
SOMEONE/SOMETHING COMMUNICATING WITH HIM SPIRITUALLY
TV IN HEAD/RADAR GUN AND DESTROYS BRAIN CELLS

EXAMPLE OF HALLUCINATIONS (EXPERIENCE)
VOICE TELLING ME TO PUT HAND THRU WINDOW
THE VOICE (SAM) TELLING HARM SELF OR HARM OTHERS
DK IF VOICE OR INTERNAL DIALOGUE COMES OUT OF MY MOUTH.
TALK TO ME ABOUT STUPID THINGS, KILLING MYSELF.
VOICES TELL ME TO RUN OUT IN THE STREET & GET HIT.
SOMETIMES VOICES IN MY HEAD TELL ME TO HURT MYSELF
I THOUGHT A FRIEND WAS TALKING TO ME/THEY WEREN'T
VOICES SAID I WAS USELESS & TELLING ME TO HARM MYSELF.
LIKE SOMEONE WAS CALLING MY NAME WHEN I WAS YOUNG
HE TELLS ME TO LISTEN B/C SOMETHING'S READY TO HAPPEN
VOICES TELL ME TO HURT PEOPLE AND MYSELF
I HEAR RASPUTIN/HE TELLS ME TO WATCH THE FED'L GOV'T
AURORA BEFORE SEIZURES/RIGHT BEFORE SEIZURES
I HEAR THINGS OTHER PEOPLE DON'T HEAR/ONE CUSSES ME OUT
ONLY WHEN COMING DOWN/ST HEAR PEOPLE/KILL MYSELF
SOMETIMES I HEAR A VOICE THAT TALKS TO ME
I HEAR MY WIFE & SON TALK TO ME/THEY'RE NOT ALIVE
ST HEAR BABY CRYING/WORDS GOING IN A SMIDGE/GET FAINTER
JUST THINKING YOU HEAR THINGS/GOES ALONG WITH DRUG USE
WHEN FALLING ASLEEP/HEAR MY NAME/SEE ST AT LEAST 5'TALL
GRMO'S VOICE I HEAR "I TOLD YOU SO"/HEAR MO'S VOICE TOO
ABOUT THE VOICE TELLING ME TO BREAK OUTTA HERE
ALL THE TIME/I JUST BE HEARING PEOPLE TALKING
WHEN IT'S TOO QUIET I CAN HEAR ECHOES OR VOICES
THE VOICES IN MY HEAD/SAME AS BEFORE/SAME AS ALWAYS
LIKE PEOPLE TALKING TO ME BUT I KNOW NO ONE'S THERE
VOICES TELL ME TO HARM MYSELF/EVIL VOICES LIKE DEVIL
THERE WAS A GHOST IN THE HOUSE/SAW IT/FELT IT
BAD VISUAL HALLUCINATIONS/SOME AUDIO HALLUCINATIONS
ONE VOICE/CAN'T TELL IF MALE OR FEMALE/INSIDE HEAD
I HEAR VOICES WHEN I TALK ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD
RINGING IN MY EAR/HIGH RINGING PITCH IN MY EAR
A VOICE INSIDE MY HEAD/IT SAYS IT'S GOING TO GET ME
I HEAR THINGS SUCH AS WHAT I SHOULD DO OR SHOULDN'T DO
IN MY SLEEP/THOUGHT PEOPLE FROM BIBLE SPEAKING TO ME
HEARD SOMEONE CALLING MY NAME WHEN NO ONE ELSE AROUND
LIKE BUZZING/LIKE A HORSEFLY ONLY LOUDER/BELL SOMETIMES
LATELY I'VE BEEN SEEING THINGS/SAW A MAN IN A CHAIR
WOMAN CALLS MY NAME/SAYING NEGATIVE THINGS/MAN'S VOICE
I HEAR VOICES A LOT/THEY'RE UNDISTINGUISHABLE
I HEAR MUSIC THAT IS NOT COMING FROM ANYWHERE
LOUD NOISES/SEE SOMETHING THAT NO ONE ELSE COULD
SOUNDS LIKE VOICES/THEY WAKE ME UP IN MY SLEEP
KILL,KILL BLOODY GUTS/SGT USED TO SAY THAT/I DONT DO IT
TRY TO HURT SELF. STEAL THINGS. BE IN FAMOUS ROCK GROUP
VOICES TELLING ME TO DO THINGS TO SELF OR SOMEBODY ELSE
PERIODS WHERE I CAN HEAR PERSON WHO HURT ME AS A CHILD
I DON'T REMEMBER/IT'S JUST A BUNCH OF BALONY
THEY MAKE FUN OF ME/TELL ME BAD THINGS ABOUT PEOPLE
VOICES TELL ME TO CUT/HURT SELF OR OTHERS.
HEAR TALKING BUT CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY'RE SAYING
LIKE A VOICE OVER WILL KICK IN/A MALE VOICE
I HEAR A VOICE CALLING ME WHEN I'M OUT WALKING
HEAR SOMEONE CALLING MY NAME/PART OF FLASHBACK
WHEN I GET CRAZY THOUGHTS I HEAR PEOPLE TALKING TO ME
DEMONS THAT TELL ME I'M NO GOOD/THEY ARE VOICES
VOICES TELLING HIM HE'S BAD/NO USE IN LIVING
I HEAR VOICES TELLING ME TO HURT MYSELF/TO KILL MYSELF
SLEEPING/SOMEONE SAID "TAKE MORE PILLS KATIE"
THINK HEAR PERSON TALKING BUT THEY DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING
I HEAR IN MY MIND THINGS TELLING ME TO DO THINGS
SOMETIMES I HEAR VOICES THAT SAY TO KILL MYSELF
THOUGHT COF WAS TALKING TO HIM BUT SHE WAS NOT
VOICES TELL ME TO STAND UP/DRINK WATER/MAKE COFFEE/GOD
NOISES/WORRIED ABOUT OLD TENANTS COMING BACK/BURN HOUSE
MALE VOICE TELLING ME WHAT TO DO/FEEL HYPNOTIZED
THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS TALKING TO ME/NO ONE THERE
WHEN I WAS OFF METHADONE & IN THE HOSPITAL
HEARING VOICES/TELLING ME TO HURT MYSELF
HOW BR'S DOING/MAKE SURE HE'S DOING THINGS RIGHT
PEOPLE TRYING TO TELL ME TO KILL OR HURT MYSELF
ONE MALE VOICE/I DON'T LISTEN TO WHAT IT SAYS
TWO VOICES DOES NOT KNOW WHERE THEY COME FROM
BOTH OWN THOUGHTS & VOICES FROM SATAN/WANTED TO KILL.
SOMETIMES IT WOULD SCARE ME/IT WAS A WOMAN'S VOICE
I HEAR CONVERSATIONS/VOICES INSIDE MY HEAD
IN BASEMENT/COULD HEAR SOMEONE BREATHING/SPIRIT
WHEN I WAS IN HOSPITAL I HEARD GUNSHOTS/THEY HAD UZI
VOICES WOULD CALL HIS NAME & THREATEN HIM/MAKE AFRAID
I ALWAYS HEAR VOICES/I CAN'T DISTINGUISH IT.
I DO HEAR VOICES CONSTANTLY/KNOW 3 OF THEM/REST I DK
IMAGINATIVE NORMALLY/RELATE BETTER TO WOMEN THAN MEN
VOICES ARE IN HEAD/WARNING THAT HE'LL HAVE A SEIZURE
UNDER STRESS/PERFORMING A RITUAL AT THE TIME
SOMETIMES AT NIGHT HE HEARS HIS MOTHER'S VOICE
HEARD VOICES A LOT/SOMETIMES THEY MADE SENSE
THOUGHT HEARD SOMETHING/NOISES THAT WEREN'T THERE
HEAR PEOPLE WALKING WHEN OTHERS DON'T HEAR IT
MY DAD'S VOICE/TELLS ME TO HURT MYSELF & I'M NO GOOD
HEARS VOICES SOMETIMES ONE/SOMETIMES SEVERAL
SEEMS LIKE SOMEONE IS CALLING ME/THEY AREN'T
EVERYDAY/HEAR VOICES/DEGRADING/TELLS HER TO KILL SELF
WHEN GET REAL UPSET/VOICE TELLS ME TO HURT MYSELF

EXAMPLE OF DELUSIONS RELATED TO HALLUCINATIONS (BELIEFS)
VOICE TELLS ME TO HARM MYSELF OR OTHERS/HIS NAME IS SAM
DK IF THE VOICES/JUST WANT A WAY OUT/DOESN'T MAKE SENSE
THEY PUT ME DOWN AND CALL ME NAMES AND STUFF
THEY WILL ME/FORCE ME TO DO THINGS AGAINST MY WILL
WE ARE LIKE ONE OF A KIND (RASPUTIN)/HE'S A FRIEND
RAMBLINGS/DOESN'T MAKE SENSE/TELLS ME I'M WORTHLESS
SEEMS TRUE/WHEN I SNAP OUT OF IT REALIZE JUST TRIPPIN'
IT'S REAL LOUD IN MY HEAD/KNOW THEY'RE NOT THERE
HEARD MO CALLING ONCE/THINK B/C WAS THINKING ABOUT HER
THERE TO KEEP ME IN LINE EVEN THOUGH THEY'RE NOT HERE
THEY TELL ME TO HURT OTHER PEOPLE/DK IT'S JUST MY MIND
IT'S LIKE A GROUP OF PEOPLE DISCUSSING SOMETHING
IT WAS INSIDE HEAD/AT FIRST IT WAS THOUGHTS
VOICES SAY I'M HERE FOR ONE PURPOSE/TO ENJOY MY PAIN
HEAR XBF IN HEAD/HE'S DEAD/HE DIED AT 16 YEARS OLD
PAYING ATTENTION TO ME/WHEN ASK DOLLY TO COME SHE DOES
LOSS OF SLEEP/GET TIRED/HAPPENS TO EVERYBODY WHEN TIRED
SUBJ BELIEVES THAT ABUSER IS IN THE ROOM WITH HER
SOMETIMES BELIEVE BAD THINGS ABOUT PEOPLE
BELIEVE WOODY IS TRYING TO CONTACT ME FROM THE DEAD
IF I DON'T LISTEN TO THE VOICES I'LL GET INTO TROUBLE
THAT I AM NO GOOD/BUT OTHERS ALSO FEEL THIS WAY
THAT I'M NO GOOD/SUBJECT SAYS SHE BELIEVES IT ALREADY
THEY'RE TRYING TO DRIVE ME CRAZY/GOING TO RAPE MY DA
ONE MAKES ME BELIEVE I CAN KILL MYSELF OR SOMEONE ELSE
MIGHT BE RELATIVE SPIRITS OR INNER CONSCIENCE
JUST A PSYCHOTIC FEATURE TO MY DEPRESSION
FROM SATAN. HE'S THE ONLY ONE TO MAKE YOU THINK/KILLING
IT WAS A WOMAN'S VOICE TELLING ME TO DO THINGS
SOMEONE TELLING TO GET OUT OF HOUSE CAUSE NOT SAFE
HEAR HER CALL HIS NAME WHEN THINKS OF SOMETHING DEVIOUS
I COULD BE SLEEPING & SHE COULD BE ON MY BED
WHEN HE'S DOWN HER VOICE TELLS HIM IT'S OK/KEEP CHIN UP
DK/SATELLITE SHOW NO LIFE/DIDN'T DETECT LIFE ON EARTH
IT'S LIKE SOMEBODY IN MY HEAD TELLING ME TO DO SOMETHNG

DESCRIPTION OF SELECTED DELUSION - LINE 1
I BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME/FEELING GUILTY FOR USING
BELIEVE THAT SOMEONE IS TRYING TO HURT ME
DON WANTS TO SEE HOW SHITTY HE CAN ACT TO ME BEFORE I GIVE UP.
PARANOID/BELIEVING OTHERS ARE SPYING ON ME/OUT TO GET ME
I BELIEVE MY MO'S SPIRIT IS STILL ALIVE & WATCHES OVER ME/IF I
BELIEVED THAT OTHERS COULD HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS.
I FEEL THAT PEOPLE ARE WATCHING ME. I JUST HAVE A FEELING OF IT.
THE VOICES WILL ME TO DO THINGS/EAT CERTAIN FOODS/GO PLACES I
JESUS HAS THE GREATEST IMPACT ON MY LIFE.
NETWORKS ARE SENDING OUT FREQUENCIES/I'M BEING OVERPOWERED
TALKING TO SNOOP DOGGY DOG ON A REGULAR BASIS/GETTING ADVICE FROM
THAT I HAVE SPECIAL GIFTS OR POWERS TO HEAL PEOPLE THROUGH THE
THE GOV'T IS SPYING ON ME/FOLLOWING ME/TRYING TO PUT ME IN JAIL
PEOPLE SPYING ON HER/TRYING TO HARM HER/USING WITCHCRAFT ON HER/
THAT SATAN'S STRANGE FORCES ARE WORKING ON ME
LIKE MY AUNT/PEOPLE THAT MAKING HER SICK/COULD BE SENDING
RICHARD/HE'S PLOTTING AGAINST ME & HAS A CONTRACT OUT ON ME
HEAR VOICES OF GRMO & MO TELLING ME THINGS TO KEEP ME IN LINE/
EVERY DAY FEEL LIKE I'M UNDER THE CONTROL OF VOICE THAT TELLS ME
BELIEVE MAMA WOULD HELP ME IF I NEEDED HER EVEN THOUGH SHE'S DEAD
SATAN IS TRYING TO CONTACT ME/MAKE ME HARM MYSELF B/C I UPSET HIM
ABILITY TO SENSE OTHERS FEELINGS, THOUGHTS, AND DESIRES FROM
BELIEVE THAT SUN WOULD BURN ARM, CREATE A VOLCANO SORE/SKIN WOULD
ALWAYS HAVE THE SUSPICION I'M BEING FOLLOWED/THINK SOMEONE'S
THEY ALL DO/PEOPLE FOLLOWING ME/SPYING/ON THE BUS AND OUTSIDE/
HAVE THE ABILITY TO HEAR SPIRITS OR GHOSTS AND CAN HEAR TERRI AND
IT'S EVIL/DEMONIC LIKE/IT'S EVIL CONTROLS MY THOUGHTS WORKING ON
MY MOM WORKS VOODOO OR MAGIC ON ME SO THAT I WILL BREAK UP WITH
BOOT CAMP VOICES TELLING ME TO DO THINGS
THE POLICE ARE WATCHING ME/DRUG DEALERS/JUST THE ONE (WHO'S AFTER
A LOT OF PEOPLE I WAS IN CONTACT WITH/THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO BE
I AM POSSESSED BY THE VOICES/THEY HAVE POWER OVER ME
PEOPLE WATCHING ME AT THE BUS STOP/OTHER PEOPLE AFTER I GOT
A PERSON FOLLOWING ME/A PERSON WHO WANTS TO HURT OR KILL ME/I
I AM DEMON POSSESSED AND I DON'T BELIEVE I CAN BE KILLED
FEELING GRANDIOSE/EVERYTHING WAS BEING DONE JUST FOR ME
THAT PEOPLE ARE ABLE TO HEAR HER THOUGHTS/FEELING EXPOSED AND
CONCENTRATING & PUTTING THOUGHTS IN OTHER PEOPLE'S MINDS/I.E.
OTHERS CAN HEAR MY THOUGHTS AND SOMETIMES I CAN HEAR WHAT MY BF
PSYCHIC/READ PEOPLE BY TOUCH OR CONCENTRATION/70-80% ACCURATE
BELIEF THAT YOU HAVE INFO ON SOMEONE/THAT THE MOB & MAFIA ARE
COMMUNICATE WITH DEAD BOYFRIEND AND OTHERS
IN YOUR MIND/UNDER CONTROL OF PERSON, POWER OR FORCE TELLING
THE FACT THAT I LOST MY KIDS/IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A WORTHLESS
THOUGHTS OF HURTING OTHER PEOPLE/THOUGHT GOD WAS PUTTING THEM
DISASSOCIATION WITH EVERYTHING/MAY BE SOMEONE ELSE INVOLVED
PEOPLE PUTTING THOUGHTS INTO MY MIND/TRYING TO MAKE ME CRAZY
SUBJECT MADE UP AN IMAGINARY FRIEND NAMED FRED TO KEEP HIM FROM
PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO CROWD ME/A SENSATION THAT THEY'RE AROUND/
I COULD HEAR DR. MEG CHAPLAIN'S THOUGHTS THE OTHER DAY/I COULD
COMPARE MY WRITING. MY WORK IS AS GOOD AS THEIRS IS. MY PEOTRY.
SUBJECT BELIEVES HE GREW AN INCH. IT'S A CALCIUM BUILD-UP. I HEAR
SUBJECT FEELS SHE HAS GREAT INSIGHT INTO OTHER PEOPLE'S PROBLEMS
BELIEVING THAT PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME AND THAT THEY WERE HIDING
I HAVE THE ABILITY TO READ OTHER'S MINDS
THE THOUGHT THAT I WAS POSSESSED BY MALCOLM X/I WAS A CLOSE FR OF
HYPNOTIZED BY THE DEVIL/TRIED TO MOLEST MY MO/READY TO WALK OUT/
I HEAR VOICES AND THEY TELL ME TO DO STUFF. 3 PEOPLE (STRANGERS)
THE MAN WHO ABUSED ME IS IN MY ROOM WHEN I HEAR HIS VOICE.
PEOPLE PUT THOUGHTS INTO MY HEAD TO CONFUSE ME. THEY'RE TRYING TO
POLICE HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST HIM AND HE BELIEVES THAT HE WILL
EVERY TIME I GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP I FEEL IT'S LIKE I'M BEING
I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE IS SPYING ON ME. I FEEL SCARED LIKE SOMEONE
FELT JESUS CHRIST OR THE ANTICHRIST AND THAT PEOPLE WERE OUT TO
WHEN I VISIT SOMEONE/I'M AFRAID TO DRINK THEIR COFFEE
FEELS LIKE LUCK IS GOING WELL/HE'S A SPECIAL PERSON
BELIEVING THAT PAUL IS GOING TO HARM ME BY A CAR
NIGHTMARES & DAYDREAMS ABOUT FA/WILL CAUSE SOMETHING BAD TO
BELIEVING THAT I WOULD GET INTO TROUBLE IF I DON'T OBEY THE VOICE
GET REAL MORBID/FEELS LIKE 3RD PARTY INTERVENTION (THINK MY KIDS
GETTING MESSAGES THROUGH THE TV THAT TELL ME HOW TO DO THINGS
BEING TESTED/MY FA IS PAYING THE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD TO PLAY THE
FEEL LIKE THERE ARE SONGS PLAYED ON RADIO JUST FOR ME
DONNA (COF) READS MY MIND/IT FEELS EERIE/IT SHOCKS ME
FEEL LIKE MEN ARE READING HER MIND TO CHASTISE HER
I THOUGHT PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME/I WAS AFRAID TO GO OUTSIDE
POLICE ARE PICKING ON ME/I HAVE A LAWSUIT AGAINST THEM/I'M DOWN-
I FEEL THAT WHEN I'M GOING TO THE DOCTOR THAT THEY'RE UP TO SOME-
FELT WAS NOT IN CONTROL WHEN CUT MYSELF/HAD OBSESSION TO DIE/IT
LANDLADY PASSED AWAY/HER GRANDNEPHEW CAME OVER & HE CHANGED LOCKS
GOD GAVE THE S THE GIFT TO DETERMINE WHERE ALL DRUGS COME FROM
THE NEBULOUS PEOPLE (VOICES GROUP OF SNOTTY LITTLE CANDY ASSES)
THE SUBJECT BELIEVES THAT HER EX-HUSBAND'S FRIENDS ARE FOLLOWING
FEELING LIKE MY FATHER-IN-LAW WAS POISONING MY FOOD
SUBJECT HAS BEEN SET UP IN ORDER TO BE INVESTIGATED
VOICES OF DEMONS ARE TRYING TO DRAG ME TO HELL
MY MOTHER & MY WIFE ARE WATCHING WHAT I'M DOING/I FEEL LIKE
GOD SENDING MESSAGE THRU SONGS ON THE RADIO
PEOPLE KNOW WHAT S'S DIAGNOSIS BY THE WAY HE LOOKS AT THEM
PEOPLE ARE PLOTTING AGAINST ME/TRYING TO PUSH ME OVER THE EDGE
I'M BEING WATCHED BY THE POLICE AND OTHER PEOPLE
GOD'S VOICE TELLING ME TO DO THINGS (DRINK WATER/MAKE COFFEE/HURT
BELIEVES THAT BOYFRIEND IS SPYING ON HER/CHECKING UP ON HER AND
THOUGHTS ARE PUT INTO MY MIND BY SATAN OR SOMETHING EVIL SO THEY
SOMEONE SPYING ON ME/FELT THAT I WAS BEING WATCHED EVERY TIME I
MAKING A MOVIE W/O A CAMERA/IT'S CALLED CELLULOID MAGIC
VOICE CONTROLLING ME/TELLING ME WHAT TO DO
RICHIE (MAN WHO ABUSED WHEN 6 Y/O) IS SPYING ON HER/B/C WANTS TO
FEELS THAT HE IS UNDER THE CONTROL OF SOME PEOPLE IN LONG ROBES/
FEELING THAT PEOPLE ARE WATCHING ME BEHIND MY BACK TO SEE WHAT
SOMEONE IS TRYING TO KILL ME/ANYONE/NOT FLEETING THOUGHT/
FAMILY SPYING, FOLLOWING ME AND ARE TRYING TO PUT ME AWAY. JAIL
DEVIL OUT TO GET ME & HE'S OUT TO GET ALL PEOPLE UNLESS GOD IS
ORGANIZED CRIME/I CONTROL ORGANIZED CRIME
DOCTORS ARE TRYING TO HARM HER & ARE FOLLOWING HER. THREATENED TO
PEOPLE SPYING ON ME. PEOPLE AT A PARTICULAR RESTAURANT THAT KNOW
THE VOICES THAT COME FROM THE SPIRITS/THE GIFT OF BEING ABLE TO
THERE ARE SIGNS FROM A FORCE THAT TELL ME I'LL GET AWAY AND BE
BAD SPIRITS COME INTO HER BODY AND MAKE HER DO BAD THINGS
FELT MORE WORTHLESS THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD
SPECIAL POWER TO TELL PEOPLE WHAT THEY'RE GOING TO DO
I FEEL MUSIC INSIDE ME/I COULD VISUALIZE THINGS/I DREAM MUSIC/I
PERCEIVING SOMETHING BEFORE IT HAPPENS AND CAN DO THIS AT ALL
ABILITY TO PICK UP ANOTHER PERSON'S FEELINGS AFTER YOU HELD A
I FEEL FILTHY/WORTHLESS/I TRY TO KEEP BATHING TO WASH THE MAN OFF
AFRAID THAT HELL MIGHT GET HER IF SHE MAKES A MISTAKE
SOMEONE WAS READING MY MIND/THE PEOPLE WHO PUT COMPUTER CHIP IN
SOMEONE WAS TRHING TO HURT HIM BY GIVING HIM SOMETHING TO SMOKE
GIRL AND HER BOYFRIEND WERE PLOTTING AGAINST ME TO HURT ME
GOD TALKING TO ME THROUGH A PREACHER ON TV
MOTHER BEING HIT BY RADAR OR LASER BEAMS
STEVE OR SANDY PUT STRANGE THOUGHTS IN MY MIND
FELT LIKE HE WAS THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD
THINGS OVER THE RADIO/CERTAIN SONGS I ASSOCIATE WITH DIFFERENT
FEELS LIFE IS OVER/WORTHLESS/BELIEVES IT'S TOO LATE TO DO
LONG TIME AGO GOT A STRANGE PHONE CALL FROM AN OLD LADY/SEEMED
BELIEVES BOYFRIENDS ARE CONSPIRING AGAINST HER
PEOPLE ARE STARING AT ME (BECAUSE I'M UGLY OR WEIRD)
PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING PT & TALKING ABOUT HER
SOMEONE PLOTTING/A PROCTOR WAS PLOTTING AGAINST ME TO GET ME IN
BELIEVES OTHERS ARE PLOTTING AGAINST HIM
FEELS HE MAY BE BEING FOLLOWED BY MAN WHO SHOT HIM
PT BELIEVES AN ANGEL WAS SENT TO HIM/HE LIVED WITH ONE IN A HUMAN
CHOSEN BY GOD TO BE A SAINT W/A MISSION/TO WORK ON THE WORLD
FA CALLS HER WITH CODE WORDS OR PHRASES AND THIS CONTROLS HER/FA

DESCRIPTION OF SELECTED DELUSION - LINE 2
WOULDN'T GO/THEY SURGICALLY REMOVED MY BRAINSTEM & REPLACED IT
MENTALLY/LEVEL OF CONCENTRATION ARE FIGHTING IN MY MIND
OR THE HOSPITAL AND GET ME OUT OF SOCIETY/I DON'T KNOW WHY
READING HER MIND/SHE CAN SEE THEIR THOUGHTS
ALSO HEAR VOICE OF DEVIL TRYING TO GET ME TO HURT PEOPLE
TO BREAK OUTTA HERE (AND KILL ANYONE WHO GETS IN THE WAY)
DISAPPOINTED HIM/THE MORE I FIGHT IT THE MORE HE FIGHTS BACK
CRACK AND BIRD OR BUTTERFLY WOULD COME OUT OF SKIN & BE AROUND ME
CARS, TRUCKS, PEOPLE AT MICA WATCHING ME
CHINO AND OTHER PEOPLE EVEN THOUGH THEY'RE NOT HERE WITH ME
HER)/I FEEL LIKE SHE'S WATCHING THE HOUSE
TRAPPED BY PEOPLE/TAKE COCAINE OR $ FROM ME/UNDERCOVER
ROBBED/I ASK PEOPLE WHAT THEY ARE LOOKING AT
DON'T KNOW BUT I KNOW HIS LAST NAME IS QUINN
CONCENTRATING & HAVING LIVE TV SHOWS SAY MY NAME
BEING LONELY/HE KNOWS AT THIS TIME IT WAS NOT REAL
AS GOOD AS THE BEST/I HAVEN'T SEEN ANYONE BETTER.
YOU CAN GROW AN INCH IF YOU DRINK A LOT OF MILK.
SOMEONE CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT PROBLEM IS & SHE CAN HELP THEM
IN LITTLE CORNERS OR THEY CRAWLED OUT OF ROCKS
HIS/THE STYLE OF CLOTHES I WORE WAS REPRESENTED BY HIM
ASKED MY MO TO KISS ME AND I TRIED TO TOUCH HER SEXUALLY
ONE SAYS I'M OK. THEY ARE CONTROLLING MY BEHAVIOR.
GET ME KILLED. THEY'RE TRYING TO MAKE ME DO THINGS TO GET IN TRBL
TESTED FOR HOW STRONG I CAN BE EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY
IS GOING TO HURT ME. AFRAID TO GO OUT BY MYSELF SOMETIMES.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND OF TROUBLE/I DON'T WANT TO FIND OUT
SONGS ON THE RADIO/I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BELIEVE IT'S A SET UP
TOWN THEY TELL ME TO MOVE ON/ARRESTED FOR A FALSE CHARGE
THING/I GET PARANOID THAT THEY'RE GOING TO STICK ME WITH A SHOT
DIDN'T FEEL LIKE ME/IT WAS JUST AN OBSESSION TO DIE
ON MY APT/I THOUGHT HIS AU WAS BEHIND IT/AU PLOTTING AGAINST ME
ARE TRYING TO TORMENT ME 24 HOURS A DAY UNTIL I DIE
THEY'RE THERE BUT WHEN I LOOK NO ONE IS IN THE WINDOW
KNOW WHERE SHE IS AT ALL TIMES TO PLOT TO HURT
THEY WERE THE ONES WHO WERE TRYING TO GIVE ME THE OK TO HURT SELF
TAKE DOCTORS TO COURT/THEY MAY BE EXPERIMENTING ON ME.
GO INSIDE MY MIND AND THEN I CAN PLAY THINGS I COULDN'T BEFORE
LIKE SHE WAS PUTTING A SPELL ON ME/EVER SINCE THINGS GOING WRONG
HAD HER INVOLVED IN A CULT WHEN SHE WAS A CHILD

EXAMPLE OF SPYING
WHILE I'M IN JAIL THEY REALLY ARE WATCHING ME
FEEL LIKE GUYS DRIVE BY MY HOUSE TO SEE IF I'M HOME.
I JUST GET PARANOID AND THINK PEOPLE TRIPPING IN ME.
DIFFERENT COINCIDENCES/ITS NOT PARANOIA/SHARED INFO.
INFO HAS COME BACK TO ME THAT WASN'T GENERAL INFO.
MY GF'S X PROBABLY SINCE WE ARE BACK TOGETHER.
I WORK W/PUBLIC. I BELIEVE A LOT OF CORRUPTION.
THERE'S A LOT OF MONEY INVOLVED IN MY FA'S BUSINESS
PEOPLE KNOW WHAT I'VE DONE/PART OF THE WILLING PROCESS
PEOPLE LOOKING AT ME WHEN WALKING DOWN STREET.
PROBABLY ARE/DON'T WORRY ABT IT/BR & XHU
TELEPHONE BOOK/TOO MANY PEOPLE LOOKING INTO MY LIFE
LOT OF PEOPLE COME UP KNOWING WHERE I AM/FAM & FRIENDS
FEW WEEKS AFTER CONFRONTATION W/XGF'S BF/HAVE ME HURT
I THOUGHT MY BR/SI & MO WERE SPYING ON ME
I HAVE A FEELING THAT SOMEONE'S WATCHING ME
TOLD PEGGY I SAW MYSELF ON TV WHEN IN NJ/2YRS AGO
AUNT CALLED MY PROBATION OFFICER TELLING HER STUFF
STILL THE COPS SPYING ON ME B/C OF ME HITTING ONE/THEM
JUST PARANOID/GET SCARED A LOT/DK REALLY
USED TO BE IN GANG & LEFT/ONLY WAY OUT IS TO BE KILLED
DON'T FEEL LIKE I HAVE PRIVACY/DON'T FEEL LIKE I'M ALON
MY MO BEFORE I GOT IN HERE/CAN HEAR HER WALKING AROUND
THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS SNEAKING UP BEHIND ME
THINK A PERSON DOES SO MUCH WRONG/CONSCIENCE STARTS
MY LANDLORD/HE WAS FOLLOWING ME AND HE'D CALL MY APT
DK IF THE PEOPLE/A CULT/ACROSS THE ST WERE WATCHING ME
JERRY, HE'S HAVE PEOPLE SPY ON ME/WHERE I WAS/WHAT DOIN
DONALD PARKED CAR/HIDING BEHIND THE HOUSE
JUST IS/I KNOW THEY ARE SPYING ON ME AT PEERY
WE ARE ALL ON HIDDEN VIDEO/MAYBE BEING SPIED BY ANGELS
JUST FEEL PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS SEEING WHAT I DO
B/C OF THE GANG AFFILIATION PEOPLE FOLLOW ME
COUPLE TIMES/FRIEND CALLED/DISABILITY BOARD/JUST FELT
THINK THAT PEOPLE ARE TRYING/LIKE THEY FIND ME
POLICE/THEY GOT ME/I'M IN JAIL ON A WARRANT
PEOPLE WATCHING ME/KEEP CURTAINS CLOSED/HARDLY GO OUT
WHEN I GO OUTSIDE TO SMOKE/CARS/AMBULANCE START MOVING
O.J. SIMPSON/THOUGHT I WAS UNDER SURVEILLANCE
B/C I HAVE MONEY FROM THE ACCIDENT/SI'S BF CALLED POLIC
PEOPLE ARE WATCHING ME WHEN I COME IN THE BLDG
I THINK MY HU IS HAVING ME FOLLOWED OR WATCHED.
I THREW STUFF OUT OF THE WINDOW/I WAS GETTING WEIRD LKS
PEOPLE I KNOW ARE PLACES I DON'T EXPECT THEM TO BE.
THOUGHT PEOPLE AT COFFEE SHOP WERE TALKING ABT HIM
GUY IN PROGRESSIONS CALLED ON PHONE & TALK ABT SEX
I'M JUST PARANOID THAT PEOPLE ARE WATCHING ME
COPS/WHEN DOING DRUGS BELIEVE DSS(DAVID) TOLD COPS
FAMILY & HOSP WATCHING B/C THOUGHT MIGHT HURT SELF
MY X-HU IS/I'VE BEEN THREATENED PHYSICALLY BY HIM
AT NIGHT SLEEPING SOUNDS LIKE S'ONE WALKING ARND
GO OUTSIDE OR IN THE WINDOW/SEE PEOPLE WATCH & GT ANGRY
NEIGHBORS SPYING ON ME/COMES OVER & FEEDS CHICKENS
S'TIMES I KNOW THEY ARE/DK POSSIBLY HARM ME LATER ON
MY WIFE IS AFRAID I MIGHT GET ANGRY & DO SOMETHING
LITTLE THINGS I DO MY FRIENDS GO TELL OTHER FRIENDS
THOUGHT THERE WERE PEOPLE OUTSIDE WHO WANTED TO GET IN
CAR IS PARKED ACROSS STREET/ALWAYS THERE WHEN I'M HOME
GET AN UNCOMFORTABLE FEELING THAT SOMEONE IS WATCHING
ONLY HAPPENED WHEN HIGH. FEELS REAL PARANOID.
THEY TALK ABOUT ME/BECAUSE I CAN HEAR THEM
WHEN SITTING ALONE-THEYR'E TRYING TO READ MY MIND.
THINKING PEOPLE ARE SPYING ON ME FOLLOWING ME/WATCHING
SOMEBODY IS WATCHING ME. HAS SEEN THEM/WAS FOLLOWED.
AIN'T GOT NO PRIVACY/PEOPLE ALWAYS AROUND
FEMALE FRIEND TOLD ME SHE WANTED ME TO QUIT CRACK
XBF'S BEEN ASKING ABOUT ME/HE'S BEEN WATCHING & FOLLOW
GETTING HANG-UP CALLS & CALLS KIND OF THREATENING
BF WATCHES HER & FEELS HE HAS FR'S WATCHING HER
MY BF COMES EARLY TO MY WORK TO CHECK ON ME
LANDLORD IS SPYING B/C SUBJ IS NOT SUPPOSED TO IN APT
BF'S EX-GF HAS BEEN COMING ARND & WATCHING HOUSE
FEEL SOMEONE MAY BE SPYING/I WAS FIRED FOR STEALING

EXAMPLE OF FOLLOWING
WALKING DOWN THE STREET/THEY FOLLOW ME/TURN SAME CORNER
MISSING INFO (NO TAPE FOUND 12/6/95 D.S.)
SEE THE SAME PERSON/CROSS PATHS SAME DAY/THATS UNUSUAL.
I FEEL THEY'RE OUT TO DO SOME HARM/I FEEL THREATENED
THIS GIRL I USED TO GO OUT WITH WATCHES ME/HER FRIENDS.
I WAS BEING WATCHED BY THE STAFF AT BOARDING HOME
WALK BY MYSELF/DON'T WORRY ABT IT/CARS DRIVE BY/SPEED
YES/A COUPLE OF WEEKS/FRIENDS OF GF'S BF
POLICE/SEEMS LIKE THEY WANT ME FOR SOME REASON
WHEN I'M UNDER INFLUENCE OF COCAINE/CAUSED BY PARANOIA
I REALLY CANT TALK ABT IT/BUT YEAH/B/C WORK I DID BEFOR
WHILE IN SHELTER/POLICE CHECKED OUT CAR/IT'S RICHARD'S
LAST WEEK ONE OF AUNT'S FRS WAS ON STREET WHERE BF LIVE
SAW SOMEONE FOLLOWING ME/WENT SAME PLACE I WENT
HERE & THERE LIKE WHEN I SEE A POLICE CAR/DEPENDS
GETTING OFF BUS AT 39TH/THOUGHT SOMEONE FOLLOWING ME
FEELS LIKE PEOPLE ARE FOLLOWING ME UPSTAIRS (JESUS)
FEEL LIKE WERE BEING WATCHED OR SOMETHING
POLICE CAR PLOTTED AFTER THE LITTLE RED CAR FOLLOWED ME
BECAUSE MY HU WITNESSED A CRIME/PEOPLE CAME TO THE DOOR
IN MY MIND I THINK THEY'RE FOLLOWING ME/I LOOK AROUND
B/C OF THE GANG AFFILIATION PEOPLE FOLLOW ME
VISION/HALLUCINATIONS/REAL BAD/TAKE PAMZLOR FOR IT
I JUST FEEL LIKE SOMEBODY'S FOLLOWING ME
EVERY NOW & THEN I'M WALKING & S'ONE TAKES SAME TURNS
ALWAYS FEEL EYES ON ME/WATCHING ME/EXPECTING ME DO WELL
I'M IN A LAWSUIT/INVESTIGATOR HAS BEEN WATCHING ME
BRIGHTON HGTS/WAS COOPED UP/THE WORLD SEEMED STRANGE
B/C I HAVE MONEY FROM THE ACCIDENT/SI'S BF CALLED POLIC
I'VE BEEN ON MY WAY TO WORK/MAY BE COINCIDENCE
MY HU RIDING AROUND MY FRIENDS HOUSE CONSTANTLY.
PARANOID/BELIEVED TWO GUYS WERE TRYING TO KILL ME
I'M DRIVING I HEAR VOICES/I'M IN A CAR I HEAR VOICES
GET PARANOID WHEN AT NIGHT/DARK I SEE SOMEONE BEHIND ME
WAS IN CAR ACCIDENT. GUY TAKING PICTURES.
GONE TO 2 STORES SEE SAME PERSON IN BOTH STORES
AFRAID SOMEONE'S ALWAYS GOING TO HURT ME
WHEN I MOVED I THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS FOLLOWNG ME IN A CAR
WENT DOWN TOWN W/SISTER & THIS GUY WAS FOLLOWING ME
PARANOID PEOPLE WATCHING/FOLLOWING NOT SURE BUT THINK
WHEN I WENT TO THE STORE, THEY WERE FOLLOWING ME
WHEN I WAS LEAVING HOME I NOTICED A GREY CAR FOLLOW ME
FORMER THERAPIST/I WAS IN MALL & HAVE A COURT CASE
WALK IN-LOOK BACK NO ONE THERE/HEARS STEP
SAME PEOPLE/THAT'S IT/CRUISE BY ME BEEP & GO REAL SLOW
FOLLOWED BY SOMEONE WHEN WALKING TO MO'S/DROVE ALONG
THOUGHT OLD BF WAS FOLLOWING ME TO SEE WHAT WAS UP
ONCE/GOING HOME/FELT OLD GUY FOLLOWING ME/LOOKED STRNGE
I WAS NERVOUS EVERYTIME I SAW THE POLICE
WALKING DOWN THE STREET/S'ONE WAS BEHIND ME
THOUGHT THEY WERE FOLLOWING ME/TO MAKE ME KILL MYSELF
BF FOLLOWS HER & CAUGHT HER WITH ANOTHER MAN
ONCE/WAS IN THE HOSPITAL/THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS IN ROOM
S'TIMES WHEREVER I GO I KEEP SEEING THE SAME PERSON
FRIEND TOLD ME TO QUIT CRACK/I NEVER TOLD HER I DID IT
I WAS FOLLOWED AT 2:30 A.M./MAN APPROACHED/ASKED ME OUT
FOR AWHILE I THOUGHT PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME
BF TELLS HER HE FOLLOWS HER BECAUE HE'S JEALOUS
B/C I WAS TAKING COINS OUT OF SLOT MACHINES/LOST JOB
DRIVING IN THE CAR/SEE ANOTHER CAR BEHIND

EXAMPLE OF BEING EXPERIMENTED ON
WITH RESEARCH & STUFF/WITH THE PO'S MAKING YOU TAKE MED
LONG TIME AGO/MENORRAH HOSP/TEST/HOOKED UP TO A MACHINE
NOT W/ANY DEGREE OF COMPETENCY/HAD HEADACHE GAVE ME EEG
THOUGHT PEOPLE IN/PAST WERE TRYING TO FIND MY WEEKNESS.
DOCTORS EXPERIMENT ON PATIENTS/GET PAID BY THE GOV'T
HOSPITAL OVER THERE/DOESN'T SEEM TO BE A WORKING SYSTEM
IT'S CERTAIN THINGS THAT I DO/FEELS LIKE MADE TO DO
WITH MEDS/TRYING TO SEE HOW FAST IT WILL KILL
FEDERAL GOVT IS EXPERIMENTING ON ME/KNOW FOOD I EAT
I THINK WESTERN MISSOURI SECRETLY TESTED ME
AT MCI/THEY PUT ME ON COGENTIN/BAD SIDE EFFECTS
TESTED EVERYDAY/DOESN'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK
I WENT TO MCDONALDS & THOUGHT MO WAS EXPERIMENTING
FEEL LIKE A GUINEA PIG FOR MENTAL HEALTH
MY LANDLORD/GOT PAPERS FROM SSI/THEY ALREADY KNEW ABOUT
WITH THE HOSPITAL/THE MED THEY PUT ME ON
TESTED/SEEMS LIKE PEOPLE WANT ME TO DO S'THING (PROVE)
DRUGS & ALCOHOL MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A MANIAC/HYPER
I WONDER ABT THIS/I KNOW YOU ARE TESTING ME
NURSES HERE GIVING ME DRUGS I DON'T NEED
THOUGHT MEDS I WAS ON WERE TAMPERED WITH
MY HU IS TESTING WHETHER I'LL STAY WITH HIM OR GO.
MEDICATION THAT I TAKE FROM MENTAL HEALTH CENTER.
THEY WANT TO HOLD ME DOWN SO THEY CAN WIRE MOUTH SHUT
CASE AT UMASS MED SINCE LAST ADM/STUCK TUBES IN BODY
INSTRUCTOR ANALYZED ME DURING PSYCH ROTATION.
I GET WORSE/THE SPIRITS GET WORSE/WRITING IT DOWN
BELIEVE THAT THE DRS AT UMMC ARE GOING TO DO THINGS
GOD TRYING TO TEST ME/TELLS ME TO CUT SELF
WAS GIVEN MEDS & FEELS THEY USED HER TO TEST THEM
I THINK DOCTORS ARE TRYING TO CURE PEOPLE AT THE CLINIC
DK/SAYING OTHER PEOPLE SAY STUFF ABT ME/SEE WHAT I DO
HU & BR TEST HER TO SEE HOW TO MAKE HER MAD
I THOUGHT THERE WAS A COMPUTER CHIP IN LIP
MEDICATION I HAVE TO TAKE/THINK IT'S FAKE OR LOW DOSE
CERTAIN THINGS I DO/A SONG ASSOCIATED W/CERTAIN PERSON
WHERE I WORK THEY'LL LEAVE MONEY SEE IF I TAKE IT
WHEN I SEE LORRIE WONDER IF THINGS ARE DONE ON PURPOSE
DENTIST PUT EXPERIMENTAL CAP ON MY TOOTH
FELT CONFUSED/LIKE A GUINEA PIG AT GROCERY STORE
BF TEST BY LEAVING $ TO SEE IF SHE'LL TAKE IT
S'TIMES I WONDER/DON'T THINK MEDS ARE HELPING
PEOPLE TESTING HIM WITH MONEY TO SEE IF HE'LL BE HONEST

EXAMPLE OF PLOTTING
JEALOUSLY, UNABLE TO LET RELATIONSHIP GO.
TRY TO POISON ME @ NURSING HOME/DON'T WASH DISHES RIGHT
THINGS GOING ON IN THE COMMUNITY/PEOPLE ARE SCARED.
SI'S XBF WANTING TO HURT ME B/C I THREATENED HIM.
UNCLE SONNY/SAID HE WAS GOING TO SHOOT ME/LOST HIS KEYS
TIME TO TIME I THOUGHT MIGHT OF HAD ULTERIOR MOTIVES
WILLARD/HE'LL KNOCK ME DOWN & COME TO ME WITH HATCHETS
BR & XHU WITH CHILD/DON'T LIKE ME I GUESS
PEOPLE IN CROWDS/I KNOW THEY ARE UP TO SOMETHING
PEOPLE HAVE TRIED/I'VE BEEN SHOT AT & THREATENED
CUZ THEY DON'T LIKE ME/DK WHY THEY DON'T LIKE ME
AT MCI/THEY PUT ME ON COGENTIN/BAD SIDE EFFECTS
PLOTTING AGAINST ME/TRYING TO GIVE ME MORE YEARS TO DO
AT FR'S/FIXED ME SOMETHING TO EAT/THGHT SOMETHING IN IT
KNOW LARRY WAS/HE THREATENED PHYSICALLY AND VERBALLY
SEAN & BR/WANTED TO TRY TO GET MY YOUNGEST SON
DRUG INDUCED PARANOIA/RESULT OF NEW ANTIDEPRESSANTS
JERRY,AS FAR AS HURTING I FEEL THAT HE GETS DRUNK
PROBABLY ARE/JAIL SYSTEM & THE MENTAL HEALTH PEOPLE
THE HEAVENLY FATHER/ABT MY LOVE STORY/GAY THINGS
MY EX-EMPLOYER MADE SOME ACCUSATIONS THAT AREN'T TRUE
GETTING BACK TO ALL THE SHIT/I DO PEOPLE I'M OUT TO GET
SEEMED FUNNY/NORMA IS A SNEAKY PERSON/GOT SICK RT AFTER
I CAN'T/TOO MANY EARS/KEEP ME FROM GETTING MY KIDS
I'VE BEEN WORRIED THAT THIS GUY WANTED TO KICK MY BUTT
PEOPLE ARE WATCHING TO SEE ME/NOT MAKE IT IN THIS LIFE
MY BEST FR'S BF IS THREATENED BY OUR FRIENDSHIP
ADON-PLAYS A LOT OF GAMES W/OTHER ROOMMATES/BLAME ME
BRIGHTON HGTS/PEOPLE THERE WERE PLOTTING AGAINST ME
FEELS LIKE THEY'RE TRYING TO HUMILIATE ME
B/C I HAVE MONEY FROM THE ACCIDENT/SI'S BF CALLED POLIC
THEY ARE TRYING TO HURT ME BY GIVING ME PSYC. MEDS.
I THOUGHT THE DRAGON & THE DEVIL WERE TRYING TO STAB ME
I THOUGHT THE DEVIL WAS TRYING TO GET ME & TAKE MY SOUL
DRINKING S'THING & COULDN'T DRINK IT AT OBERLIN ST
EVERYBODY TRYING TO DRIVE ME CRAZY. THEY HARRASS ME.
SAMANTHA GOING BEHIND BACK & TALKING ABT ME.
SNIPERS WERE OUTSIDE & THEY WERE PLOTTING AGAINST ME
THINGS GOING WRONG & FELT LIKE S'ONE PLOTTING
LANDLORD IS NOT GIVING ME A FAIR DEAL W/THE APT
MY X-HU SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME SO I DON'T TESTIFY
B/C DIVORCE PROBLEM/TRYING TO HURT THEM (GF'S FAMILY)
FA IN LAW & MOST OTHER PEOPLE TRYING TO HURT S
PLOTTING AGAINST/MOSTLY ANIMOSITY TOWARD OTHER RM
I HAVE A SMALL HOME BUSINESS/CINDY & SHAWN TRY TO TAKE
GF HITS ME WHEN SHE'S ANGRY/POISON MY MIND/BUY THINGS
MIKE'S PARENTS WANT CONTROL OVER THE CHILDREN
CERTAIN MAN HAS BEEN HAVING PEOPLE PICK ON ME.
BL WOMEN PLOT AGST HER B/C SHE'S WHITE & DATING BL MAN
A GUY SHE USED TO DATE HAS BEEN HARRASSING HER.
MY HUSBAND/HE SETS STAGES WITH MY DA TO CAUSE FIGHTS
3 PEOPLE IN WPIC WANTED TO KILL IN JAIL.
PEOPLE POINTING & LAUGHING AT ME IN CAFETERIA.
HERE IN THE HOSPITAL THEY ARE GIVING ME WRONG MEDS
SOMEONE APPLYING FOR THINGS TO LOOK GOOD FOR ME.
BELIEVES THAT SOMEONE IS TRYING TO HURT HIM.
JOHN BEAT HIM UP WHEN BOTH WERE DRUNK/HE APOLOGIZED
FAMILY/THINK THEY'RE PLOTTING AGAINST/DRIVING CRAZY
ME & MAUREEN GOT INTO IT/THOUGHT THEY WERE PLOTTING
HAVE SUSPICIONS/MY FAM IS TRYING TO HELP ME
FEAR OF THERAPIST/THOUGHT PLOTTING AGAINST
JUST FEEL LIKE EVERYBODY'S OUT TO GET ME
BOTH BF'S/ONE PLOTTING TO HOSPITALIZE HER
REALITY/HAD A PROBLEM WITH NEGLECT AT ST FRANCIS
BELIEVED TWO GUYS PLOTTED TO ROB HIM & THEY DID
PEOPLE I DEALT WITH/DRUG USE/TRYING TO HURT ME/GET HIGH
WHEN GOES INTO BARS/THINKS BARMAIDS PUT THINGS IN DRINK
POLICE OFFICER AT OTHER JAIL PLANTED THINGS IN HIS CELL
SHOT ME IN HEAD/BELIEVED I'D BE SHOT IN HEAD/LIKE JFK
THINK MENTAL HEALTH PROFFS ARE POISONING ME WITH MEDS

EXAMPLE OF MIND READING
MY PSYCHIATRIST SAID SHE COULD READ MY MIND
SHE KEEPS STARING AT ME AND ASKING QUESTIONS.
OUT AT LEED'S/GUY SAID MICHAEL BYERS/I THOUGHT ABT HIM
SOMETIMES I BELIEVE WM IS READING MY MIND
WORRIED THE CITY OF NY MIGHT KNOW I WANT TO FIGHT THEM
DON'T REMEMBER NOW IT'S BEEN A WHILE/QUIT IN APRIL
BELIEVE I KNOW/TOLD YOU CAN READ MINDS BY WITCHCRAFT
THIS GUY SAID HE COULD READ PEOPLE'S MINDS
SOMETIMES HE KNOWS WHAT I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DO IT
STAFF KNOWS ME WELL/COULD TELL WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO
I THINK THAT PEOPLE UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M THINKING
DOLLY PARTON KNOWS WHAT I SAY BEFORE I SAY IT
THEY WANT TO KNOW MY COMMENTS/THEY WANT TO HURT MY KIDS
SEEMS LIKE THOUGHTS ARE FLOWING FROM YOU TO THEM.
INSTRUCTOR READ MY MIND. SHE MADE A GOOD GUESS.
THE DOCTOR CAN READ MY MIND. HE'S TRYING TO TRICK ME.
MY THOUGHTS GOES OUTSIDE MY HEAD & OTHERS CAN HEAR.
DONNA (COF) READS HER MIND/OTHER PERSON KNOWS HER WELL
CAN'T THINK OF THINGS/STAY HOME/TRYS TO WATCH TV
MY PYCHIATRIST CAN READ MY MIND BY THE LOOK ON MY FACE
WHEN THEY STARE AT ME FOR A LONG TIME/I ASSUME/DK
IN SCHOOL FEELS OTHERS ARE TAKING HER THOUGHTS
PEOPLE WHO PUT THE CHIP IN MY LIP ARE READING MY MIND
I'LL THINK OF SOMETHING & IT WILL COME ON COMMERCIAL
WAS THINKING MARV LEVY SHOULD BE FREED & HE WAS
CHOPPING GREEN PEPPER/TV/THOUGHT S'TIMES YOU FEEL/NUTTY
THINKS THAT POSSIBLY IT COULD HAPPEN BUT IS NOT SURE
JUST THOUGHT ONE DAY SOMEONE WAS READING MY THOUGHTS
THINKING ONE WAY AND PERSON SAYS WHAT THINKING
THINK PEOPLE READ MIND/KNOW HIM SO KNOW WHAT HE THINKS

EXAMPLE OF HEARING OTHERS THOUGHTS
THINKING THAT SOMEONE IS THINKING SOMETHING ABT YOU.
IT'S A VOICE LIKE MENTAL TELEPATHY/MAYBE I'M PSYCHIC
YOU JUST HEAR IT. YOUR CONCIOUS. IT'S SENSORY!
CAN LOOK AT SOMEBODY & KINDA TELL WHAT THEIR THINKING
S'TIMES W/ME & KRIS/IT'S LIKE SHE'S MY TWIN/MUCH ALIKE
LIKE A LOT OF TIMES I CAN HEAR WHAT THEY'RE THINKING
ON THE WAY TO 63RD ST HEARD BUSDRIVERS THOUGHTS
LIKE THE BURGLARY IN THE HOUSE/JIM & I SAME THOUGHTS
IF I KNOW SOMEONE REAL WELL B/C I KNOW THEM WELL
I THINK I CAN HEAR THOUGHTS/LIKE I CAN HEAR THEIR CARD
WHEN I WAS AT TERRY'S MOM'S/FELT THEY DIDN'T WANT ME
CAN JUST LOOK AT A PERSON & SEE WHAT HE'S THINKING
THINK MY FAM BEFORE I THINK THEY CAN TELL ME HOW I FEEL
MAE & I KNOW EACH OTHER WELL/CIRCUMSTANCES
ALL MY LIFE ABLE TO DO IT/JUST INSTINCTS/CAN SENSE IT
I HEARD S'ONES THOUGHTS WHEN THEY THOUGHT I WAS JESUS C
FEEL LIKE I CAN PINPOINT SOMEBODY'S THOUGHTS.
MENTAL TELEPATHY. I HEAR THE MENTAL TELEPATHY & SCREAMS
WATCHING GUY SITTING THERE/KNEW WHAT HE WAS THINKING
PEOPLE SAYING ABT S/CAN HEAR THEIR THOUGHTS
CAN HEAR THEM TALKING RIGHT NOW/TELLS ME TO HURT MYSELF
FELT I COULD HEAR MY HU TALKING TO ME WHEN HE WASN'T
YES-CAN TELL BY THEIR FACE OR ATTITUDE OR WALK.
I'LL MAKE YOU MISERABLE/MAKE YOU WISH YOU WERE DEAD
CAN HEAR FRIENDS TALK TO ME BUT MOUTHS NOT MOVING
CAN TELL WHAT HU IS THINKING WHEN READING HIS EYES
WHEN I MEET SOMEONE I CAN READ RIGHT INTO IT

EXAMPLE OF OTHERS HEARING YOUR THOUGHTS
COMMONTATOR ON TV READ MY MIND & SAID IT ON TV
WM/I JUST THINK THEY CAN/THINK THEY GOT ME BUGGED
LIKE MY MO KNEW WHAT I WAS THINKING BEFORE THE TRAGEDY
CLIENT TOLD ME TO DO S'THING AND DIDN'T TURN AROUND
WHEN I'M DRIVING I THINK PEOPLE CAN HEAR MY THOUGHTS
DOLLY PARTON HEARS MY THOUGHTS WHEN I THINK ABT HER
I WALK BY A PERSON & THEY THINK I WANT TO KILL ANIMALS
OTHERS CAN HEAR WHAT I'M THINKING. THEY TALK ABT IT.
OTHERS CAN HEAR WHAT I'M THINKING & USE IT AGAINST ME.
IF I WERE TO THINK A PERSON WOULD BE DRINKING
WHEN SMOKE CRACK GET PARANOID/FEEL PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT
IF I WAS HELPING S'BODY THEY SAY "I KNOW YOU DON'T CARE
S'TIMES BELIEVED COULD HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS
GOD OPENS HER HEAD SO OTHERS HEAR WHAT SHE'S THINKING
IN CLASS FEELS OTHERS KNOW WHAT THINKING
PSYCHIATRIST CAN READ & HEAR MY THOUGHTS
WHEN PLAYING CARDS THINKS PARTNER CAN HEAR HIS THOUGHTS
STAFF AT RENESSANCE/THEY KNOW ME/CAN TELL WHAT THINKING
I'LL BE SITTING THERE/THINKING SO HARD/WONDERING

EXAMPLE OF BEING UNDER CONTROL OF OTHERS
IDEA COMES IN MIND.MAYBE GROUP OF PEOPLE, UNSEEN FORCE.
HALLUCINATIONS/IRRITATE ME SO MUCH/TELL ME KILL MYSELF
THE DRUGS WERE CONTROLING ME, I WAS NOT IN CONTROL.
I BE DOING STUPID STUFF/A DRUG THAT CONTROLS ME
UNDER INFLUENCE OF HIGHER POWER/RELIGIOUS BELIEF/WICHAN
SOME KIND OF FORCE OR POWER. SUICIDAL THOUGHTS.
SOMETIMES JUST MY BROTHER/HE TRIES TO CONTROL ME
IN MEDIEVAL DAYS/WANNAMED BOSHAOAKHAN BLOCKNG MY SPIRIT
WHEN MY TEMPER COMES OUT/IT'S NOT ME/POSS MULT PERSON
WILLARD/SOMETHING I WANT TO DO/STARTS A LOT OF TROUBLE
ALCOHOL/IT CAUES ME TO DO THINGS/NORMALLY WOULDN'T DO
UNDER SATAN'S CONTROL WHEN UNDER INFLUENCE OF DRUGS
MY PROBATION OFFICER/SHE TELLS ME WHAT TO DO
MY HIGHER POWER/GOD FELT HE WAS SPEAKING THROUGH ME
2ND MIND TELLS ME TO DO STUFF MORE FORCEFL/AGAINST WILL
THE DEVIL SATAN DOING WRONG/HE'S NOT CONTROLLING ME
THOUGHT DR WAS CONTROLLING ACTIONS & THOUGHTS THRU DRGS
DID FOR A WHILE BUT I HAVEN'T FOR A WHILE
GOD/HE IS A PURPOSE FOR ME/I HAVE A DISEASE
DEVIL/CONTROLS ME WHEN I LOSE MY TEMPER/S'THING ELSE
SOMETIMES I DO SOMETHING AND DON'T KNOW I DID IT
FEEL LIKE DEVIL WANTS TO TRY TO CONTROL ME & HURT ME
THE NIGHT I TORE UP THE VENDING MACHINE/FORCE MADE ME
BEEN PRAYING A LOT/BELIEVE GOD HAS AN INFLUENCE ON LIFE
GOD/SATAN/GOOD & BAD BOTH WORKING AGAINST
THOUGHT CARS OUTSIDE WERE MAKING ME LOOK IN DIRECTION
PSYCH. & VIOLENT PEOPLE WERE CONTROLLING ME MENTALLY.
THE DEVIL WAS MAKING ME THROW THINGS OUT THE WINDOW
I FEEL LIKE A ROBOT/THEY PROGRAM ME & KNOW ME BY HEART
S'TIMES WHEN I HEAR VOICES THEY TELL ME TO DO THINGS
MAKES ME THINK THINGS I WOULDN'T NORMALLY THINK.
BEING DEPRIVED CONTROLLED ME/DEPRIVED HUMANITY/RITUALS
GOES ALONG W/PRER POWERING FEELING VERY NEGATIVE
DK WHAT CONTROLS ME/HAVE CRAZY THOUGHTS/ARE NOT MINE
HAVE BLACK-OUTS/ANOTHER PERSON IS IN CONTROL
ONE OF ALTERS THAT CAME BUT PLATES BREAKING
LOUIE & PSYCH PT (BF) BOTH TRYING TO RUN MY LIFE
S'BODY THE S DIDN'T KNOW WAS CONTROLLING
MY ALTERS/WELL 2 OR THEM/AM CONSCIOUS LIKE I'M WATCHING
GOD CONTROLS ME/GOD TELLS ME TO CUT SELF
NOT SURE WHO OR WHAT/LOOKING BACK FELT THAT WAY BEFORE
LEAVING MY BODY/LIKE A DIFF CHARACTERISTIC HELP ME THRU
BORN AGAIN, HOLY SPIRIT HAS CHANGED HIM.
WHEN REAL DRUNK, I FEEL THAT I'M NOT ME. DISPLACED.
ALL ARE UNDER CONTROL OF GOOD/EVIL B/C OF RELIGIOUS.
I WOKE UP IN THE OLD HOUSE/I DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT THERE
PT BELIEVES OUTSIDE FORCES PUTTING THOUGHTS IN HIS MIND
FELT LIKE COULDN'T CONTROL THOUGHTS & SELF
A POWER IS PULLING ME BACK/BAD THINGS WILL HAPPEN
WAS UNDER SOME SORT OF POWER WHEN SHE TOOK OD
S'TIMES I THINK MY DA'S TRYING TO CONTROL ME
DOING DRUGS/WHEN GET HIGH DO THINGS I DON'T NORMALLY DO
WHEN I'M HIGH I FEEL LIKE I'M ON TOP OF THE WORLD
YOU TAUGHT BEATRICE DAVIS BLACK MAGIC/NOW UNDER CONTROL
BF MAKES HER DO DRUGS WHEN DOESN'T WANT TO
THE ALTERS HAVE CONTROL OF ME/THERE'S 5 SEPARATE ALTERS
OUR THOUGHTS ARE NOT OUR OWN/PHILOSOPHICAL

EXAMPLE OF THOUGHTS BEING INSERTED
ALLOW TO HAPPEN/I GET A LOT OF DIVINE REVELATIONS.
SOMEONE TELLS ME I HAVE DEMONS INSIDE OF ME
THEY PUSH THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD ABOUT SEXUAL THINGS
SEEMS LIKE THEY ARE TALKING DIRECTLY TO ME. SCARES ME.
SLEEPS WHISPER IN MY EARS OVER A LENGTH OF TIME
GARBAGE MY PAROLE OFFICER & WM TELL ME/THE WAY TO TALK
SATAN TRIES TO/PUTS CRAZY THOUGHTS IN MIND TO TAKE DRNK
LIKE IN COURT/PEOPLE TRYING TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER
WHEN I GET PARANOID/WANT TO HURT MYSELF/MAYBE EVIL
GUY TRYING TO HARM ME/SOMETHING TOLD ME TO SHOOT PISTOL
I'M PISSED OFF AT THE STAFF/THEY HAD ME IN STRAPS 14DAY
AT LIBRARY THEY ARE BEING PUT INTO HER MIND
CAN'T EXPLAIN/I'VE DONE DRUGS & FLIPPED OUT ON THE BIBL
JUST HAPPENS/CAN'T EXPLAIN/LIKE I'M BEING TRAPPED
USUALLY GO GET A DRINK/BOTTLE/FIND A WOMAN
S'THING EVIL/FOREIGN LAND & SEE S'BODY DIE/RESPONSIBLE
SOMETHING LIKE A FORCE/I KNOW IT MUST BE A DEMON
TV TALKING TO ME AT BRIGHTON HGTS/PUT THOUGHTS IN MIND
GOD/SATAN/CHRISTIAN BELIEFS/WORKS WITH A LOT OF PEOPLE
SATAN DOES THAT A LOT OF TIMES/PUTS BAD THOUGHT IN MIND
WAS BEING HUMILIATED/WANTED ME TO SEE THAT FOR REASON
THINKING FAM COMING AFTER ME B/C THEY ARE WANTED/MURDER
IT HAPPENS WITH PEOPLE IN GENERAL/NOT ONE SPECIFIC.
EVERYBODY I MEET/ USE MENTAL TELEPATHY ONLY ON ME.
FATHER WAS TELLING ME TO HURT MYSELF B/C I WAS TALKING
DK WHAT CONTROLS ME/HAVE CRAZY THOUGHTS/ARE NOT MINE
S'TIMES S FEELS DOING BAD THINGS TO S & DA OR WI
GOD TELLS ME WHAT TO DO(WASH DISHES,SMOKE CIGARETTES)
THOUGHT ABT HITTING MY FA/LAW OVER HEAD/DIDN'T DO IT.
TIMES WHERE FEELS LIKE THOUGHTS AREN'T MINE.
S'TIMES WHEN A FR WANT TO GET HIGH/I KNOW WILL BE BAD
TAKE THOUGHTS OUT OF HEAD/EVERYTHING ON TV
PEOPLE MAKE HER DO S'THING SHE DOESN'T WANT TO DO

EXAMPLE OF THOUGHTS BEING STOLEN
IT'S LIKE THEY GOT A STRAW/SUCKING THOUGHTS OUT OF HEAD
PROBATION OFFICER & WESTERN MISSOURI ARE WITH DRUGS
EXBF ED COULD/MAKES ME PSYCHOTIC/THOUGHTS RACING
SHRINKS CAN DO THIS BY LISTENING TO YOU TALK.
THOUGHTS ABOUT LOSING WEIGHT/EVERYBODY TAKES THEM OUT
ME & ANOTHER PERSON CAN PUT THOUGHTS BACK & FORTH.
THEY CAN PICK UP ON IT & TAKE THE THOUGHTS OUT.
I'M KINDA WEAK & SOMEONE WILL TELL ME I FORGET
MIND GOES BLANK CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I WAS GOING TO SAY
CAN BE GOING TO SEE THERAPIST & HAVE THOUGHTS ALREADY
FEELS LIKE HER MIND ERASING. A PERSON IS DOING IT.
GOING FROM ONE PLACE TO ANOTHER/S'ONE STEALING THOUGHTS

EXAMPLE OF MESSAGES SENT
EVERY SUNDAY I CAN FEEL SPIRITS TRYING TO SEND MESSAGES
RADIO TALKING ABOUT HYDROGEN/UNABLE TO GIVE EXAMPLE
LISTEN TO SONG & I BELIEVE IT'S SPEAKING TO ME.
GOD WAS TELLING ME THAT IT'S NOT TOO LATE FOR ME.
I HAD A XMAS THING TO MY DOOR/GARY HAD IT SENT
SOMETIMES I TURN TV ON AND THEY ARE TALKING TO ME
SUBLIMAL MESSAGES FROM RASPUTIN/THROUGH THE TV
TV/CHURCH PROGRAMS/TELL ME TO BELIEVE IN HIM (GOD)
KENNETH COPELAND/NOT THE ONLY ONE SHOW WAS FOR THOUGH
RELIGIOUS PROGRAM ABOUT DRUGS LEADING TO SUICIDE
KENNETH COPELAND/HE WAS TALKING ABOUT LIVING
A TV PROGRAM ABOUT ADULTS DEALING W/THEIR CHILD ABUSE
LIKE THE 700 CLUB/SEEMS LIKE HE'S TALKING TO ME
WATCHING TV/FEEL THAT THE PROGRAM WAS ARRANGED FOR ME
I THINK THE BARNEY PROGRAM WAS PUT ON JUST FOR ME
MTV/THEY PLAY SONGS THAT I LIKE/PLAYED FOR ME ALONE
TAPE ON THE RADIO/TV TELLS ME ALL ABOUT MY LIFE STORY
TV STARTED TALKING TO ME/MADONNA SINGING SONGS FOR ME
VIOLENCE ON TV/THEY SAY THAT'S WHAT THEY'RE GOING TO DO
I GET MESSAGES FROM THE RADIO FOR ME PERSONALLY
WATCHING TV & IT REVOLVES AROUND MY LIFE
I THINK THAT PEOPLE ARE TALKING TO ME THROUGH THE TV
SOMETIMES THE MUSIC I HEAR IS JUST FOR ME
MAN BROUGHT VCR TAPE/THOUGHT TRANSMITTED/BUT ONLY VCR
THEY KNEW I WAS GOING TO WATCH IT/SO THEY PUT ON SHOW
I'M STAR OF MOVIE/SUPPOSED TO DO WHAT STAR DOES
THE TODAY SHOW/FELT THEY COULD SEE ME/SEND ME MESSAGES
PROGRAM ABOUT HER PROBLEMS OR ABOUT HER/TALKING OVER TV
BELIEVES GOD SENDS HIM MESSAGES THROUGH TV & RADIO.
TV SERIES WAS TAKEN OFF THE AIR/THEN PUT ON WHEN I WISH
MY GF DIED/SONG CAME ON THE RADIO/THE TV SAID SHE DIED
FELT PEOPLE ON TV WERE TALKING ABOUT HER.
LETTERS OF HIS NAME ON TV TALKING ABOUT HIM
PRES. CLINTON SPOKE TO HIM LAST NIGHT/PROMISED 600,000
TV SHOW ABOUT INHALANTS/FELT IT WAS FOR HIM
I WONDER/GOD DIRECTS ME TO WHAT'S OUT THERE

EXAMPLE OF STRANGE FORCES
HEADACHES & THINGS/THOUGHT A PLANE WAS GOING TO CRASH
I'VE BEEN TRANCING A LOT. I BECOME VERY MECHANICAL.
FR DOES WHITE WITCHCRAFT/HE WOULD THROW A CURSE ON ME
HYPNOTIZED YES/I THINK THE PSYCHIATRIST KNEW HOW
I'M A WICKAN/THERE IS A GOOD & BAD SIDE/BASED ON MAJIC
BLACK OUT ST WHEN I'M REAL MAD/SAY THINGS DON'T REMEMBR
THINK CRYSTAL'S DOING BLACK MAGIC/SHE RUINED MY LIFE
DEMONIC POWER SATAN AND STUFF/SATAN TRIES TO MESS W/ME
I BEEN X-RAYED/YOU COULD SEE HOW BLACK MY LUNGS ARE
EVIL FORCES/HYPNOTIZED OR MAGIC WAS BEING PERFORMED
MEDS DR GIVES/MAKES YOU DO THINGS WOULDN'T NORMALLY DO
ONLY WHEN GOING TO SLEEP/FEEL THINGS/SEE ILLUSIONS
ONLY WHEN HIGH. THE LADY IS A DEVIL WORSHIPPER.
STINGING SENSATION THROUGH BODY. FEELS LIKE HOT NEEDLES
AS A KID HAD ENCOUNTER W/SPACE CREATURES/THEY WERE NICE
SIGNS FROM A FORCE/TELL ME I'LL GET AWAY AND BE FREE
FELT I WAS UNDER SOME SORT OF POWER WHEN OVERDOSED
HAVE A RINGING IN MY L EAR/IT MAY BE MEDICAL
SAW LIGHT OUT WINDOW/BELIEVED IT WAS UFO/COULDN'T MOVE
I SEE AN X-RAY OF MY HEART/IT'S THE SACRED HEART

EXAMPLE OF WORTHLESS FEELINGS
CONSTANT FEELING OF DEPRESSION & ANXIETY/HELPLESS
FELT WORTHLESS/NO HOPE OR NOTHING/FELT HOMELESS
SOMETIMES I DRINK/DO DRUGS/I FEEL GUILTY
JUST MY LIFE, TOTAL PICTURE. GUILTY, A LITTLE SINFUL
FEEL GUILTY OF EVERYTHING/PEOPLE TALKING BEHIND MY BACK
FELT GUILTY FOR RUNNING AWAY FROM FELIX BUILDING
WORTHLESS TO OTHERS. SOMETIMES DO DUMB THINGS.
JUST GUILTY/I'VE DONE THINGS IN PAST CAN'T FORGIVE
I'VE BEEN REAL OUT OF CONTROL W/DRUG USE. COULDN'T STOP
I FEEL WORTHLESS/I'M OUT HERE ON THE STREETS
WANTED TO STAY IN BED ALL DAY/FELT HOPELESS/DEPRESSED
WORTHLESS/I HAVEN'T MADE MUCH OF MY LIFE
SOMETIMES FEEL BAD FOR THINGS I'VE DONE BEFORE. GUILTY.
I'VE FELT GUILTY CAUSE I CAN'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE.
I DON'T HAVE A HOME, A JOB/HOMELESS/I MAY GO TO JAIL
WORTHLESS/LOW SELF-ESTEEM/GUILTY B/C OF FR COMMITTED.
YES, WORTHLESS & SINFUL. WE ARE ALL GUILTY.
FEEL WORTHLESS/FEEL I'M NOT GETTING ANYTHING DONE
B/C I'M NOT EMPLOYED/NOT DOING THINGS NORMAL PEOPLE DO
FEEL WORTHLESS W/O A CIGARETTE/W/O COFFEE/FEEL I'M DEAD
THINK ABOUT DEATH/LIFE IN GENERAL/MEANING OF LIFE
WASN'T WORKING/WASN'T ABLE TO GO OUTSIDE/FELT WORTHLESS
WENT THROUGH MAJOR DEPRESSION & WORTHLESSNESS
GUILTY/WITH TIM/GOT INTO IT IN FRONT OF THE GUYS
THE VOICES MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE
DISEASE MAKES ME FEEL GUILTY/PEOPLE HAVE TO CARE FOR ME
LIFE WAS MESSED UP/LIVING IN STREETS/WANT TO CHANGE
I DK/JUST THE WAY I TREAT MYSELF/GOT MYSELF
COMING DOWN OFF ETOH & DRUGS/THINK BACK TO THINGS DONE
FROM 1ST TO 17TH OF AUG/VERY DEPRESSED & DOWN ON MYSELF
I WASN'T WORKING & I FELT GUILTY ABOUT IT
I STILL FEEL GUILTY ABOUT ALL MY SUICIDE ATTEMPTS
IF I SPEND MY MONEY THE WRONG WAY (DRUGS) I FEEL GUILTY
I GET REALLY DEPRESSED IN MY CELL BY MYSELF
SOME SPECIAL POWER WOULD FORCE ME TO DO NOTHING
DO SO MUCH STUFF BAD AND THOUGHTS I JUST FEEL THAT WAY
WORTHLESS WHEN I FOUND OUT ABOUT TERRY'S PROBLEM
JUST NO MONEY/DON'T GIVE A FUCK ATTITUDE
ALL THREE DURING COCAINE AND DRUG PERIOD
WORTHLESS/WHAT GOOD CAN I DO SOCIETY/NO GOOD
DEPRESSED/OTHERS DIDN'T MAKE ME FEEL NOTHING
JUST BEING AROUND TERRY/HE MAKES ME FEEL THAT WAY
FEEL WORTHLESS IN JAIL/IT'S THE ENVIRONMENT
FEEL THAT WAY ALL THE TIME B/C OF ABUSE AS A CHILD
NOT BEING WITH MY CHILDREN MAKES ME FEEL WORTHLESS
I WASN'T GOING TO WORK/HAD A HARD TIME GOING TO WORK
GUILTY/ASKED TO BE BRIDE/ANGEL'S WOMB WOULD DEVOUR ME
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE
I'M GUILTY BECAUSE MY MOTHER IS DYING AND I'M NOT
TIRED OF BEING IN HER/LYING AROUND/PILLS/GO TO MEETINGS
B/C DON'T HAVE JOB, MY OWN HOME/FEEL GUILTY
DERRICK MAKES ME FEEL THAT WAY/HIS ATTITUDE/HIS COMMENT
THINGS I DID TO MY WIFE/MADE PROMISES/DIDN'T DO
SOMETIMES DEPRESSED B/C DON'T HAVE GIRLS WITH ME
MOM MAKING HOUSE PAYMENT/SHUTTING OFF GAS
WORTHLESS/FEELING DOWN & OUT/HAVE MY MIND ON DRUGS
WORTHLESS/BEEN ON BEHAVIORAL WARD/WAS REAL DOWN
SELF-CONTEMPT/CONSTANT FAILURES/INABILITY TO MEASURE UP
EVERYTHING HIT ME/LOST JOB, CAR & GF/ALL IN TWO WEEKS
JUST THE WAY I FELT/THE DEVIL TRYING TO MAKE DO THINGS
RELAPSED ON ALCOHOL/WOULDN'T CALL SINFUL/FEEL THAT WAY
LIVE AROUND JUDGEMENTAL PEOPLE/FELT SINFUL & GUILTY
I COULDN'T PROVIDE ESSENTIALS FOR PEOPLE WORKING WITH
BEFORE I ATTEMPTED SUICIDE/FLUCTUATE DAY TO DAY
SIN EVERY DAY/GOD SAYS WE'RE ALL SINNERS/BUT I TRY HARD
I FELT WORTHLESS/HOPELESS/HAVE PROBLEM W/LAW AND ALCOHL
MY LIFE IS A FAILURE/JUST THE WAY I FEEL RIGHT NOW
NOT WORKING/FEEL GUILTY/THINK ABOUT THINGS SHOULD DO
GUILTY/I WAS DATING ONE PERSON/IN LOVE W/SOMEONE ELSE
WORTHLESS/NOT DOING ANYTHING WITH MY LIFE
FELT GUILTY ABOUT THROWING MY FRIEND'S STUFF OUT
WORTHLESS/GUILTY/NOT CONTRIBUTING TO FAMILY/EXCPT BILLS
I HAD TO FIGHT TO GET OUT OF BED/REAL IRRITABLE
I FELT I NEEDED TO CONFESS TO A PRIEST/I ABUSED COCAINE
SOMETIMES I FEEL WORTHLESS B/C OF MY BACK PROBLEMS
5 DAYS OUT OF 7. I WANT TO SLEEP ALL THE TIME. GUILT.
FEEL WORTHLESS/LOST MY HOME/MY CHILDREN/MY JOB AS A MO
GUILTY/THEY SAY I USE PEOPLE & JUST TAKE OFF
I FELT WORTHLESS/MY FEELINGS WERE VERY NEGATIVE
FEELING WORTHLESS SINCE INSTRUCTOR FOUND OUT ABOUT ME
FEEL LIKE SHIT/NORMAL/OTHERS PROBABLY FEEL THIS WAY
WORTHLESS/I CAN'T DO ANYTHING/I FEEL BAD
FEELING GUILTY & SHAMEFUL RE: PAST WHEN ABUSED
ANNIVERSARY OF MY GETTING BEAT UP/FR BEAT UP & KILLED
FELT GUILTY/DOWN ON SELF/FATHER'S HEALTH FAILING
GUILT/NOT SURE WHY/FEEL LIKE I'M BAD OR DONE SOMETHING
GUILT OVER PAST/WORTHLESS/NO SELF ESTEEM
FIRST 2 WKS IN HOSP/STAYED IN BED/DIDN'T TAKE MEDS
NOT ABLE TO DO THINGS I'VE DONE IN THE PAST
I FEEL GUILTY A LOT/A LOT OF THINGS ARE MY FAULT
DISASSOCIATING/THINKING ABOUT DA THAT DIED
STARTING TO THINK SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AGAIN/FEELING ALONE
B/C I WAS ASSAULTED BY BOTH EX-THERAPIST & EX-FIANCEE
GOOD FOR NOTHING/NO PLACE IN THIS LIFE/CHILDRN NOT W/ME
ALWAYS SICK/WORTHLESS/FEEL GUILTY THAT DA TRIED SUICIDE
SINFUL/GUILTY/FELT OUT OF SOCIETY/REVERTED TO TEENAGER
CAN'T DO NOTHING/NUMB/WORTHLESS/NOT ABLE TO DO THINGS
FEEL SAD/DEPRESSED/WORTHLESS/NOTHING TO OFFER OTHERS
FEELING WORTHLESS B/C I'M NOT MAKING ENOUGH MONEY
B/C OF PAST EXPERIENCES/SEXUAL AND PHYSICAL ABUSE
WORTHLESS/GUILTY B/C OF THINGS GOING ON IN LIFE
IN & OUT OF HOSPITAL/FELT TERRIBLE/LIKE KILLING MYSELF
UNABLE TO SUPPORT FAMILY/UNABLE TO OPEN UP TO PROF
FEEL GUILTY ABOUT MY DA/IT WILL GET STUCK IN MY MIND
WORTHLESS B/C OF THE SITUATION I'M LIVING IN
WORTHLESS/FELT WHATEVER I DID WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH
VERY ALONE/GUILTY NOT WITH SON/THANKSGIVING ALSO
FELT LIKE MY LIFE IS GOING NOWHERE/NO MATTER WHAT I DO
WORTHLESS B/C I WAS ALLOWED TO BE MANIPULATED & DEBASED
WORTHLESS/GUILTY/LAZY/CAN'T MAKE ENOUGH TO DO ANYTHING
GUILTY/THRU THIS WHOLE CASE SOMETHING MAY HAVE HAPPENED
NOT HAVING X-MAS SPIRIT OR MONEY FOR KIDS.
FEELING LOUSY/WORTHLESS BUT NOT THE WORST
WOULD FEEL LIKE I WAS A BURDEN TO SOCIETY
GUILTY ABOUT THINGS I'VE DONE IN THE PAST
IT IS PART OF MY DAY/I DON'T WORRY ABOUT EVERYBODY ELSE
FEELS WORTHLESS B/C SHE CAN'T WORK OR GO TO SCHOOL.
FEELS HOPELESS/ABOUT TO TURN 40/WHAT CONTRIBUTED TO SOC
FEELS GUILTY ABOUT HOW SHE TREATS HER SON
FELT LIKE THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD
FEEL BAD ABOUT GETTING XGF PREGNANT/WIFE & HE BROKEN UP
WASN'T MOTIVATED/LAID ON COUCH BECAUSE FELT WORTHLESS
WORTHLESS/COULDN'T FIND A HOUSE/CAN'T ACCOMPLSH ANYTHNG
I FEEL WORTHLESS NOW/THE DRINKING/THINGS I BE DOING
PERIODICALLY FEEL WORTHLESS BUT TO A LARGE DEGREE
DA MAKES ME FEEL GUILTY B/C I'VE CHOSE TO LIVE SEPARATE
GUILTY ABOUT THINGS I'VE DONE IN PAST/NOT HELPING MO
FEELS GUILTY WHEN HE SEES HIS EX GIRLFRIEND
FEEL WORTHLESS/FILTHY & DIRTY/WORSE THAN ANYONE ELSE
DEPRESSING/MAKES ME FEEL WORTHLESS/MAUREEN PUTS ME DOWN
I FELT WORTHLESS B/C I DROPPED OUT OF SCHOOL
FELT GUILTY/IF BROKE A PENCIL FEEL GUILTY/NOT PERFECT
FEELING REALLY STUPID, FAT & UGLY/UNLIKEABLE
FEEL WORTHLESS & GUILTY/FEEL WORLD WILL GO ON W/O ME
WORTHLESS/SELF-ESTEEM DOWN FROM USING DRUGS
COULDN'T FIND A JOB/PARTYING EVERY DAY/RELAPSED
BOUNCED OUT AT COLLEGE & NOBODY WILL HIRE ME/LIFE SUCKS
GUILTY ABOUT MY LIFE & THE THINGS I DID/FEEL I'M WORST
WORTHLESS/SINFUL/GUILTY ABOUT SOMETHING HE DID IN PAST
GUILTY ABOUT CASE/SOMETIMES FEELING BAD ABOUT SELF
FELT WORTHLESS/WHO I AM/HOW CAMPARE TO OTHERS
DEPRESSION/OTHERS ARE WORSE THAN ME THOUGH
NO SELF-ESTEEM/GUILTY FOR NOT ACCOMPLISHING THINGS
FEELING GUILTY THAT I CAN'T DO MORE TO HELP FAMILY
I ALMOST ALWAYS FEEL GUILTY/IT'S A PROBLEM THAT I HAVE
FELT LIKE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD
GUILTY/ALCHOLISM/MY DRINKING/FEEL GUILTY ABOUT FAMILY
WORTHLESS/MENTAL PROBLEM GETTNG WORSE/WORSE THAN OTHERS
WORKING FULL TIME/BEGAN HAVING PROBLMS/TOOK 2 WEEKS OFF
FEEL WORTHLESS/NOW LIKE A FAILURE/WORSE THAN ANYONE
SOMETIMES I GET GUILTY WHEN I DON'T DO ENOUGH FOR MY SO
FELT ABOUT TO BE CONVICTED FOR CRIME/FEELING GUILTY
FELT GUILTY ABOUT TAKING TOO MUCH MEDS WHEN SI CAME
DEPRESSED & GUILTY/DK WHY/FOR 2 WEEKS/GONE NOW
FELT WORTHLESS/FELT LIKE NOTHING WAS GOING RIGHT
FELT ALL/I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO BE IN DECENT SITUATION
WORTHLESS/I FELT I'D NEVER BE ABLE TO GET EMPLOYMENT
SINFUL & GUILTY ABOUT HIS PAST & HURTING LOVED ONES
I WAS REALLY DEPRESSED/FELT WORTHLESS/NOT THE WORST THO
PT WAS FEELING WORTHLESS & GUILTY/NOT ACCOMPLISHING

EXAMPLE OF SPECIAL GIFT/POWERS
HER FURNACE WAS OUT/GO DOWN THERE AND FIX THE FURNACE
CAN PUT POWER ON A PERSON. I'LL PUT IT ON YOU.
AMONG COMMON PEOPLE I'VE A HIGHER DEGREE OF SOLUTIONS.
ONCE THOUGHT COULD FEEL THINGS/NOT PREDICT FUTURE
ABILITY TO FORGIVE PEOPLE AND THE ABILITY TO LISTEN.
I FEEL I LEAVE MY BODY & GO UP IN THE AIR
I WRITE VERY VERY GOOD LYRIC POETRY AND STUFF LIKE THAT
I WAS HIGH IN PARK/COULD CONTROL FORCES OF NATURE
I FELT THAT I COULD JUST HAVE PREMONITIONS ABOUT FUTURE
AS A WICKAN I HAVE SPECIAL POWERS/WITCH POWERS
LIKE WHEN I CAN SEE THINGS BEFORE THEY HAPPEN
MY MINISTRY/AT SHELTER/FELT I TOUCHED A FEW WOMEN
FELT I WAS TO BE AT A MEETING TO HELP SOMEONE
VISIONS/DREAMS WHEN AWAKE THAT COME TRUE/DON'T HAVE NOW
REMEMBER THOSE PREDICTIONS I TOLD YOU ABOUT
I'M A GOOD LISTENER AND FRIEND/ABLE TO HELP PEOPLE
HELPED A LITTLE GIRL WHO WAS LOST AND SICK
HAVE KNOWLEDGE HOW TO DO THINGS OTHER PEOPLE DK HOW TO
THOUGHT COULD WALK FASTER/FLY/COULD WALK THROUGH WALLS
THE ABILITY TO RAP AND SING/ASKED FROM THE MAN UP ABOVE
ABILITY TO SENSE DIFFERENT THINGS FROM PEOPLE'S ENERGY
WANT TO HELP W/PROBS/STRUGGLING TO GET BACK IN SCHOOL
POWER BUTTONS/USE OF DEVICES/PUT CAR, TV TOGETHER
HEAR THINGS OTHERS CAN'T/I CALL THEM MESSAGES/WARNINGS
B/C I'M INTO GANGS AND TAKE FOOLISH RISKS
ABLE TO HELP PEOPLE WHEN I WANT TO MAKE THEM FEEL BETTR
I DO HAVE EMPATHIC POWERS/HELPS ME HELP OTHERS
I CAN READ PEOPLE NOW/TELL YOU THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF
JESUS WAS A GOOD MAN/I WANT TO BE A GOOD MAN TOO
I COULD READ PEOPLE/I WAS SO INTELLIGENT AND ATHLETIC
ALMOST GOT KILLED/GOD GAVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE TO LIVE
MUSICALLY/I'M A MUSICIAN/NOT EVERYONE CAN DO THAT
I'M THE CHOSEN ONE/I'M JESUS/JUST READ MY MEDICARE #
PSYCHIC POWERS/THOUGHT OF THINGS THAT WOULD HAPPEN
ONCE IN A WHILE I FEEL POWERFUL. I HAVE MYSTICAL POWERS
FEEL SPECIAL B/C WILLIE GAVE RESPONSIBILITY WHILE/JAIL.
SPECIAL TALENT TO DISCONNECT MY MIND FROM MY MISERY
GIFTED YOUNG MAN B/C I FEEL AS THOUGH I AM SPECIAL
I'M MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN WORCESTER/THINGS I KNOW
PROPHESYING/GIFT/BEEN SHOWN TO S THRU OTHER PEOPLE
CAN FEEL THINGS & KNOW THINGS BEFORE HAPPEN
I PRACTICE WHITE WITCHCRAFT/KNOW OTHER PEOPLE WHO DO IT
MORE THERAPY/SEPARATE DELUSION/DEVELOP SPECIAL ABILITY
WHEN I PLAY THE GUITAR FOR MY FRIENDS/SOMETHING SPECIAL
I'M GOD'S SON/I'M MORE IMPORTANT THAN OTHERS
WHEN I'M MAKING LOVE/I THINK I'M THE GREATEST
GIFT OF MUSIC/I'VE BEEN TOLD THAT I'M TALENTED
MANAGED A X-MAS. A SPECIAL GIFT TO MAKE THINGS ALRIGHT.
PEOPLE HAVE TOLD HER SHE'S A VERY GOOD COOK
HAS SENSE TO GO TO LAW LIBRARY/WORK TO GET OUT OF JAIL
FEELS SHE'S SPECIAL SINCE BEING OFF DRUGS.
I THOUGHT I WAS A BOSS OF A MOTORCYCLE GANG.
I HAVE VISIONS. CAN SEE IN FUTURE/CAN HEAR THOUGHTS.
FELT HE WAS SPECIAL WHEN HE DID HIS RECITAL
I COULD TALK TO GOD/NOBODY ELSE CAN HEAR HIM BUT ME
LUCK OF THE IRISH/THINGS WORK OUT FOR ME
BELIEVES SHE'S GIFTED IN WRITING POETRY & SONGS
FEELS HE HAS MOTIVATION IN SELF BY OVERCOMING WEAKNESS
POWER TO IMITATE PEOPLES' PERSONALITY/BE THAT PERSON
I'M SUPPOSED TO ENLIGHTEN PEOPLE W/KINDNESS & GOODNESS
I CATCH ON TO PHYSICAL CONCEPT BETTER THAN MOST PEOPLE
SINCE AUGUST I BELIEVE I HAVE ESP/OUTER BODY EXPERIENCE
GIFTED W/SINGING/IF PUT MY MIND TO IT I COULD BE W/TOP
TOILET BROKE AT THE BAR & I FIXED IT/NO ONE ELSE COULD
FEEL HE CAN OUTTHINK PEOPLE/THINK WHAT THEY SAY BEFORE
MANIC/FEEL LIKE ACCOMPLISH ANYTING/THIS IS MY WORLD
I'M CAPABLE OF DOING ANYTHING I SET OUT TO DO
I WAS SENT ANGELS SO I DIDN'T COMMIT SUICIDE
EVERYBODY'S PUT HERE FOR A PURPOSE/DK WHAT MINE IS YET
HAD CHANCE SPEND TIME WITH SON & FELT WAS GOD'S WILL

EXAMPLE OF CHANGE IN BODY
SPEECH CENTER OF BRAIN CUT OFF WHEN DOING COCAINE
MY GENITALS STOPPED WORKING/WOULDN'T FUNCTION
THE LEFT SIDE OF MY FACE & THROAT WENT NUMB
MY BACK SPASM ON ONE SIDE/BEING UNABLE TO DO THINGS
COULDN'T PLAY BASKETBALL/BONES ARE OLD/MIND IS WEARING
MY MIND/DUE TO BEING MI/I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP
DRINKING THE COFFEE/GOD WOULDN'T HAVE IT
MY HEART/FLUTTERING, PALPITATIONS, SHORTNESS OF BREATH
THE PAIN IN MY RIGHT KNEE FROM ALL THE BLOOD CLOTS
PROB WITH ANTI-DEPRESSANTS/FEEL LIKE I HAVE BRAIN TUMOR
MY BACK AND MY LEGS ARE BOTHERING ME/ALSO MY FINGERS
USED TO TAKE SIZE 11 SNEAKERS/NOW SIZE 9/MY FEET SHRANK
WEIGHT LOSS/THINK DR CAN FIND PROBLEM/CHOOSES NOT TO
I COULD GET OPERATION TO MAKE HALLUCINATIONS GO AWAY.
CONCENTRATE ON BREATHING WHEN FALLING ASLEEP
WHOLE SYSTEM NOT WORKING/NOTHING SPECIFIC
DR SAID SOMETHING WRONG BUT DON'T KNOW WHAT
WHEN I WAKE UP I'M IN PARALYSIS/CAN'T MOVE
FELT LIKE SOMEONE WAS EATING ME UP INSIDE
FEELS SOMETHING IS WRONG GYNECOLOGICALLY
GOT STRONGER/IS EXERCISING AND WALKING MORE
GETTING CRAMPS IN LEGS; DOCTORSAID IT WAS NOTHING.
ARMS & LEGS JERK SOMETIMES/MIGHT BE HER NERVES
MY EYE STOPPED WORKING/MY BACK & LEGS ARE SORE
STOMACH & METABOLISM SLOW DOWN/GAINED WEIGHT
GAINING WEIGHT FROM PILLS OR DRINKING TOO MUCH WATER
FOUND I HAD DIABETES/DR THOUGHT I DIDN'T NEED TESTS
FELT FEET DIDN'T WORK/SCARED ME/BETTER BUT LASTED MNTHS
ARM BOTHERING ME/WENT TO 3 DOCTORS/DIDN'T FIND ANYTHING

EXAMPLE OTHER DELUSION
FEEL PARANOID AROUND PEOPLE/FEEL CONFUSED IN A GROUP
I WANT TO FIGHT THE CITY OF NY/CALL OUT CITY OF NY
BELIEVE MOM WOULD COME HELP ME IF I NEEDED/THOUGH DEAD
SPIDER THAT CHANGES THE WAY IT LOOKS/HAVEN'T SEEN YET
KNOW WHAT PEOPLE ARE THINKING/CALLING IT INTUITION NOW
I HEALED A WOMAN OF AIDS WITH MY SPERM WHICH IS HOLY
WEIRD THINGS/KNEW DSS PERSON WASN'T GOING TO SHOW
THOUGHT I WAS A SPACESHIP/THOUGHT I WAS EATING PEOPLE
THERE ARE SONGS WRITTEN ABOUT ME/I DON'T REMEMBER WHICH
BF VIDEO TAPING ME IN MY APT/DK IF IT WAS HIM
WORKING IN THE FILM INDUSTRY/HAS A MOVIE COMING OUT
BELIEVE SOMEONE IS POISONING MY FOOD/DK WHO

EXAMPLE OF HALLUCINATIONS (EXPERIENCE)
I HEAR VOICES SAY TO KILL MYSELF/IN MY EARS/IN MY HEAD
MY VOICES TELL ME TO STICK MY HEAD THRU A WINDOW
BR DEAD OVER 4 YEARS/CAN HEAR HIS THOUGHTS.
AT JOB WHEN DIDN'T TAKE MED/HEARD VOICES/LADY SINGING
HEARING VOICES TELLING ME I'M NO GOOD/GET RID OF MYSELF
TELLING ME I WAS A BAD PERSON AND TO HURT MYSELF
THEY'RE IN MY HEAD/I HEAR THEM WITH MY EARS/WHISPERS
WHEN I'M ALONE/HAVE A REAL HARD TIME NOT BEING PARANOID
VOICES SAY CERTAIN THINGS TO ME/VOICES DON'T EXIST
WHEN BY SELF I HEAR THINGS/BELLS RINGING/WALLS SHAKING.
SWEAR I HEARD SOMEONE CALLING MY NAME/NO ONE ELSE HEARD
I CAN'T REMEMBER/AND ITS NO ONE'S BUSINESS.
GO KILL SOMEONE/BREAK IN CARS/DO BAD THINGS
JUST RAMBLING/VOICE RUNS STUPID STUFF THROUGH MY HEAD
ONE CUSSES ME ALL THE TIME/OTHER TAKES ME BACK IN TIME
VISION OF CO/TALKING TO HER ABOUT THINGS SHE WROTE
ONLY UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF CRACK & ETOH
WHEN I TAKE MEDS/I GET MIGRAINES & HEAR VOICES
TODAY I HEARD A SENTENCE COMING OUT OF A CAR
VOICES TELLING ME TO HURT MYSELF/THAT I'M NO GOOD
GOD/DEAD PEOPLE/SPIRITS/MOSES/DEAD FRIEND VIOLA MC COY
HEAR VOICES/DK IF ANYBODY ELSE CAN HEAR IT/DK IF MAN
I'VE HEARD VOICES SINCE I WAS A LITTLE CHILD
THE ANGEL WAS TELLING ME I WAS GETTING OFF TOO SLOW
STEADY THINKING ON MY MIND/THINK OVER AND OVER AGAIN
USUALLY HEAR MY NAME/STARTS IN A BIG GROUP OF PEOPLE
I GOT A SUICIDAL VOICE THAT TALKS TO ME ALL THE TIME
ACTUALLY IT'S VISUAL/SWIM TOWARD CEILING/LIGHT BRIGHT
I HEAR A VOICE TALKING TO ME IN MY HEAD/HURT MYSELF
HEAR INTERNAL VOICES ALL THE TIME/ST EXTERNAL CALL NAME
I'M WICKAN/HAS TO DO WITH MY RELIGION/BELIEVE IN SPIRIT
WHEN I TORE UP MACHINE/THEY SAID "TEAR IT UP"
BUZZING/UNTIL I GET OVER DEPRESSION/LIKE A HORSEFLY
RAN ACROSS BOOKS ABOUT OCCULT/STARTED HEARING VOICES
SAME AS ALWAYS/UNDISTINGUISHABLE/A LOT OF MUMBLING
JUST VOICES TRYING TO TELL ME TO STEAL MY GRMO'S CAR
B/C OF MEDS I'M ON/I HAVE NIGHTMARES & TALK IN MY SLEEP
WATCHING BARNEY ON TV/HEARD DISTURBING THOUGHTS/IGNORED
HEAR NOISES IN BLDG/THINK IT'S NORMAL NOISES IN BLDG
FA SAYING EVERYTHING GOING TO BE FINE/PERFECT SACRIFICE
HEARD THE DEVIL'S VOICE WHO USED NICE VOICES
VOICES TOLD HER THEY WERE GOING TO BOIL HER SON'S HEAD
"OH MY GOD"/SCREAMING/THREATS/"SOMEBODY'S COMING TO GET
HEAR A CHILD SAYING "HELP ME"/A MAN SAYING AWFUL THINGS
2 DAYS M & F VOICES (STRANGERS) TELL ME TO HURT MYSELF
MENTAL TELEPATHY/VOICES I HEAR ARE FROM OTHER PEOPLE
SOMETIMES THINK I HEAR PEOPLE TALKING TO ME/BUT NOT
VOICE OF FATHER AND OTHER UNKNOWN/ALWAYS THE SAME
THEY WERE TELLING ME TO ACT OUT/TO MEET THE MOVIE STAR
HEAR PEOPLE TALKING BUT COULDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT SAID
DEMON LIKE VOICES TELLING ME THAT I'M NO GOOD
CALL HIM BY NAME/TALK TO THEM/NOBODY IS THERE
RELATED TO PERSONALITIES/CAN HEAR SOMEONE TALKING
THEY TALK ON THE OUTSIDE/LAUGH & TELL ME TO DO THINGS
HEAR PEOPLE SAY MY NAME/NOW HEAR CONVERSATIONS
VOICES/LIKE SOMEONE IS CALLING ME OR TELLING ME THINGS
HEAR PEOPLE SAYING THINGS/TELL ME TO DO THINGS
VOICES ARE ASKING ME TO SELL MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL
I HEAR A VOICE TO KILL MYSELF OR "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"
VOICES/MORE THAN ONE VOICE/TELL ME TO HURT MYSELF
I WAS DRIVING TO ATHOL/HEARD WINDY SOUND
DIFFERENT VOICES. FEMININE & LITTLE BOYS.
WHISPERS OR VIOLENT PAINFUL SCREAMING. CALLING MY NAME.
HEAR SOMEONE CALLING MY NAME & NOBODY'S CALLING ME
THOUGHT SOMEONE HAD DONE SOMETHING TO MY FOOD.
I HEAR VOICES EVERY DAY/COME FROM INSIDE MY HEAD
HEARD SOMETHING OUTSIDE/A BUS OUTSIDE MADE A LOUD SOUND
HEARING VOICES IN THE HOSPITAL/NOT CURRENTLY GOING ON
CONSTANTLY HEARS DEAD FIANCE/PARENTS/OTHER VOICES
AFTER USING COCAINE HEARD A LOUD VOICE SAY BAD THINGS
VOICES TELLING HER TO HURT SELF/WORTHLESS/NO ONE LOVES
HEAR WHAT PEOPLE ARE TALKING ABOUT/THOUGHT GOING CRAZY
GOD'S VOICE/TOLD TO HAVE FUN/WANTS HIM TO SPEND 10 MIL.
I HEAR VOICES EVERY DAY/IT DOESN'T HAPPEN TO OTHERS
I HEAR THINGS & SEE PEOPLE/BETTER SINCE ON TRILAFON
THE ALTER'S TELLING ME "I WANT TO COME OUT"
FAINT VOICE/DK WHERE COMES FROM OR WHO VOICE IS
HEAR VOICES TELL ME TO DO THINGS THAT ARE HARMFUL TO ME
CONVERSATIONS HAPPEN/VOICES COMING FROM MY MIND

EXAMPLE OF DELUSIONS RELATED TO HALLUCINATIONS (BELIEFS)
RELATED TO MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER
SAM IS THE DEVIL THAT MAKES ME HEAR THOSE VOICES
COULDN'T HEAR THROUGH EARPHONES B/C SHE WAS SINGING
DIDN'T THINK IT WAS DEVIL TALKING, JUST HERSELF.
IT VARIES/JUST GOES ON ALL DAY/CONVERSATIONS OF PEOPLE
SCARED/PARANOID/DON'T KNOW WHY BELLS ARE RINGING.
PROBABLY FROM THAT DAYS STRESS/IT'S MYSELF
REMEMBERING HOW SHE WAS/HOLDING A CONVERSATION/KILLED
SATAN TRYING TO DESTROY ME THROUGH NEGATIVE INFLUENCE
VOICES ARE THE DEVIL/I'VE GROWN AWAY FROM HIM NOW
SOME VOICES MEAN GOOD/DK WHY I HEAR THEM
HEAR THEM/SEE THEM/THEY MAKE ME HAVE SEX/DK WHY
GOD KEPT LETTING DEVIL SIC ME/COULDN'T ACCOMPLISH THNGS
STRESSED OUT/I'M STRESSED/MEDS DON'T WORK WITH STRESS
ONE VOICE IS MAN I KNOW/DK IF HE'S TALKING W/ME
TOOK IT TO MEAN I'M PERFECT SACRIFICE FOR WHOLE WORLD
BETTER DO WHAT THEY TELL ME TO B/C I DON'T WANT TO DIE
SPIRITUALLY BELIEVE WE'RE FRIENDS/REALISTICLLY NOT TRUE
SON'S HEAD WAS BEING BOILED & THAT SHE HAD BUGS
IT'S PART OF MY ILLNESS/I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND IT.
SAY THEY CAN'T HEAR/IT'S B/C OF THE "VATICAN STINK".
THEY MADE ME BELIEVE I WAS GOING TO MEET KURT CAMERON
VOICES WILL HURT ME IF I DON'T DO WHAT THEY TELL ME TO
THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT YOU CAN'T SEE
I BELIEVE THAT THEY (THE VOICES) ARE TRUE
THAT I'M NO GOOD AND TO HURT MYSELF/SOMETIMES I BELIEVE
THEY MAKE ME BELIEVE I'M BAD B/C OF THINGS I HAVE DONE
I DON'T KNOW WHY/IT JUST SOMETIMES HAPPENS
B/C I WANT TO BE WITH MY DAD/TONY AND RITCHIE
THERAPIST SAYS SOMETHING SUPPRESSED FROM WHEN CHILD.
COMES FROM BEHIND HER/DOES NOT KNOW ORIGIN
IT'S A CONDITION/MPD/NO SPECIAL REASON OR POWER
USED TO THINK THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD/STILL THERE SOMETIMES

DESCRIPTION OF SELECTED DELUSION - LINE 1
LISTENING TO MY BR/KNOW HE'S WATCHING OVER ME & GUIDING ME. I
TO ME IT'S ALL THE SAME/MY GOAL BY AGE 50 IS TO FLY OR GO MAD.
DIFFERENT PEOPLE ARE TESTING ME TO SEE HOW ANGRY I GET. I DON'T
DOCTORS ARE EXPERIMENTING ON PATIENTS WITH DRUGS AND ARE GETTING
SUBJECT FEELS THAT PEOPLE ARE FOLLOWING HIM/PLOTTING TO DO HIM
VOICES I HEAR THROUGH TELEPATHY/THAT'S WHAT DRIVES ME TO GO OUT
THE MEDICINE TRYING TO KILL YOU/HOW FAST AND HOW SOON IT KILLS
FEEL THAT BROTHER IS PUTTING THOUGHTS INTO MIND/CONTROLLING
BLACK MAGIC POWER I HAVE IN MY HAND/CAN USE BLACK MAGIC TO HEAL
THE FEDERAL GOV'T IS SPYING ON ME AND EXPERIMENTING ON ME BY
HEARING THE TV COMMENTATOR SAY WHAT I THOUGHT/TOOK MY THOUGHTS
I THOUGHT MY BROTHER, LITTLE SISTER, MOTHER WERE SPYING ON ME
PEOPLE LOOK AT YOU AND STUFF AND THEY ARE UP TO SOMETHING. SO YOU
UNDER SATAN'S CONTROL/SATAN PUTS THOUGHT (OF USING) IN MY HEAD &
WESTERN MISSOURI TRYING TO CONTROL MY LIFE
HIGHER POWER SPEAKING THROUGH ME/HAVING ME DO THINGS I WOULDN'T
VISIONS/DREAMS WHEN I'M AWAKE THAT COME TRUE/DON'T HAVE THEM ANY
THOUGHTS BEING PUT INTO MY HEAD TO HURT MYSELF/PARANOID ALSO/
WESTERN MO IS DOING AN EXPERIMENT ON ME & YOU WERE A PART OF IT
CRYSTAL/ALL THE EVILNESS/THE WAY SHE STARES/ACTS LIKE SHE HAS AN
DEAD PEOPLE YOU BRING BACK FROM THE GRAVE THAT MAKE YOU DO THINGS
MAMA WOULD HELP ME IF I NEEDED HER EVEN THOUGH SHE'S DEAD
THE DEVIL IS TRYING TO CONTROL ME/GUILT AND SINFULNESS (HAS
IT WAS LIKE THEY WERE TALKING AND I WASN'T EVEN THERE/THEY
ABILITY TO SENSE FROM PEOPLE'S ENERGY DIFFERENT THINGS/TELL IF
THERE'S A GERMANY SPIDER TRYING TO APPEAR TO ME/HE WANTS TO WAKE
DK WHAT WAS GOING ON/SOME VOODOO THING/NEIGHBORS ACROSS STREET
THOUGHT ROGER & GARY TRIED TO KILL ME WITH COKE SHOT/DR CONTROL-
DEMONS ARE REAL AND THE DEVIL TRIES TO INFLUENCE ME/TRYING TO
BELIEVE THE DOCTORS AT THE HOSPITAL ARE EXPERIMENTING ON ME WITH
PEOPLE WATCHING ME/SPYING ON MAE AND I WITH THE PHONE AND
BEING CONTROLLED BY SOME PERSON, POWER, FORCE/DON'T KNOW WHO OR
BEING LIKE GOD AND BEING BEAUTIFUL LIKE GOD/BEING AFRICAN/I WANT
SOMEONE TALKING TO ME IN MY HEAD/SOMETIMES IT'S GOOD/SOMETIMES
I'M GUILTY BECAUSE MY MOTHER IS DYING AND I'M NOT DYING/I'M BAD
A GIFT FROM GOD/IF SOMETHING BAD IS GOING TO HAPPEN I'M TOLD
I THINK DEVIL PUTS BAD THOUGHTS IN MY MIND
VOICE TELLING ME TO GO GET A DRINK AND FIND A WOMAN/LOOK FOR A
EVILNESS/CONTROLLING MY THOUGHTS/MAKING ME THINK AND FEEL BAD
I AM POSSESSED BY VOICES/THEY HAVE POWER OVER ME
I KNOW WHAT OTHERS ARE THINKING/WHEN I'M NOT EVEN LOOKING AT THE
THE DEVIL CONTROLLING YOU/TRYING TO HURT YOU
BEING FOLLOWED BY THE POLICE AND WATCHED 24 HOURS A DAY
THE FORCE THAT MADE ME TEAR UP THE VENDING MACHINE
THAT THE TV AT BRIGHTON HGTS WAS TALKING TO YOU AND PUTTING
VOICES ARE FROM FATHER'S OCCULT PRACTICES/WHEN I WAS A CHILD/
BELIEF THAT SUPERIOR BEING IS CONTROLLING MY LIFE/COMPUTER IN SKY
THE BELIEF THAT THE MEDICATION CAUSED ME TO SEE THINGS HAPPENING
I THINK I'M BEING SPIED ON BY THE PROSECUTION FROM THE O.J.
I'M JESUS CHRIST/I'VE COME TO BELIEVE THAT I HOLD THE WORLD IN
WEIRD THINGS HAPPEN/I KNEW THAT THE DDS PERSON WAS NOT GOING TO
THE DEVIL MAKING ME THROW THINGS OUT OF THE WINDOW
DOLLY PARTON TALKS TO ME SPIRITUALLY AND MAKES IT SEEM LIKE SHE'S
MY SON & DAUGHTER'S HEADS WERE BEING BOILED
I HAVE TALENT IN DANCING & MUSIC ON THE SAME LEVEL AS MORE
DRINKING SOMETHING & THOUGHT OTHERS WERE TRYING TO POISON HER
MY FA WAS ONE OF 3 MEN CHOSEN TO BUG THE NIXON ADMIN'S OFFICE/I
MY SI ELLEN-SHE MAKES ALL THE MENTAL TELEPATHY HAPPEN TO ME. SHE
THAT PEOPLE ARE READING MY MIND/I FEEL THAT I'M ALL BOXED IN AND
SNIPERS WERE OUTSIDE AND THEY WERE PLOTTING AGAINST ME
FEELS LIKE HE'S ANTI-CHRIST AND THAT PEOPLE ARE OUT TO GET HIM OR
BELIEVING THAT THE VOICE WILL HURT ME IF I DON'T DO WHAT IT TELLS
PEOPLE WERE PUTTING THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD/THOUGHTS ABOUT KILLING
FEELS THAT SONGS ON RADIO WERE WRITTEN/"PLAYED JUST FOR HIM"
VOICES MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT I'M NO GOOD & THAT I SHOULD HURT
SOMETIMES SEEMS LIKE SOMEONE IS FOLLOWING ME/FELT SOMEONE WAS
I HAVE A FEELING LIKE PEOPLE ARE WATCHING ME AND FOLLOWING ME/
POLICE WERE FOLLOWING ME TO THE STORE & GIRLFRIEND'S HOUSE/THINK
MY PHONE BEING TAPPED/EVERYDAY I'M ON THE PHONE I THINK ABOUT IT/
GOD THRU JESUS CHRIST GIVES S POWER TO PROPHESEY
SPECIAL FORCES ARE WORKING ON YOU TO MAKE YOU SEE & HEAR THINGS
I HAVE SPECIAL RELATIONSHIP W/GOD THAT OTHERS DON'T HAVE/I'M AN
SATANIC VOICES TELLING HIM TO KILL PEOPLE & SELF
BEING SECRETLY VIDEO TAPED/THE INVASION OF PRIVACY/THOUGHT EX-BF
BELIEVES CAN HEAR OTHER PERSON THOUGHTS/CONVINCED THAT PERSON
BELIEVES THAT HE IS SPIED UPON BY SOMEONE WHO REGULARLY PARKS HIS
I ACTED IN THE FILM CALLED BOYZ IN THE HOOD/ALSO THE GLADIATORS/
FEELING LIKE THE TV AND RADIO TALKING TO HER/PERSON ON TV IS
LAWYER IS TRYING TO HARM SUBJECT/HIS INVOLVEMENT IN MY CASE IS
FEELS THAT ALL MEN LOOK AT HER AND WANT TO HURT HER
VOICES INSIDE WANT TO MAKE ME CRACK UP B/C I GAVE AWAY A SECRET
FEELING LIKE THE VOICES WANTED ME TO DIE/THEY WANT TO FIND THAT
SOMEHOW THINGS WORK OUT. I FEEL BLESSED WITH A SPEICAL ABILITY TO
BELIEVES THAT GOD SENDS HIM MESSAGES THROUGH THE TV
PEOPLE I'VE HURT FOLLOWING ME. THINK THIS BECAUSE I KEEP SEEING
HAVING PREMONITIONS AND DREAMS THAT COME TRUE
TV PROGRAMS MEANT FOR HER/TODAY PROGRAM ABOUT RAPE
FELT LIKE I WAS THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD
I'VE GOT A GIFT. CAN GET STRONG. GOD HAS CHOSEN ME-TO LET ME EX-
THE BELIEF THAT HE WAS WORTHLESS/SINFUL/GUILTY
DOCTORS EXPERIMENTING ON ME WITH MEDICATIONS 2 YEARS AGO WITHOUT
CAFETERIA-PEOPLE POINT AT ME (SAYING I LOOK LIKE SOMEONE) & THEY
BELIEVES THAT SHE'S BEING SECRETLY TESTED OR EXPERIMENTED ON
OUTSIDE FORCES PUTTING THOUGHTS INTO MY MIND
THERE ARE SIGNS FROM A FORCE THAT TELL ME I'LL GET AWAY AND BE
A FORCE LIFTED HER UP AND THREW HER INTO THE BATHTUB
THIS PERSON CAN READ MY THOUGHTS/IT'S A MALE AND I KNOW WHO IT IS
LETTERS OF NAME ON TV/PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT HIM ON TV
FELT LIKE THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD
PT FEELING WORTHLESS MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE
OTHER PEOPLE SAY STUFF TO SEE WHAT I'LL DO/LIKE AN EXPERIMENT/
THAT PT FEELS MUSIC INSIDE HIMSELF/HAS THAT SPECIAL ABILITY
FEELING GUILTY/LIKE I'M THE WORST MOTHER EVER
ABILITY TO PERCEIVE SOMETHING BEFORE IT HAPPENED
POLICE ARE SPYING ON ME AND FOLLOWING ME
WHEN I MEET SOMEONE I CAN READ & HEAR THEIR THOUGHTS
FEELING FILTHY & DIRTY (EMOTIONALLY)/WORSE THAN ANYONE
BELIEVES THAT MAUREEN & SISTER WAS PLOTTING AGAINST ME/JUST
I BELIEVED SOMEONE WAS READING MY MIND (PEOPLE WHO PUT THE
POWER TO IMITATE SOMEONE'S WHOLE PERSONALITY
PT FEELS WORTHLESS, STUPID & UNLIKEABLE/FEELS SHE'S WORSE THAN
I CAN'T JUST DO SPECIAL POWERS BUT IT HAPPENS UNEXPECTANTLY TO ME
HAVE THE ABILITY TO OUTTHINK OTHER PEOPLE
FELT MORE GUILTY THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD
FELT LIKE HE WAS THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD
PT FEELS WORTHLESS/WORSE THAN OTHERS/A FAILURE
PT THINKS SOMEONE IS POISONING HER FOOD/DK WHO
FEELING LIKE I WAS GOING TO BE CONVICTED FOR SOMETHING I DIDN'T
PT BELIEVES SOMEONE IS PLOTTING AGAINST HER/TRYING TO HURT OR
THINKS BARTENDERS PUT THINGS IN HIS DRINK
FELT GUILTY FOR TWO WEEKS IN AUGUST BUT DOESN'T KNOW WHY/IT'S
THE IDEA THAT PT MAY BE SHOT IN THE HEAD LIKE KENNEDY/FELT ONE
HE CAN HEAR OTHER'S THOUGHTS/BUT ONLY IF HE HAS EYE TO EYE
BELIEVES DRS ARE GOING TO POISON HER THRU MEDS/BELIEVES SOMEONE

DESCRIPTION OF SELECTED DELUSION - LINE 2
WATCH MY DOOR BLOW OPEN & THERE'S NO ONE THERE OR LIGHTS TURN ON.
DON'T BELIEVE HUMAN RACE DOOMED TO EXISTENCE BELIEVED NORMAL.
KNOW IF IT WAS MY PERSONAL FEELINGS OR THEY WERE REALLY TRYING.
HARM BECAUSE OF HIS FAMILY'S MONEY AND POPULARITY
MYSELF AND USE IT TO HARM PEOPLE/COULD PUT MY HAND THRU YOUR BODY
PUTTING CHEMICALS IN MY FOODS TO SEE WHAT KILLS PEOPLE
OUT OF MY HEAD/BROWN BRONZES THE RED AND THE YELLOW
GOT TO WATCH THEM/I FEEL CONFUSED/SO YOU HAVE TO WATCH THEM
THEN I ACT ON IT/I COULD SAY NO BUT I DON'T/SOMETIMES I DO
MORE BUT NO DOUBTS THAT I WAS HAVING THEM
SOMETHING FROM OUTSIDE MAKING ME HAVE THESE THOUGHTS
EVIL SPIRIT/PUT A MOJO ON ME/MY MIND IS NOT FUNCTIONING
FEELINGS OF) B/C OF THE WRONG THINGS I DO
WOULDN'T TOUCH THE BREAD AFTER I GOT THE BREAD/LOOKNG AT EA OTHER
ME UP/MAKE ME LOOK AT HIM/WANTS TO TOUCH ME AND HURT ME FOR REAL
DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE/A CULT/DOING CULT THINGS/KEPT WATCHING ME
LING ACTIONS & THOUGHTS THROUGH DRUGS/THEY WERE PLOTTING TOGETHER
MAKE ME DO BAD THINGS/TRYING TO MAKE ME GO TO HELL
MATE/NEEDY WOMEN IN THE SOUP LINES AND WELFARE
THINGS/I BLACK OUT/ANGER/GET STRENGTH/BLACK OUT
THAT I THOUGHT WERE MEANT SPECIFICALLY FOR ME
THE PALM OF MY HAND & NO ONE IN THIS WORLD CAN KILL ME
TALENTED MUSICIANS/PLAY BASS, PIANO, ORGAN, TAMBOURINE & GUITAR
FEEL THAT THE PHONE IS TAPPED B/C IT IS CLICKING A LOT
IS HARRASSING ME THRU TELEPATHY & SHE'S BEHIND OTHER PEOPLE.
ME TO/VOICE TELLS ME TO HURT MYSELF AND OTHERS
MYSELF/HURTING OTHERS/DOING THINGS I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE DOING
MYSELF/IT'S SO STRONG AT TIMES THAT IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE IT
FOLLOWING ME CLOSELY/DISAPPEARED WHEN HE PASSED/POLICE CAME
THINK THEY'RE TRYING TO AGGRAVATE ME B/C I HAVE COMPLAINEDTO THM
I PICK UP THE PHONE WHEN IT DOESN'T RING AND SAY "YO, WHAT'S UP?"
ESPECIALLY IMPORTANT PERSON/I'M HERE TO SAVE PEOPLE
IS TALKING EVEN THOUGH MOUTHS ARE NOT MOVING
PART OF UNFAIR & ILLEGAL CIRCUMSTANCES WHICH HE BECAME A PART OF
PERIENCE THIS SO I CAN SAVE SOMEONE ELSE FROM EXPERIENCING IT.
WHILE IN THE HOSPITAL/PT SAYS THEY'RE GIVING HER THE WRONG MEDS
BIG MAN, A FRIEND, IS TESTIN ME/DON'T KNOW
ESP/PRECOGNITIONS/OUTER BODY EXPERIENCES/DON'T THINK I'M SPECIAL
DO/DEB WOULD BE DOING THIS FOR REVENGE/FEELING GUILTY
POISON HER/THINKS IT'S THE PEOPLE SHE DID DRUGS WITH
DAY I'D BE A FAMOUS SINGER/WHEN FAMOUS OPEN TO BEING SHOT

EXAMPLE SPYING
SEE PEOPLE LOOKING OUT WINDOWS OR STANDING BEHIND ME.
CRACK IDIOTS KNOW I HAVE SOME BELONGINGS/STEAL MY THNGS
CAN'T EXPLAIN IT OR CONTROL. JUST DEAL WITH IT.
DEALERS SENDING PEOPLE OVER TO MY APT & TAMPERING/MAIL.
MINDY IS GOING THRU DIVORCE/HU IS WATCHING ALL THE TIME
WORK WITH PUBLIC. THINK PEOPLE ARE SPYING ON ME.
JUST THE LOW LIFES IN MY APT COMPLEX/SHADY CHARACTERS
MARVIN THINKS WE'RE DOING DOPE/STARTS TROUBLE WITH ME
WHEN I GO OUTSIDE/ PEOPLE ARE LOOKING AT ME.
PEOPLE WATCH ME/WANTED MY BF/I HEARD THEM
I WAS COMING BACK TO THE HOUSE & THE DOOR WAS UNLOCKED
HONG KONG/STOCK MARKET/WATCHING MY BUSINESS INTERESTS
THIS GUY WAS SITTING THERE STARING DOWN ON ME
PEOPLE AT RESTART WATCH EA OTHER & SNITCH ON EA OTHER
P.O. & POLICE CUZ THEY WANT TO THROW ME BACK IN JAIL
PEOPLE TRYING TO FIND OUT ABT MY CASE AGAINST ME
PEOPLE IN BLDG/"HE'S JACKING OFF" HEARD THRU THE WALL
CHARLIE DOES OFF & ON B/C I CAUGHT HIM LISTENING/DOOR
JERRY HAS PEOPLE SPY ON ME TO FIND OUT WHERE I AM
S'ONE KEEPING TABS ON ME/JUST FOLLOWING ME AROUND
I LIKE MY BR-IN-LAW/ASKS PEOPLE AROUND TOWN ABOUT ME
KIDS ARE COMING HOME/WATCH/WAIT FOR ME TO SCREW UP
HEARING THE VOICES/THEY TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING I DO
I THINK THAT PEOPLE ARE SPYING ON ME & STANDING OUTSIDE
I CARVED A CROSS IN MY ARM/KEEPS INLAWS FROM SPYING/ME.
DIDN'T HAVE SHADES ON WINDOWS/PEOPLE COULD BE SPYING
EVERYWHERE I GO PEOPLE LOOKING AT ME. FACES.
BARBARA'S FR MOVED TO SAME ST AS LISA/SHE'LL BY WATCHNG
THINK WELFARE SPYING ON ME/HAVE TO CATCH PEOPLE/FRAUD
FEEL LIKE SOMEONE BEHIND LOOKING AT ME OR FOLLOWING ME
I FEEL LIKE EVERYONE IS OUT TO GET ME & WATCHING ME
COMMUNISTS ARE LISTENING IN ON PHONE CALLS/FOLLOW ME
COPS/THEY ARE WATCHING MY HOUSE/THINK I'M DOING DRUGS
SINCE GUY TRIED TO KILL ME/I'VE BELIEVED HE'S SPYING
POLICE DEPT WATCHING FOR YOU FOR WARRANT
THINK IT WAS MY EX-HU B/C HE WAS GOING TO POISON ME
CAN'T GIVE EXAMPLE NEIGHBORS/DON'T KNOW WHY
PARANOID LATELY/STANDING OUTSIDE WITH A CROWBAR
S'TIMES GET A FEELING WI SPYING/TRYING TO SEE IF OK
THINK THE NEIGHBORS DO/THEY THINK WE'RE NARCS
I'M FEELING THAT PEOPLE ARE WATCHING ME/NO ONE SPECIFIC
ROOMMATE KEEPS WATCHING MY WIFE/HAS A NOSE PROBLEM
WHEN GO OUTSIDE FEEL THAT PEOPLE ARE STARING AT ME
MY NEIGHBORS B/C I HAD SOME INCIDENTS W/THEM
FEEL LIKE THE HOSPITAL IS WATCHING ME TO SEE I SLIP UP
FEELS EX IS WATCHING TO CONTROL. HAS SEEN HIM AROUND.
I COULDN'T TELL YOU/I HAVEN'T THOUGHT ABT IT
FEELING LIKE PEOPLE ARE LOOKING AT ME & WATCHING
PEOPLE ARE OUT TO GET YOU/PARANOID/HARRASSMENT
FELT GUARD AT SUBWAY STATION WAS SPYING ON HIM
FEEL LIKE I'M BEING WATCHED ALL THE TIME BY NEIGHBOR

EXAMPLE OF FOLLOWING
GUYS GOING TO THE SAME PLACES I GO AT THE SAME TIME
WHEN I WALK DOWN STREET, I TURN CORNER THEY DO TO.
SEEMS LIKE THEY'RE FOLLOWING WHEN I GO TO STORE
CERTAIN VEHICLES THAT I'VE RECOGNIZED OR INDIVIDUALS.
SOMEONE WHO HAD BEEN IN MY HOUSE WATCHED ME GET ON BUS
MINDY IS GOING THRU DIVORCE/HU IS WATCHING ALL THE TIME
FOR SHORT WALKS OR S'THING I SEE PEOPLE I KNOW
WHEN WALKING DOWN ST. SOMEONE BE FOLLOWING ME.
THE LAW. I HAVE A $400. FINE HAVEN'T PD IT. WARRANT OUT
JUST MY LITTLE BR WATCHING ME ALL THE TIME
WHEN S WAS WALKING DOWN STREET/MAN WAS FOLLOWING ME
FOLLOWED ME BUT I DIDN'T KNOW/JUST HEARD IT/VOICES
WALKED TO STORE THOUGHT S'ONE WAS FOLLOWING ME
ONLY WHEN UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF COCAINE/PARANOID
SOME OF THE PEOPLE AT RESTART ARE FOLLOWING ME
EVERY TIME I GT IN MY CAR THE POLICE GET BEHIND ME
WHEN YOU LEAVE OUT THE DOOR/S'ONE COMES OUT BEHIND YOU
JULIE MAYBE WAS SPYING ON ME/WATCHING ME/IN OCT & DEC
IF WAS JUST THE PLACE THIS INDIV WAS LOOKING AT ME
S'ONE KEEPING TABS ON ME/JUST FOLLOWING ME AROUND
BEING WATCHED EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE BY DEA
WAS FOLLOWED BY THE POLICE/THEY WERE FOLLOWING CLOSELY
THIS GUYS FRIENDS WERE WATCHING ME B/C I TURNED THEM IN
SOMEONE WATCHING ME/FOR ME TO MESS THINGS UP
I CAN BE WALKING AND SEEMS LIKE I SEE THE SAME CAR
WHEN WALKING DOWN ST THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS FOLLOWING ME
I HAD A FEELING THAT SOMEONE WAS CONSTANTLY BEHIND ME
OWE LANDLORD MONEY & LOTS OF OTHER BILL COLLECTORS
S'TIMES WHEN WE GET IN A FIGHT I'LL TAKE OFF WALKING
FUNNY FEELING/PEOPLE AT VIDEO STORE DOING SAME THING
SOMEONE FOLLOWED ME DOWNTOWN/BR & THERAPIST FOLLOW ME
EVERY TIME I WALK I HEAR VOICES/THREATENING TO KILL ME
MY MIND TELLS ME EVERYONE'S OUT TO AGGRAVATE ME.
SOMEONE WAS FOLLOWING HER/HAD TO CALL POLICE
THOUGHT PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME/S'ONE WANTED REVENGE
FEEL LIKE SOMEONE BEHIND LOOKING AT ME OR FOLLOWING ME
PARANOIA DUE TO DRUGS I WAS ON/THOUGHT THEY'D KILL ME
WALKING OUT ON STREET/FEELS LIKE PEOPLE FOLLOW ME
3RD PERSON THING/IF I WALK OUT DOOR FEEL LIKE WATCHED
I TOOK MY SON FOR A WALK/SEE THE SAME CARS FOLLOWING ME
AS ABOVE THEY'VE JUMPED ME S'TIMES TRIES TO BEAT ME UP
SOMEBODY FROM CITY HALL & SCHOOL MIGHT BE WATCHING
THINGK THEY LIKE ME NOW THAT I'VE BEEN HERE 5MOS
DRIVING HOME FROM WORK & THOUGHT S'ONE WAS FOLLOWING ME
OLD BF WAS FOLLOWING ME/CAN'T GIVE ME AN EXAMPLE
S'TIMES FEEL THAT PEOPLE FOLLOWING ME/FLIP OUT
KEPT LOOKING BACK THE SAME MAN THERE 2 OR 3 TIMES
JOE FOLLOWS ME ALL THE TIME/HAS TO KNOW WHERE I AM
WHEN HIGH ON COCAINE/FELT PEOPLE FOLLOWING
IF S'ONE WALKING BEHIND ME I FEEL THEY'RE FOLLOWING ME
FEEL LIKE PEOPLE ARE LOOKING AT ME & WATCHING
FELT LIKE SOMEONE WAS FOLLOWING ME ONE TIME
SOMEBODY'S ALWAYS WONDERING WHAT I'M DOING.
THOUGHT A GUY WHO WAS WALKING BEHIND HER WAS FOLLOWING
S'TIMES/MAYBE SOMEONE FOLLOWS HIM IF HE'S WALKING
GUY WAS FOLLOWING ME/GUESS HE WAS JUST GOING TO BUSWAY
DRIVING DOWN THE RD & THE CARS BEHIND ME FOLLOW AWHILE
THINK S'BODY'S SPYING ON ME THE LAST COUPLE DAYS
STILL PARANOID ABOUT PEOPLE FOLLOWING HER
WHEN DRINKING THINGS OTHERS TRY TO HARM HIM

EXAMPLE OF BEING EXPERIMENTED ON
GOVT MIGHT HAVE MADE ME S'THING W/SOME KIND MICRO-CHIPS
GET HIGH PITCH SIGNAL IN EAR/HURTS FOR 45-50 SEC
TESTED ME WMMHC/GAVE ME ALL KINDS OF MEDS
WESTERN MISSOURI TEST THERE DRUGS ON ME/REACTIONS
I FELT THAT WAY IN THE HOSP & I THINK ABT IT NOW
S'TIMES WHEN I GO TO THE HOSP/THEY DRAW BLOOD
MEDICATION/USE ME AS A GUINEA PIG TO HURT ME
BEING SECRETLY TESTED TO SEE HOW MUCH I CAN TAKE.
DON'T TRUST THE DR'S/COULD BE INFECTING ME W/S'THING
JAIL SYSTEM TRIES TO BREAK YOU/SEE HOW MUCH CAN TAKE
BELIEVED A YOUNG BOY GAVE HER SOME DRUGS.
THEY GAVE ME A MEDICINE THAT GIVES ME LIVER DAMAGE
THINK THERE'S A COMPUTER CHIP IN MY LIP/EXPERIMENTING
IF NOT HAVING A GOOD/FALLING BY THE WAYSIDE
I'M GIVEN LIQUIDS INSTEAD OF PILLS/DK WHY
MEDICINE TAKES IS CHANGED/SEEMED LIKE COULDN'T GET HELP
2 BROKEN FEET & 2 BROKEN HANDS/DR SAYS X-RAYS NEG
DOCTORS AT HOSPITAL WOULD DO THINGS & WOULDN'T TELL ME
FAMILY TESTED TO SEE IF HE STOPPED GETTING HIGH

EXAMPLE OF PLOTTING
JOHN TRIED TO GET ME TO BREAK INTO CHURCH & STEAL
A GIRL CAUSES TROUBLE IN LIFE/FINANCIALLY & SPIRITUALLY
KNOW KERRY PLOTS AGNST ME/WANTS TO HURT ME
FIANCE'S EX-BF IS TRYING TO GET RID OF ME
THE TABLE WAS BROKEN UP & CAP WAS OFF RADIATOR
THOUGHT WILLIARD WOULD HURT/AFRAID HE'LL BEAT ME UP
GIRL I JUST BROKE UP W/TRYING TO HURT ME PHYSICALLY
IF I STAY ARND HOUSE/OK/IF OUT WITH PEOPLE/FEEL WATCHED
PEOPLE AT RESTART/B/C I HAVE LOT OF FEMALE FRIENDS
BILLY'S PLOTTING AGAINST ME TO MAKE ME LOSE MY HOUSE
DOING EXPERIMENT/GAVE ME VITAMIN SHOT AT WMMHC/LOST WT
CHRISTI,SHE WOULD SAY THINGS ABT ME/THREATENED ME
PLOTTING AGNST ME/AT OTHER APT HEARD 3 OR 4 PEOPLE TALK
GOT A HOLD OF SOME CIGARETTES W/COCAINE & MARIJUANA
JERRY, CAUSE HE MADE SEVERAL COMMENTS/HE'S SEES ME DEAD
PLOTTING AGSNT ME/SEEMS LIKE EVERYTIME S'THING GOES RGT
EVIL SPIRITS ARE TRYING TO DO WHAT THEY CAN
SINCE I SEE THE CARS IT SEEMS THEY PAY ME ATTENTION
JUST MY MOM/MO LOOKS OUT FOR HER OWN ADVANTAGES
MARK WAS TRYING TO GET BETWEEN ME & MY WIFE
TRYING TO HURT ME EMOTIONALLY/BACK STABBING BITCH
MAKE THEIR LIFE UNHAPPY AS THEY MADE MINE
PHOBIA OF FOOD BUT HAS BEEN MUCH BETTER B/C OF FEEDBACK
THE SAME PEOPLE IN THIS BLDG B/C I AM LONELY
LINDA THREATENING TO HURT ME/OTHERS TRYING TO DO ME IN
THAT OTHER MALE PATIENTS IN THE HOSPITAL WERE HIT MEN
FEEL LIKE PEOPLE TRYING TO PLOT AGAINST ME. HURT ME.
DON'T WANT TO EAT B/C I THINK THERE'S SOMETHING IN FOOD
VOICES. VOU TRYING TO DRIVE CRAZY UNTIL I KILL MYSELF.
THOUGHT SAME PERSON WOULD TRY TO HURT ME
FEEL GF'S PARENTS DON'T WANT ME TO BE W/HER
THOUGHT THAT LINDA(MHP) WAS TRYING TO HURT ME
BEFORE WENT TO HOSP/FELT IF LEFT HOUSE WOULD BE MUGGED
PLOTTING AGNST ME BEING AN ISLAMIC PEOPLE
GOV'T USING RADIATION IN PSYCH MED/TO LESSEN POPULATION
GUY WHO TRIED TO KILL ME/HE'S BEEN STALKING
LOUIE/B/C I LEFT HIM & I TOLD HIM I DK IF LOVED HIM
EX-GF TRYING TO MAKE ME LOSE JOB/TRYING TO SCREW ME UP
DSS IS PLOTTING AGNST/SHE'S KEEPING ME FROM KIDS
LORI PLOTTING AGNST ME B/C CAN'T GET WHAT SHE WANTS
DR SMITH/I'M INVOLVED IN A SITUATION AT UMASS
I'M AFRAID OF PEOPLE/I'M AFRAID THAT THEY'LL HURT ME
FEELS AMY MAY BE TRYING TO HURT OR POISON.
TWO WEEKS AGO I FELT MY WIFE HAS SOMEBODY OUT TO GET ME
WHEN DRINKING FEELS BARTENDER MIGHT PUT S'THING IN DRNK
AZZI-HE'S ACTING WEIRD, CALLING POLICE ON ME.
THOUGHT A TEACHER'S AIDE MIGHT GIVE HIM A BAD GRADE.
BELIEVED TOM WOULD COME TO MY HOME & PHYSICALLY HURT ME
GRMO BEEN TRYING TO KEEP ME FROM SEEING KIDS/IT HURTS.
PEOPLE TRYING TO PUT ACID OR DRUGS IN HIS DRINK
STEVE THAT MOTHERFUCKER WAS TRYING TO KILL ME
POISON ME WITH THAT MEDICINE/IT'S MESSED UP MY LIVER
BR, MO, FA PLOTTING TO GET HER OUT OF THE HOUSE
SOMEONE TRIED TO JUMP ME WHEN I WENT TO THE BANK
I WAS GETTING REAL NAUSEOUS AFTER THANKSGIVING/POISON
PEOPLE ARE CONSPIRING AGSNT ME/TRYING TO TURN PEOPLE
FEEL PEOPLE IN APARTMENT MAKE NOISE SO I WILL MOVE OUT
TWO FEMALES I WAS W/SEXUALLY ARE PLOTTING AGAINST ME
X-HU IS LINKED TO CALLS/CAUSE OF CHILDREN
WOMAN MADE CURSE OVER PHONE TO MAKE HER LIFE MISEARABLE
JIMMY & DENNY ARE DOING THINGS BEHIND HER BACK
THOUGHT ROOMMATE WAS TRYING TO POISON ME
AFTER ARGUING W/RMM THOUGHT HE PLOTTED HAVE RIPPED OFF
I HAVE THIS FEAR SOMEONE WILL INTERFER W/MY CAREER
CO-WORKER MAY BE TRYING TO GET HIM FIRED OR IN TROUBLE
JOE'S BEEN TRYING TO GET ME OUT OF THE PICTURE
S'TIMES GET A FEELING THAT THERAPIST IS OUT TO GET ME

EXAMPLE OF MIND READING
PSYCH CAN DO THAT/THEY ARE HYPNOTIC PEOPLE
BY TALKING TO ME/AFTER A PERSON TALKS OR ARND YOU
THEY WERE JUST THESE FACES & THEY WERE TALKING
I WANTED TENNIS SHOES/I DIDN'T EVEN ASK CASEWORKER GAVE
EVIL SPIRITS CAN READ YOUR MIND TO AN EXTENT
I MAKE EYE CONTACT/MAKES ME FEEL PARANOID/SEE THRU ME
SHE TELLS ME SHE CAN TELL WHAT I'M THINKING
OTHERS KNOW WHAT I'M THINKING/TRY TO SPY ON ME
VOICES CAN HEAR EVERYTHING I'M SAYING/READING MY MIND
I THINK SOMETHING THEN 5-10MIN LATER SOMEONE SAYS IT.
DR MENDELLA CAN READ WHAT I'M THINKING/BY LOOK ON FACE.
VOU ARE READING MY MIND. SAY THINGS ABT WHAT THINKING.
BF STARING AT ME TRYING TO GUESS WHAT I'M THINKING
MY HU/HE MAY HAVE READ MY JOURNAL/BRINGS THINGS UP
PEOPLE @ WORK-SAY THINGS THAT "I'M THINKING"
FRIEND AT HOUSE KNOWS WHEN I'M GOING TO GO SOMEWHERE
AT SCHOOL/PEOPLE WHO SIT AROUND ME KNOW & TAKE THOUGHTS
THINK THAT SOMEONE WAS READING MY MIND/COULDN'T PROVE
MY DA/EVERY TIME THINK I HAVE TO CALL HER SHE CALLS ME
I'LL BE THINKING S'THING & IT WILL COME ON THE RADIO

EXAMPLE OF HEARING OTHERS THOUGHTS
RODNEY & ME CAN ALMOST READ EACH OTHERS MINDS
SOMEONE'S HERE/I THINK I CAN HEAR WHAT THEY'RE THINKING
# OF TIMES WHEN I WOULD BE EXERTING ALOT OF ENERGY
S'TIMES IT'S THE EXPRESSION/FROM KNOWING ALL MY LIFE
YOU GET TO BE IN TUNE WITH PEOPLE'S FEELINGS
HEARD MY DA TELL ME SHE WAS SICK WHEN SHE WAS IN SCHOOL
BODY LANGUAGE/EYE CONTACT/YOUR CERTAIN EXPRESSION
SIMPLE THINGS/KNOWING MARY'S THOUGHTS ABT BORROWING CAR
KNOW WHAT THEY GOING TO SAY NO MATTER HOW WELL I KNOW
COULD HEAR WHAT A GUY OUTSIDE WAS THINKING
S'TIMES W/GEORGE/I HEARD IN MY HEAD/HE NEEDS TO BE HELD
JUST GENERALLY/BECAUSE THEY KNOW ME TO WELL
LOOK OVER & HEAR THIS GUY SAYING SOMETHING
AFTER KNOWING SOMEONE/YOU KNOW WHAT THEY THINK
SAY WHAT SOMEONE ELSE IS GOING TO SAY BEFORE THEY DO
IF IT'S REAL QUIET, I CAN HEAR SOME OF THEIR THOUGHTS.
THERAPIST HAD THOUGHT IN HEAD ABT HER HOUSE & I SAID IT
I HEAR THEIR THOUGHTS THRU MENTAL TELEPATHY.
SPIRITUAL THING/REFUSED TO DISCUSS IT FURTHER
LOOK AT PERSON/MUST BE FEELING A CERTAIN WAY/NOT ESP
WAS TALKING TO R & FELT SHE HEARD WHAT HE WAS ABT/SAY.
HAD A MENTAL CHANGE & WAS COMMUNICATING W/OTHERS
HEAR VOICES WHILE OTHERS ARE OUTSIDE/TELL ME COME OUT
HEAR TV IN THE OTHER RM/IT'S SOMEBODY OUTSIDE TALKING
CAN CATCH ON TO WHAT OTHERS THINK/SOME PEOPLE
SOMEONE WILL SAY WHAT SHE WAS THINKING ABT
CAN TELL WHAT THEY'RE THINKING BY THE LOOK ON FACE
KNEW A GUY DIDN'T LIKE HIM BY HIS ACTIONS

EXAMPLE OF OTHERS HEARING YOUR THOUGHTS
WESTERN WOULDN'T GIVE CK/READ MIND/KNEW WOULD GT HIGH
MY FAM KNOWS WHAT I'M THINKING ABT WHILE I'M HERE.
WESTERN I THINK/PEOPLE HEAR WHAT I THINK
LIKE WHEN WE MAKE A DECISION TO BUY A BAG OF SMOKE
SITTING W/PO SHE KNEW WHAT I WAS THINKING
SINGING RAP SONGS UNDER MY BREATH/PEOPLE HEAR IN TOWN
THEY ARE LISTENING IN/CAN HEAR MY THOUGHTS
I HEAR TWO VOICES THAT CAN HEAR WHAT I'M THINKING
I THINK SOMETHING THEN 5-10MIN LATER SOMEONE SAYS IT.
VOU WAY THINGS TO ME ABT WHAT I'M THINKING.
ON TV. EVERYTIME I SAY SOMETHING, ITS REPEATED.
DARRYL CAN HEAR MY THOUGHTS WHEN I WASN'T TALKING
WAY HE ACTS/TALKS PICKS UP ON BODY LANGUAGE
UNCONSCIOUSLY THINKS PEOPLE KNOW HIS THOUGHTS

EXAMPLE OF BEING UNDER CONTROL OF OTHERS
WHEN I'M DRINKING/THEY SAY DRUNKS SPEAK SOBER THOUGHTS
IT'S ABT BEING WILLED/MY BODY ACTS BEFORE MY MIND
MY SI & I CLOSE/LOT IN COMMON/DO SAME THINGS/SPOOKY.
I'D WANT TO DO SOMETHING BUT CAN'T B/C FAMILY CONTROLS
THINK THINGS THAT I DON'T WANT TO/HURTING PEOPLE
COCAINE/SATAN/I'M NOT MYSELF WHEN I'M UNDER IT/ADDICTED
MY HIGHER POWER/BELIEVE IN GOD/COULDN'T DO IT ON OWN
SEEMS LIKE A POWER OR FORCE TAKES OVER ME
ONE MINUTE WATCHING TV/NEXT READING THE BIBLE
JUST THINGS I DO FEEL LIKE BEING LED BY EVIL FORCE
SPIRIT STUFF WORKS ON YOU IF YOU'RE GOING THRU EMOTIONS
LARRY BEAT ME UP REALLY BADLY/FELT LIKE OUT OF BODY
MY CHRISTIAN BELIEF/LET GO & LET GOD/LET GOD TAKE OVER
UNDER CONTROL OF SOMETHING THAT MADE ME CARVE CROSS/ARM
FEEL LIKE I KNOW SOMETHING OR SOMEONE IS OVERPOWERING.
HEAR STFA'S VOICE/MY ACTIONS & THOUGHTS ARE NOT MY OWN
JUST FELT THAT WAY/DIFFERENT PEOPLE CONTROLLING
TRYING TO DO SOMETHING/SOMEONE TRIES TO STOP ME
VOICES IN HEAD THAT TELL HER TO DO THINGS
THINK ABT CONSEQUENCES OF WHAT I'M DOING/AS EFFECTS GF
CONTROLLED BY AN EVIL INFLUENCE OR THE DEVIL
WHEN GOT OUT OF HOSP/JACK MOVED IN THINKS HE'S IN CHARG
DRUGS/STREET DRUGS/GET OBSESSED WITH STREETS
SPECIAL FORCES WORKING TO MAKE ME HEAR & SEE THINGS
GOD-MAKING S DO THINGS THAT HE DOESN'T WANT TO DO
DEVIL CONTROLLING ME/STARTED NOT CARING/GETTING HIGH
THE COSMOS/THE ELECTRONS THAT FORMULATE THE BRAIN
FELT A FORCE TO PREVENT HER FROM DOING SOMETHING.
PEOPLE READING MIND & MOVING THOUGHTS AROUND
FELT LIKE KILLING CHAUNCEY/THAT'S NOT ME/IT'S THE DEVIL
WHEN TRIES TO GET OUT OF BED FEELS A FORCE HOLDING DOWN
NOISE IN AIR/PLANE IN THE AIR OR AMBULANCE/HATE NOISE
BELIEVED HE WAS UNDER A SPELL BY HIS GF/FELT POWERLESS
IN CUSTODY SITUATION HAS HAD THOUGHTS TO HARM S'ONE
IT'S DISSOCIATIVE BUT IT'S PART OF ME/NOT OUTSIDE FORCE
FORCE THAT CONTROLS ALL OF US TO CERTAIN EXTENTS
THOUGHT FA WAS HAUNTING HER/HAD DREAMS ABT HIM

EXAMPLE OF THOUGHTS BEING INSERTED
THOUGHTS WOULD COME INTO MIND/DO THINGS AGAINST WILL.
BEST TO STAY WHERE I WAS/JUST SAY THINGS
THINK THINGS THAT I DON'T WANT TO/HURTING PEOPLE
JUST FROM THE DR ONLY/TELLING ME HE COULDN'T GIVE MEDS
SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/FROM OUTSIDE OF ME/NOT HUMAN PERSON
WHEN USING DRUGS FEEL LIKE HURTING MYSELF & OTHERS
S'THING TELLS ME NOT TO EAT/MY STOMACH SAYS EAT
JUST WEIRD THINGS LIKE THOUGHTS OF S'ONE ELSE'S MIND
JUST BE THINKING WEIRD THOUGHT & DK WHERE THEY COME
TALKED W/THE PERSON WHO IS MY FR/SHE'S FROM MY MIND
DURING PERIODS OF EXTREME DEPRESSION/HEAR DEAD BR'S/FA
CAN'T EXPRESS EXAMPLES/JUST FEELINGS OTHERS HAVE
THOUGHTS INFILTRATED/WANTED TO HURT PEOPLE/NOT MY IDEAS
I'M WATCHING ANOTHER PERSON TRY TO PUSH THINGS IN HEAD.
I'M BATTLING A WAR INSIDE MY HEAD BETWEEN GOOD & EVIL
AT PROGRESSIONS PEOPLE WROTE DOWN THINGS I DIDN'T SAY
S'TIMES HEAR VOICE/S'TIMES THINK FEEL OR HEAR THINGS
CAN PUT THOUGHTS B/C OF THE WAY THEY ACT
PEOPLE TELLING ME WHAT I SAID WHEN I DIDN'T
TO DO THINGS I DON'T WANT TO DO/COME FROM RADIO & TV
THE DEVIL DOES IT TO A LOT OF PEOPLE/A RELIGIOUS BELIEF
WHEN I DO STUPID THINGS I SAY ITS NOT ME.
A FEW TIMES WENT OUT TO RESTAURANT CAUSE WAS TOLD
ARGUE WITH SI & SOMETHING WANTS TO MAKE HER HURT SI
THINKING ABT GETTING HIGH/THOUGHT WOULD COME IN MIND
WAS GOING HOME ONE NIGHT/FELT S'THING COME OUT OF BODY
TALKING TO A GIRL & A STRANGER THOUGHT BAD THOUGHTS
FELT LIKE BEING BRAIN WASHED IN TX/ABT ADDICTIONS

EXAMPLE OF THOUGHTS BEING STOLEN
HEAR WHAT I'M THINKING/EVERYBODY TAKES MY THOUGHTS
DEMON TAKES GOOD THOUGHTS OUT OF MY MIND/GET PARANOID
VOICES/LITTLE PEOPLE COME INSIDE ME & DO WORK
JUST TIMES WHEN I'M DOING S'THING ALL OF A SUDDEN
THINK THEY HAVE THE POWER TO DO IT/EVIL SPIRITS
MY THERAPIST WILL SUCK ME DRY IF I MAKE EYE CONTACT
WHEN MEDITATING. THEY'RE PULLING THOUGHTS OUT OF HEAD.
MY SI IS STEALING THOUGHTS/I DK HOW SHE DOES IT
ANYONE COULD TRY TO MANIPULATE OR CONTROL ME
MENTAL TELEPATHY/READ MIND & STEAL THOUGHTS
PEOPLE THAT HAVE DIED CAN STEAL MY THOUGHTS

EXAMPLE OF MESSAGES SENT
I LIVE IN A TEMPLE/KEEP ALTER OPEN TO ALLOW SPIRITS IN
I HEAR MY NAME ON KUDL LOVELINES PROGRAM.
HISTORY OF ROCK & ROLL WAS PUT ON JUST FOR ME
ONLY FROM THE LORD/LORD SPEAKING TO ME LAST 15 YEARS
GOD WOULD BE GIVING ME MESSAGES/GETTING MY ACT TOGETHER
TV WOULD BLINK OFF & ON/THINGS GET FUZZY/IMAGE OF DEMON
HEADPHONES BORROWED FROM AN INMATE HAD RELIGIOUS PROG.
A TV SHOW/A MAN HAD A PROJECT CARVING ICE
A SCENE IN A MOVIE I SAW RESEMBLED MY LIFE
WATCHING MTV/SONG WOULD BECOME MY THEME SONG
PEOPLE TALK TO ME THROUGH TV/I'LL HAVE CAREER/BIG STAR
FEEL LIKE DJ TALKING TO ME/BROKEN RADIOS THAT WAY/ANGER
WHEN ANXIETY HIGH/GET PARANOID/GET INSECURE ABOUT SELF
GOD MAKES TV ABLE TO READ MIND/PUT ON WHAT I'M THINKING
THE NEWS & ANYTHING THAT GIVES YOU INFORMATION
TV & RADIO ARRANGE PROGRAMS JUST FOR ME ALONE
PLANNING ON MOVING INTO APT/COMMERCIALS ABOUT FURNITURE
BELIEVES RADIO PLAYS CERTAIN SONG WHEN HAS PSYCH EPISDE

EXAMPLE OF STRANGE FORCES
SOMEONE CAST ON ME OUT OF NOWHERE/SOMETHING BITING ME
RAKING BERNIE'S YARD/BROWN THINGS W/HAIR MOVING
THAT'S WHAT IT WAS LIKE WHEN ROOSEVELT HIT ME
EVIL/I'VE BEEN HYPNOTIZED/DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON
FEEL LIKE IN A MIND TRANCE/JUST LISTEN TO THE THOUGHTS
IN HOSP FELT OUT OF TOUCH W/REALITY/WAS HOVERING IN AIR
HYPNOTIZED A WEEK AGO/ALMOST COMMITTED SUICIDE/DK WHO
THOUGHT HE WAS BEING HYPNOTIZED/STRANGE FORCES WORKING
RT NOW HYPNOTIZING ME/I'M FALLING ASLEEP
WHEN GET UPSET FEEL I'M BEING HYPNOTIZED
HEADLIGHTS SHINING THROUGH THE WINDOW AT NIGHT
SINGLED OUT BY TV & RADIO/MAKE FUN OF HIM/ELECTRODES

EXAMPLE OF WORTHLESS FEELINGS
B/C NOT IN SCHOOL/WORK. NOT ABLE TO FULFILL OBLIGATION.
I FEEL GUILTY ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS I'VE DONE TO PEOPLE
I'M ALWAYS DOING SOMETHING WRONG/MISCHIEVOUS THINGS
PEOPLE AT CLYDE MANOR BLAME ME FOR THINGS I DIDN'T DO.
I WAS MESSING WITH THOSE OLD PEOPLE/FELT BAD/GUILTY
I'M A SINFUL PERVERTED PERSON/DON'T FEEL BAD ABT GUILT
B/C NOTHING IS THE WAY I WANT IT OR NEED IT TO BE.
SOMETIMES I FEEL SINFUL/PRAY NOTHING HAPPENS TO ME
PEOPLE TESTING ME/PEOPLE PLAYING WITH HEAD
FEEL LIKE NOT GOING TO GET BETTER/CONTINUE WORTHLESS
DONE THINGS I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO FORGIVE MYSELF FOR
WORTHLESS/ALL I DO IS SIT AT HOME/MY WIFE SUPPORTS FAM
GOING THRU THIS ALCOHOL THING. NOT WANTING TO QUIT.
WORTHLESS TO MYSELF THE WAY I'M LIVING/ASHAMED
I'VE GOT LOW SELF-ESTEEM/THAT'S A LARGE TOPIC/DK REALLY
FEEL THAT WAY WHEN I STAY HOME/CAN'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE
JUST WORTHLESS/INFERIOR/LOW ESTEEM/NO REASON WHY
WORTHLESS/SINFUL/B/C I CAN'T DO MORE THAN SIMPLE THINGS
HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO FIND A JOB/UNABLE TO CONTROL LIFE
EVERY DAY/I STILL SIN/SMOKE, DRINK, CUSS
FELT GUILTY ABOUT THE WAY I DONE PEOPLE WHEN ON DRUGS
FOR ABOUT A MONTH/SOMETHING TOLD ME I WAS GUILTY
SUICIDAL/HARD TIME DEALING WITH REALITY/FEEL WORTHLESS
WHEN I GET SICK FEEL WORTHLESS/DON'T LIKE BEING SICK
NOT ACCOMPLISHING WHAT'S IN FRONT OF ME/FOULING UP
JUST DEPRESSED/THINGS WON'T BE GOING WELL/WORTHLESS
DEVIL PLAYS HIS TRICKS/TEST ME/MAKE ME DO THINGS
WORTHLESS/I DON'T KNOW HOW TO READ & WRITE
FELT WORTHLESS/LIKE I COULDN'T PROVIDE FOR MY FAMILY
WORTHLESS/WINTER MONTHS I GET DEPRESSED/DOWN ON MYSELF
WORTHLESS/NOTHING'S GOING RIGHT/TRY TO DO RIGHT
GUILTY BECAUSE I WAS DOING A LOT OF BAD THINGS
I FEEL THAT WAY EVERY DAY/I DK WHY BUT I FEEL THAT WAY
I WAS PHYSICALLY DOWN CAUSE I WAS WORKING TWO JOBS
THE GRIEVING PROCESS/FOR HER FATHER'S DEATH
WHY AM I HERE/FEEL BAD BECAUSE MY MOTHER PASSED AWAY
I JUST BEEN HAVING A BAD TIME WITH DEPRESSION
HOPELESS FEELINGS OF GETTING MY FAMILY BACK TOGETHER
ONCE IN A WHILE I FEEL BAD ABOUT WHAT I DID TO CHRIS
I THINK I SHOULD FEEL GUILTY CAUSE I SCREWED UP MY LIFE
HAVING MARITAL PROBLEMS/FEEL REJECTED AND PRETTY ALONE
GUILTY/MY CHILDREN/NOT HAVING THEM WITH ME
WANTING TO HURT THIS PERSON/DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF
WORTHLESS/THE MORE I TRY THE WORSE IT GETS
DEPRESSION/PEOPLE MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M NOTHING
DEPRESSED/OTHER PEOPLE FEEL THAT WAY TOO
I FEEL WORTHLESS B/C NOBODY WON'T GIVE ME ANY MONEY
FELT WORTHLESS/LIKE THE LAST PERSON WORTH LIVING
WHEN GOT BACK ON HEROIN/DEPRESSED/WHAT WAS I HERE FOR
FEEL BAD ABOUT THINGS THAT COULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED
EVERY DAY/DON'T FEEL LIKE I'M ACCOMPLISHING MUCH
GUILTY/WORTHLESS/THINGS THAT HAPPENED ARE MY FAULT
WORTHLESS/ALL I DO IS VOLUNTEER WORK/DON'T WORK FOR $
RALPH DOWNGRADES ME/ADDS TO DEPRESSION/HE STRESSES ME
FELT TOTALLY HELPLESS/COULDN'T SEE THE WAY OUT
REALLY DEPRESSED/OTHERS FEEL THAT WAY/I'VE SEEN THEM
SAME THING AS ALWAYS/SOCIAL SITUATION IS SLOW
I FEEL I'M NOT LIVING UP TO EVERYTHING I SHOULD
FEEL GUILTY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED/A FRIEND GOT RAPED
NOT KEEPING TO BUDGET OR DRINK & REGRET IT THE NEXT DAY
NO ONE ELSE IN THE WORLD COULD FEEL SO WORTHLESS
CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT/FEEL LIKE ONE BIG LOSER
I JUST FEEL THAT WAY/WORTHLESS/FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON
WORTHLESS/I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE I WAS WORTH ANYTHING
THINGS DON'T WORK OUT THE WAY YOU WANT THEM TO
ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS I'VE DONE IN THE PAST/USING DRUGS
GUILTY/DID SOMETHING BAD TO FRIEND/FEEL GUILTY ABOUT IT
FEELING USELESS/PEOPLE WOULD BE BETTER OFF W/O ME
IT'S CONSTANT/FEEL WORTHLESS & GUILTY/DESTROYED MY LIFE
FEEL WORTHLESS & GUILTY/I KNOW I'M SINFUL
B/C DON'T HAVE JOB/NOW HAVE JOB & FEEL BETTER
FACING MY 4TH STEP (AA LOOKING AT CHARACTER DEFECTS)
FEEL LIKE LOSER/ENDED BACK IN HOSP/FAILED KIDS & SELF
I JUST FEEL LIKE SHIT/I CAN'T ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING
STUFF THAT'S HAPPENED/TRYING TO GET LIFE BACK TOGETHER
MO DYING OF CANCER/IF I TOLD, SHE'D BE ALIVE
FEEL GUILTY FOR WHAT HAS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE
B/C DON'T HAVE MY CHILDREN/OTHERS DON'T FEEL AS WORTHLS
MY LIFE/WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH IN LAST 10 YEARS/DRUGS
THINGS I HEAR CAUSE ME TO FEEL WORTHLSS/NOT THINGS DONE
DEPRESSED/MY MO SICK/STEVE'S MO SICK/IT'S SAD
DON'T NEED TO BE LIVING/BY YOURSELF FEEL ALONE
PAST EXPERIENCE/B/C OF THINGS I'VE DONE IN PAST
GOD PUNISHING ME FOR MY SINS/SEXUALITY MAKES FEEL GUILT
FELT SUICIDAL FOR MORE THAN 2 WEEKS/JUST DEPRESSION
WORTHLESS/A FAILURE/LIKE I SHOULD BE WORKING
GOT TO GET OUT OF TRAILER PARK AND GET A JOB
BEING PHYSICALLY UNABLE TO WORK/EMOTIONALLY DRAINED
WORTHLESS/SINFUL/THOUGHT MY LIFE WAS GOING NOWHERE
B/C I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH THINGS RIGHT AWAY
LIKE THINGS WOULD ALWAYS BE THE SAME/WORTHLESS/GUILTY
GUILTY/DEPRESSED FOR ALL I DID/THINGS I'M DOING NOW
GUILTY/NOT AVAILABLE TO DA/LIVE DANGEROUS LIFE
B/C OF RESTRICTIONS/I'M BEING PUNISHED FOR OTHERS
WORTHLESS/PEOPLE DON'T CARE AND YOU START FEELING DOWN
BEEN DEPRESSED/NOT WORSE/FEEL OTHERS EXPERIENCE TOO
SHE COULD NOT PLEASE A FRIEND WHO WAS STAYING W/HER.
I JUST FEEL LIKE I'M A BURDEN TO EVERYBODY/WORTHLESS
HAVING PROBLEMS W/DA/FEELS GUILTY ABOUT DA'S BEHAVIOR
EVERY DAY FEEL USELESS & UNPRODUCTIVE/NO GOALS
NO MATTER WHAT I DO LATELY/IT'S JUST FALLING APART
I FELT LIKE I WAS BEING USED AND ABUSED/WORTHLESS
GUILTY/NOT AS PRODUCTIVE AS OTHERS/WORTHLESS
MY FAULT KIDS ARE WHERE THEY ARE, CAUSE OF DRUG USE.
FEELS GUILTY ABOUT HOW SHE & SON GET ALONG
FELT WORTHLESS/HOPELESS/DOES NOT FEEL THAT WAY NOW
DRINKING AND NOT BEING ABLE TO DO FOR SELF
FELT MORE WORTHLESS THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD
SOMETIMES I WAS NOT WORTHY/I FELT SHITTY
FEELS WORTHLESS B/C CAN'T HELP SI WHO IS BEING EVICTED
FEEL LIFE IS NOT AMOUNTING TO ANYTHING/FEELS WORTHLESS
THINGS NEVER GO YOUR WAY/LIKE BEING PUNISHED
FEELS WORTHLESS/AT LOWEST POINT IN LIFE/HASN'T ADVANCED
FELT GUILTY/WASN'T KEEPING IN CONTACT WITH PEOPLE
DA GETS UP FOR SCHOOL/RON GETS UP W/HER/I STAY IN BED
WHEN GIRLFRIEND SAYS BAD THINGS/FEEL WORTHLESS
DURING CHRISTMAS SAW NO PURPOSE IN LIVING
SPENT MY MONEY ON SOMETHING/COULD HAVE DONE MORE USEFUL
I FEEL WORTHLESS NEARLY EVERY DAY LATELY
IF DRINK ALCOHOL/SOMETHING NOT SUPPOSED TO/FEEL GUILTY
WAS SEXUAL WITH 2 FEMALES(17 YO)/THEY WILL TELL POLICE
FEEL LIKE I'M NO GOOD TO ANYBODY (WORTHLESS)
I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN DEAL WITH LIFE/FEEL WORTHLESS
FEEL WORTHLESS/GUILTY ABOUT EVERYTHING I DO OR DON'T DO
WORTHLESS/COMING OUT OF COMA/HAVING PEOPLE DO THINGS
IS NOT ACCOMPLISHING ANYTHING/FEELS REAL GUILTY
I FELT ALL THE ABOVE AFTER COLLIN DIED/FELT NOTHNG LEFT
TRY TO ACCOMPLISH THINGS/NOT GETTING IT DONE
I HAVE A BIPOLAR DISORDER/FELT WORTHLESS
WORTHLESS BECAUSE HE'S NOT SELF-SUFFICIENT
FEELING GUILTY SINCE LAST DISCHARGE/CAUSING FAM GRIEF
FEELS HE'S NOT DOING WHAT HE'S SUPPOSED TO DO
FELT REALLY DOWN & WORTHLESS/OTHERS ARE WORSE
WORTHLESS/FEELS HE CAN'T DO A LOT OF THINGS
WORTHLESS/GUILTY FOR WANTING TO KILL MYSELF
GUILTY ABOUT NOT BEING WITH SON WHEN HE GOT SICK
THINK OF KATHY/WORK SELF OUT OF DEPRESSION
WORTHLESS/FELT OTHERS DIDN'T WANT HIM AROUND
SINFUL/THINKS ABOUT THINGS DONE IN PAST/FEELS BAD
FEEL LIKE HAS NO PURPOSE IN LIFE/FELT LIKE SHIT

EXAMPLE OF SPECIAL GIFT/POWERS
I GOT A GIFT FOR GAB/IT'S CALLED MANIPULATING PEOPLE
THINK I CAN DO THINGS THAT OTHER PEOPLE CAN'T DO
I SEE HALLUCINATIONS/SPIRITS/EITHER THAT OR I'M CRAZY
HERE TO MAKE A CHANGE/NOT SURE WHAT IT IS
WALKING DOWN STREET/KNEW I WOULD SEE PERSON AND I DID
I THINK OTHER PEOPLE CAN HEAR ME/SPECIAL GIFT
PREACH THE WORD OF GOD/HIS WEAPON IN SOCIETY
KNOW WHEN THINGS ARE GOING TO HAPPEN BEFORE THEY HAPPEN
MADE IT THROUGH WHEN I TRIED TO BURN DOWN THE HOUSE
I BELIEVE I GOT SPECIAL POWERS/KNOW THINGS BEFORE HAPPN
THRU JESUS & GOD/HELP THEM BRING UP BUILDINGS W/MY EYES
I FEEL IMPORTANT/HELPING PEOPLE THAT ARE HANDICAPPED
I GOT THIS ABILITY TO RAP BETTER THAN OTHER PEOPLE
PREDICTED A BUNCH OF THINGS/PREDICTED THE EARTHQUAKE
KIDS JUST COME TO ME/THEY TAKE TO LIKING ME RIGHT OFF
I'M PSYCHIC/IF I APPLY MYSELF I CAN READ PEOPLE
BLOW SOMEONE AWAY OR ROB A STORE/SHUT MY EMOTIONS OFF
I'LL THINK SOMETHING/SOMEONE WILL SAY IT/COINCIDENCE?
FEEL LIKE I COULD DO STUFF/MAKE PEOPLE RUN INTO MAILBOX
CAN WRITE POETRY STRAIGHT DOWN LIKE MOZART WROTE MUSIC
I HAVE A GIFT FOR WRITING POETRY/WRITING IN GENERAL
THOUGHT I KNEW EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYONE/PEOPLES NAMES
THOUGHT I WAS JESUS CHRIST & THAT I COULD CONQUER EVIL
I'M GIFTED WITH MY SONGS AND THE LIGHT PEOPLE
FEEL I HAVE GIFT TO DANCE/PLAY MUSIC/BETWEEN GREAT & GD
I HAVE A PROFESSIONAL BASKETBALL CAREER COMING UP
I LIKE TO THINK I HAVE SPECIAL GIFTS/HONESTY, CHARITY
SPECIAL ABILITIES TO COMMUNICATE WITH PEOPLE
PASS BY A BLDG/FEEL SOMETHING DRASTICALLY WRONG/MAYBE
CAN FEEL THINGS BEFORE THEY HAPPEN/BEFORE FR KILLED
ABILITY TO HELP PEOPLE/BE STABLE WHEN OTHERS AREN'T
I'M BETTER/I HAVE MORE MORALS/I'M A NICER GUY
SPECIAL GIFT/HAVE A FEELING IS DEALING WITH PEOPLE
I'M IMPORTANT/HERE FOR A PURPOSE/DK WHAT/TO HELP OTHERS
I THOUGHT I WAS IMPORTANT B/C I'M AN ACTOR
MAKE PEOPLE REACT/FEEL I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN DO IT
FEEL LIKE I'LL FIND OUT SOON/DK WHAT IT IS YET
I THINK I'M BETTER THAN SOME/PEOPLE IN GENERAL
FEELS HE'S IMPORTANT PERSON/HAS MISSION BUT WHAT?
I CAN GET PEOPLE TO DO WHAT I WANT THEM TO DO
HAD POWER TO SEE OUTCOME OF LEGAL TROUBLE HE GOT INTO
HAVE ABILITY TO MAKE MUSIC/MADE MUSIC THAT'S ON RADIO
FEEL I HAVE POWER OVER THE INNOCENT/BABIES, ANIMALS
ALWAYS BELIEVES HE HAS GOOD LUCK & WILL BECOME SOMETHIN
I HEARD A PERSON GO UP THE STEPS/I SAW A SPIRIT
CAN PERCEIVE SOMETHING BEFORE IT HAPPENS/ALL THE TIME
SPECIAL GIFT OF SINGING MAKES PEOPLE BETTER
FELT IMPORTANT CAUSE PEOPLE EXPERIMENTING ON ME
LIFTED CAR UP ENOUGH TO GET HIM OUT FROM UNDERNEATH
ABLE TO HEAL HIMSELF (FEET & HANDS)/NOT INJURED
THINKS ABOUT SOMETHING BEFORE IT HAPPENS
ABLE TO DO MATH PROBLEMS AT REHAB/FELT MORE CONFIDENT

EXAMPLE OF CHANGE IN BODY
PAIN IN MY SIDE/DR SAID NOTHING IS WRONG
MY LEFT SHOULDER/FEELS LIKE IT'S OUT OF SOCKET
COULDN'T URINATE/DR CUT PENIS/PUT IN TUBE SO I COULD GO
FEET HAVE NO FEELING/WALKING OUTSIDE IN THE COLD
LEGS SWELL/CHEST PAINS/SAY IT'S NOTHING/SAY IT'S GAS
HOW MY BODY CRAVES FOR IT/I'M ADDICTED TO THEIR DRUGS
WHERE I GOT SHOT/MY ARM OR LEFT HAND HAS GOT NUMB
ARM HAS DIFFERENT SENSATION THAT IT USED TO HAVE
BACK/HAD FIGHT/DR SAID NOTHING WRONG WITH IT
FEEL LIKE I'M A LOT SLOWER/IT COULDN'T BE MY AGE
DON'T FEEL POWER NO MORE/FEEL LAZY/HIGH CHOLESTEROL
JUST MY MIND/SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE MY BRAIN HAS STOPPED
SOMEDAYS I HAVE TROUBLE BREATHING/THEY SAY NOTHING WRNG
FEEL LIKE I HAVE INVOLUNTARY MOVEMENTS/DON'T FEEL OK
PSYCHOSOMATIC ESPISODE/NO BLADDER CONTROL/LASTED 3-4DAY
DOESN'T THINK THEY KNOW WHAT THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT
SOMETIMES THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH RIGHT ARM
IN SLEEP STUDY/TOLD NOT GETTING ENOUGH OXYGEN TO BRAIN
EXPERIENCING FEMALE PROBLEMS & DRS COULD NOT FIND.
GAINED WEIGHT/BROKE OUT IN HIVES/GOT LIVER PROBLEMS NOW
BODY WEIGHT/NOT GAINING WEIGHT/NOT LOSING
TOLD DR THOUGHT I WAS GOING MANIC DEPRESSION
METABOLISM/GAINING WEIGHT/HARD TO TAKE IT OFF
I GOT SHINGLES/BODY WEIGHT FLUCTUATED/EATING DISORDER
HAS ARTHRITIS AND CAN'T DO A LOT OF THINGS

EXAMPLE OF OTHER DELUSION
BELIEVE MO WOULD HELP ME EVEN THOUGH SHE'S DEAD
LIGHTS WENT DEAD/RED LIGHT STAYED ON/WHITE WENT OUT
BELIEVED SUN WOULD BURN ARM/CREATE VOLCANO SORE
NEIGHBORS WERE IN A CULT/WANTED TO RUN ME OUT
POSSESSED BY VOICES/BELIEVE THEY HAVE POWER OVER ME
FEEL THAT MEDICATION MADE ME SMARTER/NO LONGER TAKING
SPACE ALIENS FROM ANOTHER PLANET/TRANSFORM INTO HUMANS
I WATCHED SOMEONE JUMP UNDER A TRAIN 2 MOS AGO
BELIEVES DEAD FA WILL CAUSE SOMETHING BAD TO HAPPEN
THINK THE PEOPLE THAT STAND OUTSIDE BUILDING CAN SEE ME
CHEMISTRY SETS CHILDREN PLAY WITH HAVE MALE HORMONES
HAD A FEELING SOMEONE WAS WATCHING ME/NO ONE WAS THERE

EXAMPLE OF HALLUCINATIONS (EXPERIENCE)
I WAS HEARING VOICES TELLING ME TO DO HARM TO MYSELF
SOMEBODY TELLS ME TO HURT MYSELF B/C I'M NO GOOD
I FEEL THE PRESENCE AND I HEAR SOMETHING BUT DON'T KNOW
HEAR VOICES WHEN ALONE AT NIGHT OR IN MIDDLE OF NIGHT
I HEAR VOICES RIGHT NOW THAT YOU CAN'T HEAR
MR. BARNES TALKING TO ME/HE WAS MY ABUSER.
HEAR VOICES CALL HER NAMES AND TELLING HER TO DO THINGS
LISTEN TO VENTS IN THIS OFFICE/HEAR AIR/GET IRRITATED
I HEAR VOICES EVERYTIME I GET INTO CONFRONTATION
I HEAR VOICES AT NIGHT/THEY CALL MY NAME OUT
IT'S JUST LIKE HAVING A RADIO OR TV ON/INAUDIBLE SOUNDS
I WAS IN LIVING ROOM/HEARD GUY OUT OUR FRONT DOOR TALK
I WAS HERE AND I HEARD HER VOICE/SHE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHNG
NO ONE WAS TALKING TO ME BUT THEN I HEARD MY NAME
WHEN DON'T TAKE MEDS/HEAR OLD MAN WHO DRIVES ME NUTS
LIKE BABIES THAT CRY OR PEOPLE BE TALKING/NOBODY THERE
VOICES TELL ME TO HURT MYSELF/HURT PEOPLE/TEAR UP PROP
DEMON'S VOICE/FEMALE VOICE/DON'T KNOW WHO IT IS
MOSES' VOICE/HEAR SNAKES/FEEL THEM CRAWL ON ME
I HEARD VOICES WHEN I CAME IN HERE/I WAS PARANOID
I'D RATHER NOT SAY/IT'S SCARY/DON'T LIKE THINKING ABOUT
SOMETHING UNDER THE FLOOR KNOCKING/SOUND OF CB (RADIO)
SCRIPTUAL PRECEDENT FOR EVERYONE TO HAVE ANGELS
I WAS AT WORK/I FADED OUT/NEXT THING I'M ON THE COUCH
LAY IN BED W/O DRUGS/HEAR AND SEE THINGS OTHERS CAN'T
B/C OF MY RELIGION/I HEAR CERTAIN PEOPLE'S VOICES
VARIETY OF THINGS/SOMEONE CALLING MY NAME/BABY CRYING
I HEAR MUMBLING/CAN HAPPEN ALONE OR WITH PEOPLE
MUMBLING IN MY HEAD WHEN I DON'T TAKE MY MEDS
HEAR VOICES/OLD MEN/STRANGERS/OK TO HURT SELF
VOICES MADE ME BELIEVE I HAD BEEN THINKING EVIL THINGS
NOT SURE TRUE/VOICES LED ME TO BELIEVE DOLLY LOVES ME
SCREAMING LIKE FROM A HORROR SHOW/ARGUING W/MY BRAIN
VOICE SAYING THINGS I HAD DONE AS A KID TO OTHER KIDS
ELLEN & ART SAY THEY'RE PLOTTING TO KILL ME.
LIKE A CONVERSATION/CAN'T HEAR WHAT THEY'RE SAYING
HEARD SOMEONE CALL ME/PERSON IN ROOM IF HEAR IT SAID NO
THEY TELL ME TO CALL PEOPLE NAMES/MEET MOVIE STARS
VOICES TELL ME TO HURT MYSELF/THAT I'M NO GOOD/WORTHLSS
MUMBLING/PEOPLE TALKING OR CALLING MY NAME
DURING CHILDRENS' BIRTHDAYS/HEAR THEIR VOICES
VOICES SAY "DO DRUGS, STEAL, ROB, KILL SELF"
MALE VOICE TELLS ME MY TIME IS UP/HURTING SELF & FAMILY
HEAR VOICES/BABIES CRYING AND WOMEN TALKING
I'VE BEEN GETTING HIGH/HEAR VOICES/SAYS GO AHEAD/DO IT
A DEMON POWER OVER ME/THEY TELL ME WHAT TO DO
AFTER MO DIED HEARD MUMBLING IN BACKGROUND
ALWAYS HEAR VOICES TELLING ME TO KILL STEVE/HURT OTHERS
HEAR PEOPLE COMING INTO MY HOUSE/THEY'LL BE CALLING ME
CALLED CO/TOLD HER SHE LOVED HER/WAS THINKING ABOUT HER
A GIRL SAYING IN HIS HEAD/SEES HER AND KNOWS HER
I WOULD HEAR VOICES/SOMEBODY TALKING TO ME
CONSTANTLY HEARING VOICES IN THE EVENING
I HEAR ME AT DIFFERENT STAGES OF MY LIFE
WHEN I WAS OFF MY MEDICINE HEARD A VOICE
HEARD DA SCREAM/HEARD FA SAY HE WOULD KILL HER

EXAMPLE OF DELUSIONS RELATED TO HALLUCINATIONS (BELIEFS)
I DON'T KNOW/MY MIND IS RUNNING AWAY WITH ME
VOICE TOLD ME THAT COMING HERE WAS STUPID
IF I DON'T TAKE MEDS/HE TELLS ME TO HURT MYSELF.
SAW A PERSON AND HEARD HIM TALKING TO ME
THINK IT'S THE DEVIL/MYSELF/VOICES IN MY HEAD
SHE SAYS SHE LOVES ME & FOR ME NOT TO WORRY
THINKS HE FEELS SNAKES CRAWL ON HIM AT NIGHT
I BELIEVE WE CAN CALL ON SPIRITUAL HELP FROM OUR ANGELS
MO BLEW BR AWAY WITH SHOTGUN/SHOT ME/BLEW MY ARM OFF
DR. SAYS ONE PART OF MY BRAIN TALKING TO ANOTHER PART
THEY THREATEN TO KILL ME/SOMETIMES I BELIEVE THEY WILL
THINK I HAVE MENTAL ILLNESS/BAFFLES & SCARES ME
BELIEVE THAT MY THOUGHTS & ACTIONS ARE STFA'S NOT MINE
IT'S TIME TO FACE IT/COMING FROM MY GUILTY CONSCIENCE
THEY SAY IT'S MY FAULT THEY GOT MARRIED/LOUSY MARRIAGE.
MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT I SHOULD BE DEAD/THAT I'M USELESS
THE MAKE ME BELIEVE I'M GOING TO MEET MOVIE STARS
THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED TELL HIM WHAT TO DO
COMES FROM MY HEAD/HEAR IT LIKE I HEAR YOUR VOICE/KNOW
SOMETIMES I THINK IT'S GOD/SOMETIMES DEVIL
NOT A VERY GOOD PERSON/IT GOES BACK TO THE STRONG MIND
DOES NOT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE OR WHERE THEY COME FROM
THERE'S VOICES IN MY HEAD THAT TALK TO ME/CAN'T EXPLAIN

DESCRIPTION OF SELECTED DELUSION - LINE 1
PEOPLE FOLLOWING ME/MAKES ME SUPER PARANOID
SOMEONE WAS PLOTTING AGAINST HIM OR TRYING TO HURT HIM
BELIEVE SOMEONE CAST ME OUT OF NOWHERE/SOMETHING STARTED BITING
DIFFERENT PEOPLE ARE TESTING ME TO SEE HOW ANGRY I WOULD GET.
SOMETIMES MY THOUGHTS ARE NOT MY OWN. MY ACTIONS ARE NOT MY OWN.
I AM AN AGENT W/TIPS HOTLINE-I AM AN INFORMANT. I GAVE THE FBI
KNOW THINGS ARE GOING TO HAPPEN/FORETELL FUTURE
BELIEF THAT I AM CHOSEN BY GOD TO TALK WITH THE DEAD & SPIRITS
THE NEIGHBORS/I'M MOVING OUT OF THAT BUILDING/I DON'T WANT TO
I FEEL LIKE SOMETHING OR SOME KIND OF MACHINE THAT HAS MY BLOOD
ELDERLY GENTLEMAN IN NY THAT SENDS OUT THOUGHT IMPULSES
BR & MO CONTROLLING MY THOUGHTS & ACTIONS
THE PERSON I SAW AND HEARD WAS MY GRANDPA (DEAD)/HE WAS THERE
THAT PEOPLE COULD HEAR MY THOUGHTS EVEN WHEN I'M NOT SPEAKING/
THE PLOTS TO INJURE ME/ATTEMPTED INJURIES AND VANDALISM/THEY TRY
PEOPLE CAN HEAR MY THOUGHTS THROUGH THE WILL OF THE LORD SINCE
MY BROTHER/LITTLE SISTER/MOTHER WERE SPYING ON ME
EVIL SPIRITS PUTTING BAD THOUGHTS INTO MY HEAD
SATAN PUTS THE THOUGHTS OF PUTTING DRUGS IN MY HEAD/I ACT ON IT
PEOPLE WHO ARE SECRETLY TRYING TO TEST ME
IT SEEMS LIKE THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT ME/THEY'RE JUST LIKE BREAKING
BUS PASSED ME/HEARD WORDS "I WISH YOU WOULD HAUL OFF AND HIT
BEING ABLE TO SEE THINGS BEFORE THEY HAPPEN (KNOWING FUTURE)
GOD PUTS THOUGHTS IN MY MIND/I CONTROL MY ACTIONS/IT'S GOD'S
VISIONS/DREAMS WHEN I'M AWAKE THAT COME TRUE
DEVIL'S VOICE TELLING ME TO HURT PEOPLE AND DESTROY PROPERTY/HURT
DEMON CONTROLLING ME/HYPNOTIZING ME/PUTTING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS IN
SURVIVED BEING HIT BY CAR BECAUSE HAD SPECIAL POWER NOT TO GET
I'M UNDER THE CONTROL OF MY FIRST MIND/IT HELPS ME CONQUER THE
PEOPLE HEARING WHAT I SING BEFORE I SING IT/SAY BEFORE I SAY IT/
BELIEVE MAMA WOULD HELP ME IF I NEEDED HER EVEN THOUGH SHE'S DEAD
SATAN IS CONTROLLING HIM/SATAN FIXED HIM UP WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND
ON ONE OCCASION SHE HAD THE EXPERIENCE OF HEARING SOMEONE'S
LIGHTS WENT DEAD AND THE ONLY LIGHT THAT WAS ON WAS THE RED LIGHT
SENSE FROM PEOPLE'S ENERGY/POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE ENERGY FROM THEM/
THE NEIGHBORS WERE IN A CULT IT SEEMED/THEY WERE TRYING TO RUN ME
I CAN PREDICT THE FUTURE/I PREDICTED THE EARTHQUAKE/THEY WANT ME
GEORGE/AS A PERSON WE HAVE A SPECIAL CONNECTION/HE CAN HEAR MY
POSSESSED BY VOICES/THEY HAVE POWER OVER ME
BLOWING SOMEONE AWAY/SHUTTING OFF MY EMOTIONS/CAN KILL PEOPLE AND
FEEL VERY WORTHLESS/MORE WORTHLESS THAN ANYONE ELSE
GOVERNMENT/POLICE/PARENTS SPYING ON YOU/WATCHING YOU
THE VOICES ARE CAUSED BY FATHER'S OCCULT PRACTICES THAT I WAS
BR AND FA TALK TO ME AND HELP ME WITH MAKING DECISIONS/FA TEACHES
I BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE STEALING THOUGHTS OUT OF MY MIND
SUBJ. BELIEVES IN-LAWS ARE SPYING ON HER. THEY LOOK OUT WINDOW
I HAVE A GIFT FOR WRITING POETRY & WRITING IN GENERAL. IF I WERE
I HAVE THE ABILITY TO KNOW OTHER PEOPLE'S MIDDLE NAMES (WITHOUT
NEIGHBOR WAS CALLING MY NAME LATE AT NIGHT
THAT THE VOICES WERE TRYING TO CONFUSE ME AND THAT THEY WANTED TO
BELIEVING THAT DOLLY LOVES ME & I HAVE A FUTURE WITH HER/IT'S
BELIEVING THAT THE VOICES ARE GOING TO KILL ME
I FEEL LIKE PEOPLE ARE FOLLOWING ME TO AGGREVATE ME.
HEARING STEPFATHER'S VOICE AND BELIEVING THAT MY THOUGHTS AND
I FEEL I'M STRUGGLING BETWEEN GOOD AND BAD FORCES/WOULDN'T KNOW
DOESN'T EAT B/C PEOPLE ARE PUTTING POISON IN FOOD & DRINK
I'M HEARING THE VOICES AGAIN B/C MY SISTER ELLEN & THE OTHERS ARE
SUBJECT BELIEVES HE IS CONTROLLED BY THE SPIRIT OF A MAN WHO
I HAVE A PROFESSIONAL BASKETBALL CAREER COMING UP
BOYFRIEND STARING AT ME AND TRYING TO READ MY MIND
DEAD FA WILL CAUSE SOMETHING BAD TO HAPPEN TO SUBJ
VOICES MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT I'M GOING TO MEET KURT CAMERON/IT'S
WHEN I'M WALKING OUT ON THE STREET/IT FEELS LIKE PEOPLE ARE
PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME/JUST WATCHING THE SAME PEOPLE GO BY IN
COMMUNISTS ARE OUT TO GET HIM/LISTEN ON THE TELEPHONE & TRY TO
I CAN SEND THOUGHTS INTO ANIMALS THAT COME NEAR ME
SPECIAL ABILITIES TO COMMUNICATE WITH PEOPLE/IT MAKES ME FEEL
DRUGS ARE POISONED W/RADIATION BY GOV'T TO LESSEN THE POPULATION/
ABILITY TO HELP OTHERS DEVELOP SPIRITUALLY & AS INDIVIDUALS
SPECIAL FORCES MAKING ME HEAR & SEE THINGS SO I CAN'T SLEEP
I KNOW SOMEONE IS LOOKING AT ME IN MY WINDOW/DK WHY/WHEN I'M
DEMONS' VOICES ARE TRYING TO DRAG ME TO HELL
THERAPIST LOOKS AT ME AND I KNOW SHE'S READING MY MIND
FEEL EVIL AND GUILTY/GOD IS PUNISHING HIM FOR SINS BY MAKING HIM
I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE IS WATCHING ME IN MY KITCHEN/NO ONE SPECIFIC/
BELIEVING THAT THE LANDLORD OR NEIGHBORS WERE SPYING ON ME
I THOUGHT I WAS IMPORTANT B/C I AM AN ACTOR/I'M IN FILMS/REGULAR
BEING SET UP AND MANIPULATED BY THE TREATMENT TEAM AT UMASS AND
FEELS LIKE ALL MEN LOOK AT HER AND WANT TO HURT HER
I FEEL LIKE THE HOSPITAL IS WATCHING ME TO SEE IF I SLIP UP
I'M AFRAID THAT THEY (PEOPLE) WILL HURT ME
SPECIAL ABILITY TO MANIPULATE PEOPLE TO DO WHAT I WANT
BELIEF THAT PEOPLE ON STREETS ARE TALKING ABOUT ME/PEOPLE PT
FELT SHE COULD HEAR WHAT HER EX-BOYFRIEND WAS THINKING
FELT LIKE SHE WAS THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD
SPECIAL ABILITY TO WRITE OR PLAY MUSIC BUT HAVEN'T WRITTEN.
FELT MORE WORTHLESS THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD
SOMEONE PUT VOODOO CURSE ON ME/CURSE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR MY BAD
THE CONTROL OVER INNOCENT ANIMALS & HUMAN BEINGS/SPECIAL POWER
TOM WAS PLOTTING AGAINST ME/I BELIEVED HE'D COME INTO MY HOME/
BELIEVES THAT SHE CAN HEAR WHAT PEOPLE ARE SAYING ABOUT HER
TV IS READING MY THOUGHTS/I HEAR THINGS REPEATED BACK ON THE TV
SUPERNATURAL FORCES THREATENING AND CONTROLLING YOU
TV & RADIO ARRANGE PROGRAMS JUST FOR ME ALONE
SOMEONE PLOTTING AGAINST ME/PEOPLE TRYING TO HURT ME/PEOPLE
BELIEVE THERE WERE SPECIAL MESSAGES SENT THROUGH TV COMMERCIALS
SOMETHING PUTTING THOUGHTS IN MIND TO HURT SISTER
PT THINKS HE'S BEING PUNISHED FOR SOMETHING HE HASN'T DONE YET
FEELING LIKE I'M UNDER POWER OR FORCE/IT'S THE DEVIL
BELIEVES RADIO PLAYS A CERTAIN SONG WHEN SHE IS GETTING SICK
CAN PERCEIVE SOMETHING BEFORE IT HAPPENS & CAN DO IT ALL THE TIME
RECEIVES MESSAGES THROUGH THE TV OR RADIO (THEY CAN SEE ME & HEAR
CAN READ AND HEAR ANOTHER PERSON'S THOUGHTS
THOUGHT ENTERED MY MIND THAT I POSSIBLE MAY HAVE BEEN POISONED
PT BELIEVES HE'S BEING EXPERIMENTED ON WITH COMPUTER CHIP IN HIS
HAS FELT WORTHLESS & GUILTY/FELT WORTHLESS BECAUSE OF THE GUILT
SPECIAL GIFT OF SINGING THAT WILL MAKE PEOPLE CHANGE FOR THE
HER NEIGHBORS DELIBERATELY MADE NOISES (EG. BANGING & LOUD TALK)
FELT LIKE I WAS THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD
THE TWO FEMALES I WAS WITH SEXUALLY WILL GO TO THE POLICE & GET
DESTROYING PHYSICAL BODY WOULD HEAL HIM (SUICIDE)
FELT LIKE HE WAS THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD
BEING SECRETLY TESTED OR EXPERIMENTED ON (THROUGH THE RADIO)
OUTTHINK OTHER PEOPLE/KNOW WHAT THEY'LL SAY
FELT LIKE SHE WAS THE MOST WORTHLESS & GUILTY PERSON IN THE WORLD
CAN THINK OF THINGS AND THEY HAPPEN/WHEN HE IS IN A BAD MOOD
AN OLD WOMAN CALLED & PUT A HEX ON HER OVER THE PHONE/SINCE THEN
PLOTTING AGAINST HER/NOT SURE WHY BUT THEY ARE DIFFERENT TO HER
FEELS SOMEONE'S BEEN WATCHING HIM BUT NO ONE'S THERE WHEN HE
SOMEONE IS PLOTTING AGAINST ME TO INTERFERE WITH MY LEGAL CAREER
OTHERS MAY BE TRYING TO HURT OR POISON OR ROB HIM
PT BELIEVES SHE IS BEING WATCHED OR SPIED ON
CAN TELL THINGS ARE GOING TO HAPPEN BEFORE THEY HAPPEN
PT BELIEVES THERAPIST IS OUT TO GET HER/SABOTAGE ME MENTALLY/I

DESCRIPTION OF SELECTED DELUSION - LINE 2
ME/THREW MAGIC ON ME/ENOUGH TO MAKE ME SICK/ATTACKED BY CRABS
INFO. SOMEONE IS TAMPERING W/MAIL. THE POSTMAN HAS BEEN PT OF.
HAVE TO HURT HIM/NEIGHBOR FOLLOWS AND SPYS ON ME
IN IT/IT WILLS MY BODY TO DO CERTAIN THINGS
TO LURE YOU DOWN THE STREET AND YOU RETURN TO THE APT
COMMENTATOR ON TV SAID "BROWN BRONZES RED AND THE YELLOW"
YOU UP FROM YOUR FAMILY/THEY'RE JUST LIKE FAMILY BREAKERS
THOUGHTS IF IT FEELS RIGHT/CONTROLLED BY GOD'S THOUGHT THROUGH ME
MIND/TAKING GOOD THOUGHTS OUT OF MY MIND
CAN READ THRU ME/CAN SEE THRU ME THRU MY STOMACH
THOUGHTS/SHE HASN'T EXPERIENCED IT SINCE/BELIEVES IT DID HAPPEN
IT MEANT THAT I WAS DEAD/MY BODY DEPARTED FROM MY SPIRIT
COULD SUM THEM UP AS A PERSON/WHAT WAS GOING ON IN THEIR LIVES
OUT OF EVERYTHING/SAID THEY WERE GOING TO RUN ME OUT
TO WORK FOR THE DEPT OF JUSTICE BECAUSE I CAN PREDICT THE FUTURE
STILL CARE ABOUT YOUR OWN PARTNER BUT NO OTHERS/MY SPECIAL GIFT
INVOLVED IN AS A CHILD/VOICES ARE SPIRITS
ME THINGS/I DIED AND THEY BROUGHT ME BACK
PUBLISHED, I WOULD BE A VERY IMPORTANT PERSON.
ACTIONS ARE NOT MY OWN/THEY ARE HIS THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS
THE OLDEST VOICE I HAVE/WHEN I SEE COLOR PURPLE TAKE AS WARNING
CARS/EVERYWHER I TURN MY BACK THERE THEY ARE/SOMETIMES THEY WALK
GOOD FOR PEOPLE TO SINGLE ME OUT/COME TO ME WITH A PROBLEM
WALKING DOWN THE STREET I THINK SOMEONE IS GOING TO JUMP ME
DK WHY/NOT FOR NEGATIVE REASONS/B/C OF THIS I STAY FROM KITCHEN
SO SHE WOULD BE ANNOYED & THEN LEAVE THE APARTMENT BUILDING
SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS TO HIM/THINK OF BINGO NUMBERS/THEY COME UP
BAD THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING IN HER LIFE

EXAMPLE SPYING
LOOK AT YOU ALL DAY/DO IT TO A LOT OF PEOPLE
ALL THEM AT NEW PROSPECTS/STAFF & PTS AT NEW PROSPECTS
THINK MY BR-IN-LAW HAS BEEN WATCHING ME.
JAMIE-GUARDIAN/FRANK MURPHY-PA BROUGHT ME GOOD NEWS.
JUST BELIEVE PEOPLE WERE SPYING ON ME & COULDN'T SEE
IN MY JOB/FEELING SOMEONE LOOKING OVER MY SHOULDER
THOUGHT PEOPLE WATCHING ME/SO THEY COULD SEND ME BACK
I THOUGHT PEOPLE WERE LOOKING INTO MY APARTMENT WINDOW.
THINK MARVIN HAS HAD SOME FRIENDS ARND SPYING ON ME
GOVT IS OUT TO KILL ME IN MODERN FASHION
BROTHER, MOTHER & SISTER ARE SPYING ON ME
THE POLICE GOING BY W/THEIR SIRENS ON FOR NO REASON
SEEMED LIKE WHEREVER I WALK S'ONES WATCHING ME
S'TIMES THEY HAVEN'T BEEN DOING IT TOO OFTEN
I WRITE LETTERS TO CLINTON/SOMEONE WATCHING/SECRET SVC
WALK DOWN HALL/GET A CREEPY FEELING SOMEONE'S WATCHING
BR-IN-LAW/THAT'S HOW I GOT ARRESTED/HE THREW ME OUT
I FELT LIKE PEOPLE WERE SPYING ON ME IN PRISON/INMATES
ALWAYS/LIKE SECURITY AND MANAGERS AT WORK ARE WATCHING
DR TRIED TO MURDER ME/SHE'S WATCHING ME THRU THE SYSTEM
AFTER TELLING POLICE ABT A GUY/THOUGHT GUY COME AFTER
I GUESS B/C MY CO TOLD LISA I WAS SEEING S'ONE ELSE
S'TIMES I FEEL THAT I'M PROBABLY JUST PARANOID
WHEN I WALK OVER HERE I SEE THE SAME CARS
WHEN UP IN MY ROOM/WEIRD FEELING THAT'S ALL/A FEELING
SOMEONE TOUCHES ME AND WAKES ME UP/THINK THEY'RE SPYING
GUY WHO TRIED TO KILL ME HIS FAMILY IS WATCHING
SHE WANTS TO CATCH ME DOING S'THING WRONG/WANTS ME GONE
I LOOK OUT THE DOOR & IN THE VAN THERE'S A REFLECTION
MO & WI MAY BE SPYING ON ME TO SEE IF I'M DOING OK
FELT WINDOW WAS BIGGER/ANYONE COULD LOOK IN/OBSERVED
I FEARED DSS WORKER WAS WATCHING ME FROM OUTSIDE
WHEN CURTAINS OPEN FEEL PEOPLE WATCHING ME
FEELS GUARDS WATCH HIM & TRY TO GET INTO TROUBLE
I GO SOMEWHERE & SOMEBODY ALWAYS SAYS THEY SEEN ME.
SEEMS LIKE SOMEONE WAS OUT TO HURT ME/ANYBODY
NE SPY TO FIND OUT IF STILL GETTING HIGH
PEOPLE COME ARND HIM/LOOK/STAFF WATCHES HIM
OVER THE RADIO/FLASHES OF LIGHT/I DON'T KNOW
THERESA FROM HIS FAN CLUB/BONNIE JANITOR ON 9TH FLOOR
DA & SO-IN-LAW HAVE GONE THRU HER THINGS TO CK FOR DRGS
EVERYBODY HERE AT WORK STARING AT ME/SPYING ON ME
CONTRACTOR WAS WATCHING TO MAKE SURE WE WERE DOING JOB
TELEPHONE WORKER OUTSIDE STARING INTO WINDOW
PEOPLE, PARENTS & GF SITTING OUTSIDE WAITING
PEOPLE WATCHING OUT OF CONCERN/THAT HE DOESN'T DO DRUGS

EXAMPLE OF FOLLOWING
SAME AS BEFORE/THAT'S WHY I HAVE TO PROTECT MYSELF
WHEN I TURN A CORNER THEY ARE RIGHT THERE BEHIND ME
CAROLYN WAS FOLLOWING ME/TOLD HER TO STOP FOLLOWING
EVERYTIME I TURNED ARND SOMEONE AT MICA WAS CKING ON ME
I WAS BEING FOLLOWED/GENTLEMEN IN A CAR APPROACHED ME
ROB/HE'S SEEING WHERE I'M GOING LIKE I'M A KID
GUY GOT ROBBED/I THINK HE'S FOLLOWING ME & HE'S MAD
ALL THE PEOPLE ON 3D/THE PRISONERS & STAFF
THE POLICE FOLLOWING ME BECAUSE OF NARCOTICS
SOMETIMES PEOPLE WATCH ME IF NOT DOING WHAT SUPPOSED TO
IN VAN GOING SOMEWHERE/THERE WAS A VAN BEHIND
WHEN I WALK DOWN THE STREET IT SEEMS LIKE IT
JENNIFER WAS HAVING SOME PEOPLE FOLLOW ME
DR WHITLEY @ UMMC/MY BR/MO & SIS/DEPT OF SOC SERV/LAWYR
SAW MY ADOPTED FA B/C HE WAS OUT TO GET ME
WAS FOLLOWED AT WSH BY ANOTHER PT/WANTED TO WALK W/ME
DOWNSTAIRS IN SOCIAL CTR/THOUGHT PEOPLE COMING AFTER ME
I GOT PARANOID FEELINGS THAT SOMEONE WAS THERE
MY BOSSES WIFE/FOLLOWING AROUND CHECKING ON US
WALKING DOWN STREET/FELT LIKE SOMEONE WAS FOLLOWING ME
WHEN WENT TO WORCESTER FELT LIKE PEOPLE FOLLOWING ME
WALKING TO VIDEO PLACE/GUY BEHIND ME FOLLOWED IN STORE
SCARED THAT WERE ALWAYS BEING WATCHED B/C XHU STALKING
THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT WOULD LIKE TO SHORTEN POPULATION
BELIEVED EX-HU (IN JAIL) HAS S'THING TO DO W/MY LIFE
WALKING DOWN MAIN ST/EARLY IN MORNING/THOUGHT SAW S'ONE
WHEN I WAS GOING TO SCHOOL/I THOUGHT S'ONE WAS FOLLOWNG
WHEN WALKING IN ST & SOBER GET PARANOID/PEOPLE FOLLOWNG
DOWN THE STREET & TO STRC/PEOPLE I HURT/RELATIVES
EX-BF FOLLOWS HER WHEN SHE LEAVES HOUSE.
IN THE CAR/KEEPING AN EYE OUT ON ME/FRIEND OR MAFIA
HE'S NOT REALLY SURE THEY'RE FOLLOWING HIM/SEE'S THEM
I CAN'T REALLY PINPOINT IT OR PLACE IT/A FEELING.
PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW WHERE HE LIVES & WHAT HE'S DOING
PEOPLE FROM PITTSBURGH FOLLOW HIM TO DIFF STATES
YEAH,THAT KEITH GUY/I THINK HE FOLLOWS ME AROUND
PT BELIEVES PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING & TALKING ABOUT HER
FELT POLICE WERE FOLLOWING HIM OR UNDER SURVEILLANCE
A GRATEFUL DEAD/THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE FOLLOWING HIM

EXAMPLE OF BEING EXPERIMENTED ON
ALL THESE OLD FUCKED UP DRUGS THAT THEY KEEP GIVING ME
THINK WESTERN MO IS A TESTING PLACE FOR DRUGS
DRS ARE EXPERIMENTING ON PT W/DRUGS & BEING PD BY GOV'T
KNOW YOU'RE TESTING ME/I DK WHAT YOU'RE DOING W/INFO
SHOT THEY GAVE ME/WESTERN M. MADE ME LOSE ALOT WEIGHT
LIKE I WAS WALING ARND IN MY MODULE/CASEWKER WATCHING
PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME TO STORE/SEE WHAT I BOUGHT
WITH TRUMAN THEY WANT TO DO THOSE UPPER GI THINGS
CASEWKR/PSYCH WONDER IF THER'RE GETTING INFO
I KINDA THINK THAT THE EVIL FORCES ARE TESTING ME
PSYCHIATRIC DRUGS/I'M USED AS A GUINEA PIG TO HELP PTS
FELT LIKE SOMEONE WAS TRYLING TO OPEN ME UP
ON THE JOB/SUPERVISORS PULLED US OFF 1ST SHIFT/PUT 2ND
DID SOME TESTS ON ME AT U MASS/DIDN'T TELL ME WHAT FOR
B/C CHERNOPAL BLEW UP/TOO MUCH RADIATION IN THE AIR
IN HOSP/HOLDING ME THERE/EXPERIMENTING ON ME TO MAKE $
FEELS JUDGE IS TESTING TO SEE HOW MUCH HE CAN TAKE
SLIGHTLY-DOCTORS AT ST FRANCIS PUT ME ON MEDS
AT DETOX THEY GAVE HIM MEDS BUT DIDN'T TELL HIM WHAT
STRANGE THINGS BEEN HAPPENING/TAKE LITTLE MEDS AT TIME
GIVEN TOO MUCH THORAZINE/SWITCHED TO CLOZEZIL

EXAMPLE OF PLOTTING
FEEL LIKE JANE IS TESTING ME TO SEE HOW MUCH I'LL TAKE
HURT ME THRU THE MEDS/IF THEY CAN KEEP YOU ON THE MEDS
PEOPLE ARE TESTING ME TO SEE HOW ANGRY I'LL GET
WASN'T INVVOLVED WITH CRACK COCAINE/SI & FR INFLUENCED
WHEN THEY BE WATCHING ME IT SEEMS THEY WANT TO HURT ME
OVER AT ROBINSON HOUSE/MARTINA & WANDA TRY TO POISON ME
THINK THE CASEWORKER IS TRYING TO SET ME UP MENTALLY
FELT THAT MY BABY'S DADDY WAS GONNA HURT ME & MY BABY
STILL THINK JERRY IS/JUST FOR REVENGE PURPOSES
KNOW THAT SOMEONE IS TRYING TO GET ME OUT OF MY JOB
MY HU'S TRYING TO HURT ME/THINGS HE DOES
BELIEVE THAT WHILE I WAS IN LIBERTY/PEOPLE OUT GET ME
DR WHITLEY WAS THREATENING ME THRU MENTAL HEALTH SYSTEM
TRYING TO GET ME OUT OF MY MO'S HSE AWAY FROM MY MO
THOUGHT DR PADILLA WAS TRYING TO HURT ME/CAN'T EXPLAIN
GOV'T PUTTING RADIATION IN PEOPLE'S MEDICATION
X-FINACEE IS TRYING TO FIND HER TO HURT HER
BF'S GF WAS THERE/CONCERNED THAT COFFEE MIGHT BE POISON
WORK/BLACK BALLED/FA'S GF PLOTTING AGAINST FAM TO GET $
FELT OLD RMM (HEATHER) COMING TO FIGHT WITH HER
EX-GF IS GETTING BACK AT ME BY HURTING ME EMOTIONALLY
GOD TELLS ME TO HURT SELF/GOD TRYING TO HURT ME
WELFARE/GOING TO COURT FOR FRAUD/HAPPENED 10YRS AGO
INVOLVED IN A DIFFICULT SITUATION/RATHER THAN NOT SHARE
OLD SOCIAL WORKER THAT GIRL'S HAD FELT GIRLS WERE FINE
I KNOW FOR A FACT THEY WERE. THEY PROVED IT.
BELIEVED LYNN WAS TRYING TO DAMAGE CAREER
NE IS PLOTTING AGST HER/TALKS BEHIND HER BACK
PLOTTING/NEW NEIGHBORS CAN HEAR THEM TALKING & WONDERS
I THINK PEOPLE DON'T LIKE WHAT I'VE GOT/FRIENDS
WHEN GET LIQUID MED/STRANGE THINGS HAPPEN TO BODY
PEOPLE TRY TO MAKE THINGS MORE DIFFICULT FOR HIM
GAVE SOMEONE SOMETHING/THEY WENT FROM COLD & INDIFFERNT
THOUGHT MY ROOMMATE WAS POISONING MY FOOD
DRUG FRIEND GOT ARRESTED & SUB WAS WORRIED MIGHT SET UP

EXAMPLE OF MIND READING
HE KNOWS ME SO WELL/HE JUST KNOWS WHAT I'M THINKING
THEY'RE TRYING/THE DRS ARE TRYING TO DICK YOUR MIND
JUST ABT EVERYBODY IN MY MODULE/LIKE READING MY MIND
TOLD EVERYONE AT THE BLDG HOME THAT I'M "OFF"
KINDA FEEL LIKE EVIL SPIRITS ARE MONITORING ME
AARON & ME ARE LINKED/FROM KNOWING EACH OTHER SO WELL
WAS OFFERED A COKE IN CAR/I WANTED ONE DIDN'T ASK
GOD/WHEN I'M LISTENING TO THE RADIO/THEY CAN READ MINDS
PEOPLE/THINK ABT THINGS PEOPLE RESPOND TO WHAT THINKING
S'TIMES OVER THE RADIO/I THINK ABT S'THING & IT COMES
LOTS OF TIME LOOK INTO HIS EYES/KNOW WHAT HE'S FEELING

EXAMPLE OF HEARING OTHERS THOUGHTS
IT'S ALL IN THE EYE CONTACT/I CAN SENSE IT NOT HEAR IT
WHEN I FELT LIKE BLANCHE WAS ANGRY WITH ME.
IF I'M NEXT TO THEM I CAN TELL WHAT THEIR THINKING
CAN HEAR OTHERS THOUGHTS/JUST ABOUT ANYBODY
S'TIMES I KNOW WHAT PEOPLE ARE GOING TO SAY BEFORE SAID
HAVE HEARD VOICES/DON'T FEEL I CAN READ THEM
IN A ROUNDABOUT WAY/KNEW MARY'S SON NEEDED MONEY
SAME PEOPLE/I KNEW WHAT THEY WERE SAYING/AND DOING
DOG ON STREET/I TOLD DOG TO GET OUT OF STREET
SOMETHING BY THE WAY PEOPLE LOOK AT ME/CAN HEAR THINKNG
KNOW WHAT PEOPLE ARE GOING TO SAY BEFORE THEY SAY IT
CAN HEAR OTHER PEOPLE'S THOUGHTS/TELEPATHY
I SEE THEM MOVE THEIR LIPS & I CAN HEAR THEM
KNOWS BF WELL ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT HE'S THINKING.
TODAY I KNOW WHAT SOME GIRL WAS GOING TO SAY
SOMETIMES THEY LOOK AT ME STRANGE/CAN HEAR THEM PLOTTIN
MENTAL HEALTH WORKERS/HEAR THEM TALKING ABT SETTING UP
WHEN I SAW MY MO THIS MORNING/COULD ALMOST HEAR THINKNG
HE CAN DO IT TO OTHER PEOPLE/THEY CAN DO IT TO HIM
RON & I WILL SAY SOMETHING AT THE SAME TIME
WHEN CONCENTRATING CAN FEEL HER PULL HIM

EXAMPLE OF OTHERS HEARING YOUR THOUGHTS
FEED WAS ON THE RAIL/THEY DIDN'T ANNOUNCE IT
IF I CONCENTRATE HARD ENOUGH I CAN PUT THOUGHT IN MINDS
PEOPLE ARE ACTING ON MY THOUGHTS/CAN TELL BY THERE FACE
IT'S LIKE TELEPATHY/THINK THEY CAN B/C I HEAR THEIRS
CASE WORKER S'TIMES CAN TELL/HE KNOWS WHAT I'M THINKING
THINK THAT MY COUNSELOR CAN SEE THAT I'M LYING
B/C THEY'RE SO PISSED OFF AT ME/FA CAN HEAR HER THOUGHT
IF I SAY S'THING IN MY MIND THE PEOPLE NEXT DOOR HEAR
S'TIMES/HAD A LOBOTOMY/PUT MICROPHONE IN YOUR HEAD
WHEN YOU CALL OUT TO PEOPLE THEY CAN HEAR ME

EXAMPLE OF BEING UNDER CONTROL OF OTHERS
ONCE WHEN I TOOK THORAZENE/I WAS SO DRUGGY
FEEL LIKE CAN'T DO ANYTHING W/O THEM TELLING ME WHAT/DO
S'TIMES KID VOICE THAT COMES ARND/HE'S REAL
WHEN UNDER INFLUENCE OF DRUGS/FEEL SATAN IS IN CONTROL
SPIRITUALITY/IS GOD/NOT UNDER TO CONTROL/IN CONTROL
FEEL PRESSURED TO DO SOMETHING W/THE HOUSE BY ED
ONLY WHEN I'M USING/CAUSE I DO RIDICULOUS STUFF
LIKE RT NOW/SHE WON'T GO AWAY/CONTROLLING ME(CRYSTAL)
S'TIMES I FEEL LIKE GOD IS ALLOWING SATAN TO TORMENT ME
MAE/WHEN SHE SAID JUMP I JUMPED/HITTING ON ME/FLASHBACK
FEEL SOMETHING IS WORKING ON ME/TRYING TO TAKE ME OVER
SOME OF THE THINGS I THINK LIKE HURTING SOMEONE
I FEEL I HAVE A NARROW WINDOW OF CONTROL
DR HOBART/I WENT TO GET MED TO SLEEP/UNDER HER CONTROL
PEOPLE COULD RULE ME/CONTROLLING ME/MENTALLY/PHYSICALLY
DISASSOCIATE/"I SHUT DOWN & S'THING TAKES OVER"
GOD IS CONTROLLING MY THOUGHTS & ACTIONS
EVERYONE IS TRYING TO CONTROL ME/HELPING ME GET BETTER
BELIEVS GOD CONTROLS ACTIONS/THOUGHTS FOR EVERYONE.
AZZI TRYING TO POISON ME/MAYBE PUT VOODOO/NOT SURE
COULD NOT SAY THINGS HE WANTED AT AN INTERVIEW
WHEN GETS REAL ANGRY FEELS LIKE SHE BLANKS OUT
S'TIMES I THINK SATAN IS TRYING TO CONTROL
CONTROLLED BY OUTSIDE SOURCE/SATAN OR DEMONS
BEING POSSESSED BY THE DEVIL/FELT S'THING COME OUT BODY
AT GRATEFUL DEAD PEOPLE THROWING THOUGHTS IN HIS HEAD

EXAMPLE OF THOUGHTS BEING INSERTED
HAVE NO INTENTION OF GOING OUT & KILLING SOMEONE
I THINK THE VOICES I HEAR IN MY HEAD LIKE MOTHER & GRMO
WHEN I'M USING/THAT CRACK IS PUTTING THOUGHTS IN MIND
PEOPLE COME VISIT ME ALL THE TIME IN MY CELL AT NIGHT
EVERYBODY AT BLDG HOME TRIED TO PUT THEIR MINDS IN MINE
BELIEVE THAT SATAN PUT'S THOUGHTS IN YOUR MIND
LAST NIGHT THE THOUGHT POPS INTO MY MIND TO HURT S'ONE
JUST THREW IT RIGHT INTO MY HEAD/CONFUSED/LOSE CONTROL
GOD/IT'S JUST NOT MY OWN WAS OF THINKING OR DOING
LYNN PUT THOUGHTS IN HIS MIND/THAT HE WAS A PT
OUTSIDE FORCES ARE PUTTING THOUGHTS IN MY MIND
"WHEN I'M SLEEPING VOICES BE TALKING TO ME/IN MY MIND"
WHEN UPSET FEELS REAL EVIL LIKE A MONSTER

EXAMPLE OF THOUGHTS BEING STOLEN
MAN IS NOT THE MOST POWERFUL THING DOWN HERE(ON EARTH)
LAST NIGHT/SHE STARTED GETTING STUFF OUT OF MY MIND
DIFFERENT PTS & PEOPLE THAT WORK AT BLDG HOME HAVE
MACHINES/TO CHECK ELECTRODES IN YOUR BRAIN
DK IF THEY WERE STOLEN BUT THEY WERE GONE
WHEN PERSON STARTED TALKING/LAUGHING I FELT LESS HUMAN
I START HEARING VOICES ABT WHAT I'M THINKING
TALKING ON THE PHONE/PERSON SAID WHAT WAS ON MY MIND
PEOPLE WHO KNOW WITCHCRAFT & DEAL W/DEMONS
LYNN TRIED TO TAKE THOUGHT AWAY FROM HIM/MUSIC CAREER
PEOPLE NEXT DOOR ARE STEALING MY THOUGHTS
AT SCHOOL FEELS OTHER CAN ENTER HER MIND
"DK WHO OR WHAT OR HOW, BUT THEY BE DOIN IT"

EXAMPLE OF MESSAGES SENT
ST THINGS JUST HIT/NOW & THEN I GET THINGS OUT OF MUSIC
THEY TALK ABOUT THINGS I HAVE DONE IN LAST 4 OR 5 YEARS
SO INTO IT THAT FELT LIKE PEOPLE ON TV STICK HEAD OUT
WATCH TV/I'M FEELING WHAT THE MOVIE IS/LIKE EVIL
LISTEN TO RADIO/TELLS ME TO KEEP PEACE/READ MATTHEW
SOMETIMES THINK SUBLIMINAL PROJECT JUST FOR ME
I WAS UPSET/FELT BETTER CUZ I WATCHED THE MOVIE
TV & RADIO SAYING THING RELATED TO ME SPECIFICALLY
SOMETIMES THE TV OR RADIO SENDS ME MESSAGES
HEAR THINGS ON RADIO OR TV THAT REVOLVED AROUND MY LIFE
I THINK CERTAIN COMEDY SHOWS ARE MAKING JOKES ABOUT ME
HEARS A VOICE ON THE RADIO THAT ALSO IS IN HIS DREAMS
TV PROGRAMS/I THOUGHT THEY WERE A MESSAGE TO ME
BELIEVE SONGS ON RADIO HAVE SPECIAL MEANING
A SONG CAME ON (THE RADIO) WHEN RON & I HAD A FIGHT
E.R. LAST NIGHT/TELEPORTED INTO EMERGENCY ROOM

EXAMPLE OF STRANGE FORCES
I'M PART OF A MAGIC COMMUNITY & STUFF LIKE THAT GOES ON
SOMETHING MOVING UP, DOWN, AROUND IN VISION/NICE FEELNG
IT'S NOT SOMEONE/HAVE DAYDREAMS/VISIONS OF THINGS
TOO MANY ELECTRIC AIR WAVES B/C OF NEW POWER PLANT
WITCHCRAFT/CRYSTAL SUMMONS DEMONS TO HAUNT ME
HYPNOTISM IS POSSIBILITY/FEEL IT TRYING TO COME INTO ME
DR HYPNOTIZES YOU BY MEDICINE/MAKES YOU TALK ABT PROBS
HYPNOTIZED/COUNSELOR PUT HER UNDER HYPNOSIS
FACE SWELLED/SOMEONE PUT A VOODOO CURSE ON ME
WHEN I WENT OUT OTHER DAY/THEY DON'T WANT ME TALK ABOUT
BELIEVES A GREATER FORCE OF BEING INFLUENCED BEHAVIOR
FIRE, SPARKS & RAINDROPS COME IN & OUT OF MY BODY/MAGIC
SINCE STARTED TAKING NEW MEDICINE/STRANGE THINGS HAPPEN
LIKE I WAS POSSESSED/SOMETHING SQUEEZING MY HEAD W/HAND

EXAMPLE OF WORTHLESS FEELINGS
COULDN'T HANDLE WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH/DEPRESSED
UNABLE TO WORK/WORTHLESS BECAUSE NOT FULLY FUNCTIONAL
I DO MISCHIEVIOUS THINGS/POKING FUN OR GET BACK S'ONE
DK/NOT BEING PUNISHED/DON'T KNOW WHY FEELS THAT WAY
THAT'S WHY WENT TO HOSPITAL/FLASHBACKS ABOUT ABUSE
FELT PRETTY SHITTY/DEPRESSED/I WAS IN JAIL
FIGHT W/GF/SHE MISCARRIED MY SON/FEEL GUILTY/KILLED SON
FEEL WORTHLESS/BEING IN HERE AND THIS TROUBLE
FEEL GUILTY CAUSE I STOLE MOM'S WEDDING RINGS/2 PURSES
CAUSE I AIN'T WORKING RIGHT NOW/WORTHLESS
I ALWAYS FEEL GUILTY/I WAS RAISED CATHOLIC
I FEEL PRETTY WORTHLESS WHEN I'M DEPRESSED
HAVE DEPRESSION, ANGER & HEAR VOICES/GET MIGRAINES
SINFUL/NOT GOING TO CHURCH/SIN NOT TO WORK FOR WHAT GET
NOT ABLE TO GET OVER POWER/FORCES OF EVIL AGAINST ME
FEEL LIKE THAT EVERYDAY/KNOW I'M NOT GOING TO DO RIGHT
JUST FOR THE LAST TWO WEEKS/I DON'T FEEL LIKE NOTHING
WORTHLESS/COULDN'T GET UP AND DO MUCH MYSELF AGAIN
FRANK TELLS ME EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT/I'M WORTHLESS
EVERYDAY I FEEL WORTHLESS, SINFUL AND GUILTY
SITUATION I'M IN/PUTTING MYSELF HERE/GUILT
WORTHLESS/LOWEST SCUM ON EARTH/WAS DEPRESSED/SUICIDAL
UPSET ABOUT BEING ABLE TO GET THINGS STRAIGHTENED OUT
HOPELESS/NOT WORKING/GUILTY/NOT TAKING CARE OF FAMILY
GUILTY ABOUT BUYING AND SELLING STOLEN GOODS
GOING THROUGH SOME CHANGES/WORTHLESS/NOTHING HAPPENING
REALLY DEPRESSED/HAVE TO ASK PEOPLE TO DO THINGS FOR ME
WHEN MY MANIC DEP KICKS ON/WHEN I GET NERVOUS
NOT BEING ABLE TO GET ANYTHING ACCOMPLISHED
IF HADN'T GOTTEN MENTALLY ILL WOULD STILL BE W/FAMILY
WORTHLESS/NOT MAKING ANY MONEY/NOT CONTRIBUTING
FELT BUMMED OUT/DIDN'T WANT TO GO TO WORK
THINGS JUST DON'T HAPPEN RIGHT/FEEL WORTHLESS
DURING JANUARY FEELING EMPTY & WORTHLESS/SAME REASONS
FELT INADEQUATE/NO CAREER/NO GOAL/DK WHAT I WANT
WORTHLESS/WHEN WASN'T MESSED UP/FEEL BETTER WHEN HIGH
WORTHLESS/HOPELESS/TIRED AND AT THE END OF MY ROPE
A LOT GOING ON W/SISTERS/BORED/DEPRESSED ALL THE TIME
I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING FOR MYSELF OR SOCIETY
I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING B/C I FEEL WORTHLESS
WASN'T FEELING GOOD/WAS NEGATIVE/THINKING I'M NO GOOD
DOING GOOD NOT DRINKING/WENT BEHING MO'S BACK/GOT DRUNK
I'M THE REASON BAD THINGS HAPPEN IN WORLD(REALLY DON'T)
ALWAYS FEEL THAT WAY/WORTHLESS/I DON'T HAVE A LIFE
FLASHBACKS/ANXIETY B/C WHAT HAPPENED TO ME/WHAT I DID
I HAD TO GO TO HOSPITAL/SCREWS MY KIDS UP
GETTING WORSE & WORSE BECAUSE I'M NOT DRIVING
FEEL LIKE SHIT/TRY TO ACCOMPLISH THINGS/BACKFIRES ON ME
HIGH SOMETIMES/COME DOWN/FEEL GUILTY/THINGS SAY AND DO
DOESN'T FEEL GOOD WHERE HE'S AT/GUILTY ABOUT PAST
B/C EVERYTHING IS NOT GOING RIGHT/I'M NOT SUCCESSFUL
PROBLEMS WITH FAMILY TELLING STORIES TO KIDS/FEEL GUILT
WATCHED NE WHILE SI WENT SHOPLIFTING/SI GOT ARRESTED
FEEL SINFUL B/C I HAD TO DO LITTLE THINGS WHEN BROKE
GUILTY/KIDS W/DSS/WORTHLESS AS MO B/C DON'T HAVE KIDS
WORTHLESS/GUILTY/CAN'T DO THINGS I'M SUPPOSED TO
USELESS DUE TO ILLNESS/UNABLE TO DO THINGS
WORTHLESS/DIDN'T HAVE BIG ENOUGH JOB/FELT BELITTLED
DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO W/SELF/DK WHY FEEL WORTHLESS
FEELING WORTHLESS/CAN'T DO ANYTHING/CAN'T WORK
COULDN'T DO WHAT I WANTED TO DO/WORK ETC.
I HAVE MENTAL ILLNESS/THE VOICES MAKE ME FEEL THAT WAY
WHEN DEPRESSED FEEL THAT MY EXISTENCE IS POINTLESS
WORTHLESS A FEW TIMES/THINGS HAVEN'T BEEN GOING RIGHT
B/C OF THE LIFE I'M LEADING AND THE DRUGS
GUILTY/WORTHLESS/B/C OF THE WAY MY LIFE HAS GONE
STUCK IN CELL/PUNISHED FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S WRONG DOING
GUILTY/AFTER 4 YEARS OF BEING SOBER I DRANK FOR 2 DAYS
I FELT GUILTY/I THINK ABOUT MY PAST/WRONG THINGS I DID
GUILTY B/C I DON'T HAVE EITHER ONE OF MY CHILDREN
CAN'T DO THINGS OTHER PEOPLE DO/I OBSERVE
WORTHLESS/GUILTY/EVERYTHING I DO IS NOT ENOUGH
GUILTY/NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO KEEP CUSTODY OF CHILDREN
FEEL TIRED IN A.M./HEADACHES/STOMACH ACHES
GUILTY/BEING AT FRIEND'S HOUSE WHEN MO WANTED HER HOME
NOTHING WENT RIGHT/CAN'T LIVE UP TO PEOPLES' EXPECTATNS
WORTHLESS/SHE CARES ABT 2 PEOPLE/NEITHER WANT COMMITMNT
WAS FEELING DEPRESSED B/C OF EMOTIONAL STRESS WITH BF
BEING IN AN AREA I SHOULDN'T BE AROUND/THE POLICE COME
KNEW HE WAS WORTHLESS SINCE BIRTH B/C HE'S BLACK
I FELT A LITTLE GUILTY FOR NOT BEING WITH MY KIDS.
AZZI TRIED TO MAKE ME DO THINGS TO FEEL BAD
I FEEL WORTHLESS/FEEL NO ONE ELSE IS WORSE
MY LIFE HAS NO MEANING/NOT EVERY DAY/IT COMES AND GOES
GUILTY/WORTHLESS/NOBODY PAYS ME ANY MIND/NOBODY CARES
FELT GUILTY ABOUT PROBLEMS THEY ARE HAVING
HAD AN ACCIDENT/WAS IN HOSP/FELT USELESS/LIFE RUINED
HAS NO $/FEELS WORTHLESS/GUILTY/ANGRY/MORE ANGRY
STILL BELIEVES THAT SHE'S WORTHLESS/WORSE THAN ANYONE
GUILTY ABOUT DRUG USE/NOT GETTING ANYTHING FOR BABY
GUILTY/BEING AT NE HOUSE/GETTING PUT OUT OF HER PLACE
DID SOMETHING TO HURT SOMEONE/FEELS BAD ABOUT IT
FEELS HE CAN'T DO ANYTHING/CAN'T STICK TO ANYTHING
I CARRY GUILT AROUND/I'M NOT CONSUMED WITH IT
WORTHLESS/THINGS NOT GOING THE WAY THEY SHOULD
WORTHLESS/I DON'T GET UP IN THE MORNING WITH MY DA
WORTHLESS/THINGS GOING WRONG/CAN'T DO NOTHING ABOUT IT
WORTHLESS BUT I DON'T FEEL I'M THE WORST
I HAD RELAPSED & WAS MISSING FOR 2 WEEKS/FELT HOPELESS
I ALWAYS SINFUL/EVERYTHING I DO/SOMETHING WRONG IN IT
GUILTY FOR STAYING IN ADDICTION/GUILTY FOR MY PAST
DEPRESSION/DON'T CARE WHETHER LIVE OR DON'T/WORTHLESS
SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION/GET HOPELESS FEELING QUITE OFTEN
THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS GETTING BEST OF ME/FEEL WORTHLSS
WHEN VERY DEPRESSED/DIDN'T FEEL LIFE WAS WORTH LIVING
FEEL NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME/PUT ME ON GUILT
EATING DISORDER/SICK EMOTIONALLY WHEN EAT A LOT
FELT LIKE TRYING TO GET A JOB WAS USELESS/FELT WORTHLSS
GOT JOB AS WAITRESS/HAD A DRINK/FELT VERY GUILTY
FEELING GUILTY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO ME/I'M NOT WORST
FELT WORTHLESS BECAUSE SHE WAS REALLY DEPRESSED
I FELT WORTHLESS/I WASN'T GOING TO MAKE IT/OTHERS WORSE
FELT DISGUSTED WITH THINGS/HAS A LOT OF ANGER INSIDE
PT STRUGGLES WITH FEELINGS OF WORTHLESSNESS
BILLS FROM DUI CAME IN/PRESSURE MADE ME FEEL SUICIDAL
BF AND I BROKE UP/IT'S BEEN HURTFUL/I FEEL BAD INSIDE
DEPRESSED AND ANXIOUS/BETTER IN PAST WEEK/PANIC ATTACKS
FEELS HOPELESS AND GUILTY ABOUT HOUSING SITUATION

EXAMPLE OF SPECIAL GIFT/POWERS
GOT ENOUGH SENSE TO JUST STEAL MONEY/TAKE COLD CASH
I WANTED IT TO RAIN/WE MADE IT RAIN FOR COUPLE OF DAYS
PROVED TO FAMILY THAT I COULD GET MY APT/BE RESPONSIBLE
IF HALLUCINATIONS ARE REAL GUESS I'D BE A SPECIAL PERSN
FEEL LIKE I'M GIFTED AT TELEMARKETING/NOT FOR EVERYBODY
SEE THE FUTURE/I BE WORKING/EVERYONE ELSE MAKES MORE
SP GIFT/JUST NEVER COMPLAINED ANYMORE/GIFT BE PEACEFUL
NEED GUIDANCE/MAKE IT TO ANOTHER PLATEAU/HAVE STRENGTH
TALKING TO MINDS/THINK ABOUT THEIR BRAIN/GET TO TALKING
HAD VISION OF NEPHEW IN A HOTEL/SOMEONE KILLING HIM
HAVE 6TH SENSE/PREDICTED L.A. EARTHQUAKE/IT'S DOCUMNTED
POWER OF SEEING THINGS BEFORE IT COMES/IT'S FIRST MIND
STARTED TO SLEEP NAKED/THOUGHT IT WOULD HELP MY SOUL
I FEEL IT OFTEN/I PREDICTED SOME THINGS/COMING TRUE
I'M THE FIRST PERSON IN JACKSON CO IN PSYCH HOSPITAL
DREAMS THAT COME TRUE/IT HAS HAPPENED IN MY FAMILY
I BELIEVE I KNOW WHAT OTHERS ARE THINKING
I'M A RODEO CLOWN/THINGS I DO THAT NO ONE ELSE CAN
I LOOK AT SOMETHING AND CAN LEARN HOW TO DO IT RIGHT
A CARING GIFT/I SEEM TO SHOW UP WHEN PEOPLE NEED ME
95% OF TIME MY WRITING AS GOOD AS PROFESSIONALS
SPECIAL GIFTS/POWERS THAT I HAVE WITH MY LEFT PALM
I HAVE A TALENT IN MUSIC/I CAN PLAY INSTRUMENTS WELL
I COULD OPERATE A MACHINE & OTHER TEMPS COULDN'T
START HEARING THINGS THAT NO ONE ELSE CAN HEAR
WITH ANIMALS/HAVEN'T MET A DOG WHO DOESN'T LIKE ME
GIFTED BY GOD TO HELP MENTALLY ILL, ALCOHOLIC & ADDICTS
VERY MORAL PERSON/MORE THAN OTHERS/NEVER HURT ANYONE
HAVE SPECIAL SENSE/CAN SENSE THINGS BEFORE THEY HAPPEN
WITCHERY/NATIVE AMER & LATINO WOMEN PRACTICE WITCHERY
FEEL THAT I'M GIFTED/SPECIAL GIFT TO TALK TO PEOPLE
GET DELUSIONAL/TELL DR I HAVE SPECIAL INSIGHT
I STARTED A LOOM CLASS/LEARNED TO USE IT VERY QUICKLY
EGO/CONFIDENCE IN SELF TO DO ANYTHING I WANT
LIFTING STUFF/PICKED UP FRIEND WHO WEIGHT 140 POUNDS
I THINK I AM AN ESPECIALLY GIFTED PERSON WITH MY HANDS
FEELS SHE HAS A GIFT FOR WORKING WITH ELDERLY
BEST AT DOING THINGS/STILL BELIEVE/OTHERS SHARE BELIEF
SPECIAL B/C SHE HAS TO DEAL WITH MANY ADVERSE SITUATION
TELEPATHY WITH ANIMALS/THEY MOVE THEIR EARS AND LOOK
HELP WITH TEENAGERS/ESPECIALLY THOSE IN A GANG
FELT HE HAD ABILITY TO DO THINGS W/O BEING TOLD
SPECIAL OF PRECOGNITION/OUTER BODY EXPERIENCES
I KNOW A FEW THINGS A LOT OF PEOPLE DON'T/SPECIAL POWER
GRANDIOSE THOUGHT/PAUL MEYER MEANS JESUS CHRIST
PREDICT WHAT PEOPLE WILL SAY/OUT THINK THEM
CAN THINK ABOUT THINGS & MAKE THEM HAPPEN
HAS OJ HOTLINE/FEELS OTHERS COULD NOT HAVE DONE THAT
POWER WITHIN HIS SOUL/CAN CONTROL SOUND WAVES
HAS BEEN ABLE TO TELL WHEN THINGS ARE GOING TO HAPPEN
ESPECIALLY IMPORTANT/ABLE TO HELP OTHERS THRU PRAYER

EXAMPLE OF CHANGE IN BODY
MY IMMUNE SYSTEM IS ALL BROKE DOWN/I'M NOT HEALING
LIGAMENTS IN SHOULDERS VERY SORE/UNLOADING TRUCKS
DON'T FEEL THE SAME/MY BODY HURTS/FEEL LIKE BEAT UP
LEGS & ARMS/FEEL A WEIRD BUZZ THROUGH MY ARM
HEADACHES/BACK IN HOSPITAL/THINGS SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL
DRS DON'T BELIEVE I HAVE SEIZURES/THINKS I'M LYING
CAN'T COMMUNICATE WITH THERAPIST (NURSE)
DON'T BELIEVE DRS ABOUT LEUKEMIA SIDE EFFECT
HAD SEVERE ANXIETY ATTACK/THOUGHT I HAD HEART PROBLEMS
BEEN SICK/PHYSICALLY SICK/DON'T CARE FOR SELF
DR SAID I WASN'T PREGNANT AND I KNEW I WAS
HAD AN ACHE IN MY NECK & CHEST/DR COULDN'T FIND REASON
CAN'T THINK AS MUCH AS BEFORE/CAN'T CHANGE IDEAS
I GET SHARP PAINS IN MY FEET & PAINS IN MY LEGS
NOSE GREW/FUMES AT WORK ARE SWELLING HER NOSE
ARM IS NOT WORKING PROPERLY SINCE BEING BURNED
GAINED WEIGHT SINCE NOT GETTING HIGH/CAN THINK BETTER
FEELING LIKE SHE WAS PREGNANT/THEY SAY SHE'S NOT
I DIDN'T HAVE MY PERIOD/DOCTOR SAID IT WAS STRESS
BACK PAIN/CHIROPRACTOR TOLD HIM SPINE IS NOT STRAIGHT
BECAUSE OF DIABETES/DON'T TAKE CARE OF SELF
IN HOSPITAL/TESTING FOR A CYST/MEDICALLY UNSURE

EXAMPLE OF OTHER DELUSION
I AM BABY LEVITIUS/GOING TO SEE MY FA/PUT IN CASKET
CAME OUT OF BODY/SAW THE OTHER EARTH & KINGDOM OF GOD
BELIEVE MAMA WOULD HELP ME EVEN THOUGH SHE'S DEAD
MEDS CAUSE ME TO SEE THINGS THAT WERE MEANT FOR ME
MINE ARE VERY VISUAL/DIFFERNT FROM OTHERS/STAR OF DAVID
PEOPLE ARE OUT TO GET HIM B/C HE'S THE ANTI-CHRIST
PEOPLE CAN TELL MY DIAGNOSIS BY THE WAY I LOOK
WHEN TALK TO SOMEONE ON STREET OTHERS GIVE ME BAD LOOKS
FEELS BEING PUNISHED FOR SOMETHING HE HASN'T DONE YET
PEOPLE CALL HER A WHORE/SAY SHE HAD AFFAIR WITH UNCLE
PT BELIEVES THERE'S A COMPUTER CHIP IN HIS LIP
COFFEE & MEDICINE MIX TOGETHER/WRITE DOWN/IT "POPS UP"

EXAMPLE OF HALLUCINATIONS (EXPERIENCE)
AS PART OF THE MPD (MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER)
PEOPLE HOLLERING MY NAME AND NO ONE WAS THERE
HEAR SOUNDS/VOICES TELL ME NOT TO TALK TO YOU
SAM KEEPS TELLING ME WHAT TO DO/THE DEVIL IN ME
SEE & HEAR SPIRITS/TELL ME TO DO THINGS/DON'T LISTEN TO
JUST PUT DOWNS & CRITICIZE ME/MANY VOICES/DK IF M OR F
HEAR VOICES/ONLY HEAR WHEN HAVE MIGRAINES
VOICES TELL ME TO DO DRUGS/NOT WASTE TIME FIXING HOUSE
HEAR DEMONS TELL ME TO KILL MYSELF/HURT SOMEBODY/CURSE
I HEAR A CONVERSATION ABOUT ME IN THE OFFICE
HEARD TWO MEN TALKING/THINK MIGHT HAVE BEEN ANS MACHINE
HEARING VOICES/CALL ME NAMES/THEY'RE GOING TO KILL ME
THOUGHT I HEARD NOISE LIKE THUNDER/NO ONE ELSE HEARD IT
CONVERSATIONAL VOICES IN MY HEAD/2 TIMES SINCE 11/29
AT CONCERT A VOICE WAS TELLING ME TO JUMP/NOT SURE WHO
I SEE PEOPLE THAT AREN'T THERE/I HEAR MY NAME CALLED
SOUNDS AND VOICES THAT SAY TO KILL MYSELF
HEAR PHRASES LIKE "YOU'RE AFFECTIVE D/O IS B/C OF GRFA"
MUMBLINGS EVERY NOW & THEN/ONCE IN A BLUE MOON
CAN HEAR PEOPLE COME INTO MY HEAD/HEAR CONVERSATIONS
I CAN HEAR MY ALTERS COME OUT & SPEAK TO ME
VOICES COME FROM THE WALLS/THINK SOMEONE'S TALKING
ANGRY VOICES AT ME B/C THEY WANT TO GO HOME
I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAY/BUNCH OF BALONEY
SOMEBODY ARGUING W/ME TELLING ME WHAT'S BEST FOR ME
I HEAR THEM QUITE OFTEN/I'M NO GOOD AND I NEED TO DIE
BR FIXED REMOTE CONTROL W/AAA BATTERIES/SAME IN BATHRM
CHRISTINE (BAD ONE) & JESSICA (GOOD ONE)
I'M MPD SO I DO HEAR VOICES/THINGS LIKE I'M STUPID
MALE VOICES TALKING TO EACH OTHER BUT CAN'T HEAR CLEAR
VOICES SAY TO HARM MYSELF/OTHERS/BE OFF FACE OF EARTH
HEAR VOICES/I'M ON MEDS FOR IT/TELL ME TO HURT MYSELF
HEAR VOICES IN MY HEAD/NOT SURE IF MY THOUGHTS OR VOICE
AT NIGHT/SEVERAL VOICES TALKING AT SAME TIME
TALKING WHEN NO ONE IS AROUND AND WEIRD NOISES
I HEAR VOICES TELLING ME TO HURT SELF/INSIDE MY HEAD
THEY TALK TO EACH OTHER AND MAKE ME PARANOID
VOICES PICKED ME FOR SOME REASON TO DO THEIR JOB/DEVIL
FOR A SPLIT SECOND SOMEONE CALLED HIS NAME/NO ONE THERE
I HEAR VOICES FROM INSIDE MY HEAD/HEAR THINGS FROM PAST
DIFFERENT PARTS OF MY SELF I HEAR/A COPING MECHANISM

EXAMPLE OF DELUSIONS RELATED TO HALLUCINATIONS (BELIEFS)
VOICES TELLING ME TO KILL SOMEONE/ANYONE
HE TELLS ME TO DO SOMETHING TO OTHERS & TO MYSELF
PRAYING & HEARD JESUS/SAY IT WASN'T MY FAULT
MINOR OPERATION ENABLES ME TO HEAR THINGS/HEAR VOICES
DEVIL'S VOICE/ALSO MO & GRMO/TELL ME TO DO RIGHT
CRYSTAL/SHE'S A WITCH/SHE SUMMONS DEMONS
AIN'T NO WAY I SHOULD BE ABLE TO HEAR THAT IN MY ROOM
I HEARD IT/IT WAS THUNDER INSIDE THE BUILDING
JUST A HALLUCINATION HAPPENING/FEEL SOMETHING BEHIND ME
DOLLY PARTON SAYS SHE'S HURT B/C I HAVE SOMEBODY
SOMETIMES BELIEVE/OTHER TIMES FELT MIND PLAYING TRICKS
PEOPLE USING MENTAL TELEPATHY ON ME FOR NEGATIVE REASON
MAKE ME ACT OUT VERBALLY/THINK WILL MEET KURT CAMERON
IF I REALLY WANT TO DO SOMETHING I CAN DO IT
EXPRESSING IDEA OF BELIEFS/HELPING ME UNDERSTAND
OCCURRED WHEN FELT PEOPLE WATCHING ME OUTSIDE WINDOW
BELIEVING THAT THE VOICES WANT ME TO DIE
SOMETIMES COME FROM INSIDE ME/VOICE COMES FROM DEVIL

DESCRIPTION OF SELECTED DELUSION - LINE 1
MY FRIEND HAS LIKE A PSYCHIC POWER AND KNOWS ME/HE CAN READ MY
BEING EXPERIMENTED ON WITH MEDICATION & BEING CONTROLLED
MY IMMUNE SYSTEM IS BREAKING DOWN/THINGS AREN'T HEALING CORRECTLY
BOOTSIE IS TESTING ME TO SEE HOW ANGRY I WOULD GET.
SPECIAL POWER TO MAKE THINGS VIBRATE BY CONCENTRATING AND SEE
I KNOW WHEN SOMETHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN SOMETIMES
WESTERN MO IS SECRETLY EXPERIMENTING ON ME AND OTHER PATIENTS/
DOCTORS ARE EXPERIMENTING ON PATIENTS WITH DRUGS AND ARE BEING
MY MO & BR ARE CONTROLLING MY THOUGHTS & ACTIONS
INNER PEACE I HAVE W/MYSELF THAT OTHERS DON'T HAVE BUT THE CHURCH
I WAS BEING TESTED LIKE A GUINEA PIG/TO SEE IF I COULD HOLD OUT
POWER OVER OTHER PEOPLE/GETTING INTO THEIR BRAINS & TALKING/
MY BROTHER, LITTLE SISTER AND MOTHER ARE SPYING ON ME
MAYBE OTHER PEOPLE COULD UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M THINKING WITHOUT ME
SEEING VISIONS OF THINGS THAT WILL HAPPEN
DEVIL HYPNOTIZING ME TO DO DRUGS AND GO GET DRUGS/GET MONEY FOR
A GUY AT APT BLDG SITS IN SITTING AREA/ALL THE TIME WATCHES ME
TUTTI IS FOLLOWING ME/I HAVE A FEELING TO GET REVENGE ON WHAT
CRYSTAL/HAUNTING ME & THE DEMONS/PRACTICING WITCHCRAFT ON ME
BELIEVE EVEN THOUGH MAMA'S DEAD SHE'D COME TO HELP ME IF I NEEDED
SATAN IS CONTROLLING ME/MAKING ME DO THINGS/IF YOU DON'T EXERCISE
HEARD BF'S PARENTS THOUGHTS WHEN THEY WEREN'T SPEAKING
PEOPLE AT BOARDING HOUSE PUT THEIR MINDS IN MY MIND/MY MIND IN
PEOPLE ARE FOLLOWING ME/TRYING TO SEE WHAT I BOUGHT/TRICKS TO
SATAN IS CONTROLLING ME/I'M GOING TO HELL/GOD IS LETTING HIM
TV/SOMETIMES THINK THE SUBLIMINAL PROJECTION IS JUST FOR ME/
BEING ABLE TO LISTEN TO THE BIRDS,TREES,WALLS/HAVING THEM TALK/
ABILITY TO HEAR OTHER PEOPLE'S CONVERSATION
I BELIEVE I KNOW WHAT OTHERS ARE THINKING EVEN WHEN I'M NOT
BELIEVES THAT HE IS POSSESSED BY THE DEVIL
IF I CONCENTRATE HARD ENOUGH I CAN PUT THOUGHTS IN OTHER PEOPLE'S
BELIEVES THAT WHILE LIVING IN LIBERTY/SOMEONE (MAYBE MOB) WAS
FORCE THAT MAKES ME DO CRAZY VIOLENT THINGS
VOICES I HEAR ARE POSSIBLY CAUSED BY FATHER'S SATANIC PRACTICES
BROTHER AND FATHER TALK TO ME AND TELL ME WHAT TO DO/I DIED WITH
BELIEF THAT MEDS CAUSE ME TO SEE THINGS THAT ARE MEANT
MY WRITING IS AS GOOD AS THE GREAT WRITERS/COMPARED TO PROFESSNL
I SEE THE STAR ON THE PALM OF MY HAND AND I'M A CHILD OF GOD/I
OTHER PEOPLE CAN HEAR MY THOUGHTS AND COULD CONTROL ME MENTALLY
FEELING LIKE SOMEONE TRIED TO POISON HER
HEARING THE VOICES & FEELING LIKE IT'S OTHER PEOPLE USING MENTAL
I GET PARANOID FEELINGS THAT SOMEONE WAS THERE/JUST SENSED
FEEL LIKE ANTI-CHRIST/PEOPLE ARE OUT TO GET ME
HEAR VOICES THAT TELL ABOUT THINGS IN HIS LIFE/PREDICTING THINGS
BELIEVING THAT DECEASED FRIEND, WOODY IS TRYING TO GET IN TOUCH
BR FIXING REMOTE CONTROL W/AAA BATTERIES/WENT INTO BATHROOM & SAW
ACTORS ON THE TELEVISION SET ARE WATCHING HER
FELT AS IF SOMEONE WAS FOLLOWING ME/FOLLOW ME TO MY HOUSE SO THEY
MO'S FR PUTS THINGS IN MY MO'S HEAD/TRYING TO HURT ME/TRYING TO
WHEN I WAS UP IN MY ROOM IT WAS A FEELING THAT SOMEONE WAS WATCH-
GOD GIVES ME A SPECIAL GIFT TO HELP OTHERS/IT'S SPECIAL MISSION
BELIEVED THAT PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME/MY XHU WHO IS IN JAIL HAS
I LOOK OUT THE DOOR AND IN THE VAN/THERE'S A REFLECTION AND I
I HAVE SPECIAL INSIGHT INTO ALMOST EVERYTHING (E.G. WAY THINGS
PEOPLE CAN READ MY MIND TO GET TO ME AND MAKE ME ANGRY
PEOPLE KNOW MY DIAGNOSIS BY THE WAY I LOOK
VOICES FROM THE TV TELLING HER THEY WILL HURT HER
I THINK THAT CERTAIN COMEDY SHOWS ARE MAKING JOKES ABOUT ME
BELIEVING THAT SOMEONE COULD HEAR HER THOUGHTS
BEING WATCHED FROM OUTSIDE MY KITCHEN WINDOW
WELFARE IS PLOTTING AGAINST HER B/C THEY ARE TRYING TO USE HER AS
LANDLORD AND NEIGHBORS WERE SPYING ON HIM
IT WAS MADE WITH A FILM MACHINE (NOT A CAMERA)/I STARRED IN IT/I
SUBJ IS 2 PEOPLE AT ONE TIME/GOD AND SATAN
PEOPLE SPYING ON ME THROUGH WINDOW/SOMETIMES SPY ON ME WHEN I'M
EXTRA TERRESTRIALS ARE PART OF MY LIFE EVERY DAY/I WAS PROGRAMMED
BELIEVED THAT PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING HER/CARS FOLLOWING TOO CLOSE
BELIEVED THAT SOMEONE WAS TRYING TO HURT HER
RELATIVES & PEOPLE WHO HE'S HURT IN THE PAST ARE TALKING ABOUT
BELIEVES HE IS WORTHLESS/MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE
PEOPLE ARE FOLLOWING PT/KEEPING AN EYE ON HIM/IT COULD BE FRIENDS
FELT GUILTY/FELT EVERYTHING WAS HER FAULT
FELT LIKE HE WAS THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD
THAT IF I GO SOMEWHERE SOMEBODY IS TRYING TO WATCH AND SEE WHAT
FELT MORE GUILTY THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD
AZZI PUT SOMETHING IN MY JELLO TO POISON ME/I GUESS HE WAS MAD
LYNN WAS TRYING TO PUT THOUGHTS IN HIS HEAD THAT HE SHOULD NOT
EVERYONE I GET CLOSE TO DIES/IT MAKES ME FEEL WORTHLESS
OUTSIDE FORCES ARE PUTTING THOUGHTS IN MIND
FORCE PICKED ME UP AND THREW ME INTO BATHROOM
LASER BEAMS HIT ME WHEN ALONE INSIDE(PT DOESN'T KNOW WHO IS)
TV THREATENING HIM & USING LETTERS OF HIS NAME
A HEAVENLY FORCE ENHANCED MY PURPOSE OF BEING/STILL BELIEVES
FEELING WORTHLESS/WORSE THAN ANYONE ELSE
PT HAS ABILITY TO SEE SPIRITS/BABY WAS WAVING TO SOMETHING/
PEOPLE TRYING TO HURT ME/DON'T KNOW WHO OR WHY/IT'S JUST A
VOICES HAVE PICKED ME OUT FOR SOME REASON TO DO THEIR JOB/IT'S
PT THINKS HE IS BEING PUNISHED FOR SOMETHING HE HASN'T DONE YET
SUBJ DENIED BELIEFS BUT SHE KEPT TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE CALLING HER
RADIO PLAYS SONGS THAT HAVE SPECIAL MEANINGS FOR HER
WHEN I'M LISTENING TO THE RADIO THEY CANREAD MY MIND/GOD PUT A
FEELS LIKE I AM PREGNANT/FEEL LIKE MY BODY'S CHANGED/FELT LIKE
FELT MORE WORTHLESS THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD
MEDICINE MAKES STRANGE THINGS HAPPEN TO HIS BODY & CHANGES IT
SPECIAL OF PRECOGNITION & OUTER BODY EXPERIENCES THAT HAPPEN TO
PT FEELS WORTHLESS/WORSE THAN ANYONE ELSE
CAN THINK ABOUT THINGS & MAKE THEM HAPPEN
A WOMAN KEPT CALLING THE HOUSE & ASKING FOR ME/DK WHO SHE WAS/
PT BELIEVES ROOMMATE WAS POISONING HER FOOD
GIFT OF POWER IN SOUL/CONTROL SOUND WAVES

DESCRIPTION OF SELECTED DELUSION - LINE 2
I'M SURE IT'S JUST ANOTHER HALLUCINATION
WHENEVER I LEAVE BLDG/SPIES ON ME/WANTS TO HURT ME FOR NO REASON
HAPPENED IN DECEMBER/HE'S GOING TO SHOOT ME I THINK
THE EVIL IT'S HARD FOR SATAN TO TAKE CONTROL OF YOU
THEIRS B/C MINE IS SUPERIOR/SPECIAL/CAN DO ANYTHING IN THE WORLD
PUNISH ME FOR ALL THE BAD THINGS I DID/PUTS EVIL THOUGHTS IN MIND
DON'T WATCH TV B/C THINK IT'S SAYING GOOD/BAD THINGS ABOUT ME
KNOWING THAT THEY CAN COMMUNICATE WITH ME
MINDS/IE-MAKE KATHY LEE SAY WHAT I WANT HER TO
TRYING TO INTERFERE WITH HIM &/OR CAUSE HIM HARM
WRITERS 95% OF TIME MY WRITING IS AS GOOD OR BETTER
STOOD IN THE CENTER OF A PENTAGRAM WHEN I WAS 7/GOT THE STAR
SOMEONE IS AROUND/S FEELS THAT HE IS BEING FOLLOWED
WITH S/HE MAY BE TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED WHEN HE DIED
AAA BATTERIES THERE/BATTERY SAID "OH, LOOK AT THIS"
GET ME AWAY FROM MY MO B/C SHE DOESN'T HAVE HER SON WITH HER
SOMETHING TO DO WITH MY LIFE/KEEPING TABS ON ME THROUGH FRIENDS
THINK THAT SOMEONE IS LOOKING INTO MY HOUSE/WATCHING ME SECRETLY
WORK, WAY PEOPLE HAVE MISFORTUNES THEY HAVE)
AN EXAMPLE/THIS IS BEING DONE SPECIFICALLY TO HURT HER
B/C I TOLD HIM I WOULD FILE CHARGES AGAINST HIM
GREATER FORCE OF BEING HAS INFLUENCED HIS BEHAVIOR
A WHORE/SAYING SHE HAD AN AFFAIR WITH UNCLE/EVEN TOTAL STRANGERS
SHE WAS GOING TO THROW UP AND HER BREASTS ARE SORE
EVER SINCE THE BAD THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING/PUT A HEX ON ME

EXAMPLE SPYING
SOMEONE KNEW I HAD MONEY IN MY RIGHT SHOE
HAVE A GOLD MINE IN MY APT/I'M PARANOID/THEY COVET IT
I THINK THEY'RE SPYING ON ME/THEY'RE ALWAYS WATCHING
NO-NO EXAMPLE/THEY'RE TAPING ME LIKE THEY TAPE EVERYONE
IN MY JOB I DEAL W/PUBLIC/CALL CAB JUST TO CHECK UP
SPYED BY THE GOVT B/C I'M GIFTED W/BEING DISTINGUISHER
WHERE I'M AT NOW I'M BEING ANALYZED OR WHATEVER
MY P.O./THE POLICE/I WAS SCARED TO COME HERE
CAUSE OF MY CASE COMING UP/MAKE ME FEEL SUSPICIOUS
I FEEL THAT WAY EVERYDAY/DIFF PEOPLE EVERYONE
SOME VOODOO THING/NEIGHBORS KEPT WATCHING ME
GUY COMES BY MY GRMO'S HOUSE/RIDING UP & DOWN STREET
WATCHING ME DO DRUGS LIKE WHEN I'M UP IN THE PARK
MY BR-IN-LAW/HE EITHER COME DOWN OR BEEN WITH LAWYER
NEIGHBORS/CUZ WE WERE INTO IT & THEY WERE NOSEY
PEOPLE IN NEIGHBORHOOD GOSSIP ABOUT/SPREAD RUMORS
I THINK JENNIFER WAS CHECKING UP ON ME/CALLING ME
WELFARE STARTED EVALUATING MY FOOD STAMPS
I CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW BUT I KNOW THAT THEY ARE
S'TIMES/MAYBE THEY THINK I'M MAKING SOME EXTRA BUCKS
I THOUGHT THEY HAD CAMERAS IN THE ROOM AT THE HOSPITAL
TELEPHONE RINGS ONCE THEN STOPS WHEN I SHOW UP
I'M NOT SURE IF IT'S A REALITY/I CAN TELL BY VIBRATIONS
I'VE GOT SO MANY STALKERS IT'S NOT FUNNY
MUSIC/TV PROGRAMS/PRICE VIDEO/GUIDE TO WHERE WANT TO GO
DSS/NOT LOOKING IN WINDOWS/SEND A COURT ADVOCATE OVER
WALKING DOWN STREET/S'ONE COMING TOWARDS ME
GOING THRU CLOSET W/KNIFE & THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS THERE
BF EAVESDROPS ON CONVERSATION & PHONE CALLS
BELIEVE PEOPLE WATCHING HIM & FOLLOWING HIM AROUND
A MAN WHO STAYED IN APT MADE HER FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE
PEOPLE KNOW WHAT HE'S UP TO/PEOPLE WITH ESP
IN HOSP/THOUGHT A CONSPIRACY TO MAKE HIM CRAZY
MARY FREEDMAN HEAD OF CYS WAS FOLLOWING ME AROUND
PROBLEMS WITH NEIGHBORS & THEY CALLED POLICE ON HIM
PT FEELS SOMEBODY IS WATCHING HIM/WHEN HE TURNS ARND
MAN TRIED TO ROB ME & HE WAS LOOKING FOR ME
MY MOM/ME & MY COUSIN WERE DEALING DRUGS/SPYING
POLICE ARE SPYING ON HIM/THEY TOOK HIS CAR

EXAMPLE OF FOLLOWING
RAY USED TO HAVE ME FOLLOWED/GUESS LACK OF TRUST
IT WAS DARK & SCARED/GUY BEHIND ME/BLACK PEOPLE/MY IMAG
POLICE DEPT SEEMS TO HAVE A MAJOR INTEREST IN ME
RAFAEL & CHEROKEE WERE FOLLOWING ME/PIMP & WHORE
SOMEONE FOLLOWED ME TO THE PHARMACY TO SET ME UP
THINK PO WATCHING ME WHEN I GO BUY DRUGS/TAKING PICTURE
CASEWORKER HAS BEEN FOLLOWING ME ABT 80% OF TIME
GOT TO THE APT & THEY KEPT GOING/TRY TO COME INTO APT
PEOPLE SAY I'M PARANOID/WHEN I'M DRIVING PEOPLE FOLLOW
HAVING DREAMS ABOUT DYING/SOMEONE'S GOING TO KILL ME
TRUCK KEPT FOLLOWING ME & TRUCK KEPT FOLLOWING ME
DAMN NIGGERS KEEPS EYES ON EVERYBODY FOR OPPORTUNITIES
I WAS WORKING & I THOUGHT HE WAS FOLLOWING ME/UNEASY
THINK THAT PEOPLE ARE COMING UP ON ME ALL THE TIME
LAST WEEK/HAD A LOT OF MONEY & DRUGS ON ME/I WAS SCARED
INSTINCT/THERE ARE A LOT OF CRAZY PEOPLE OUT THERE
HURT BACK & SEEING INSURANCE COMP/SO WORRIED ABT
WALKING DOWN THE STREET & DUCKED INTO A STORE/FOLLOWED
KOREAN PEOPLE/NEVER GOT KADAFI/FEEL THEY'RE TERRORISTS
RON ATTACKED ME LAST SEPT/HAD FEELING HE WAS FOLLOWING
BELIEVED UNDERCOVER COPS/SAW CAR DRIVE BY & STOP
GUY WHO TRIED TO KILL ME IS FOLLOWING ME
THOUGHT S'ONE WHO OWED HIM MONEY WAS FOLLOWING HIM
GET REALLY PARANOID/LIKE A GHOST BEHIND ME
WALKING DOWN STREET/THEY ARE FOLLOWING US
PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME & THEY'RE OUT TO GET ME
I THINK THE ORGANIZED CRIME IS TRYING TO FOLLOW ME
YOU BE WALKING & GO S'WHERE YOU LOOK UP THEY BE THERE
KEEP SEEING THE SAME PERSON EVERYWHERE I GO/FOLLOWING
PEOPLE I'M TRYING TO GET HELP FROM/FOLLOW ME TO HURT ME
WHEN GOING DOWN STREET PEOPLE WHISPERING
IMAGINED IT/OK IF TRUE/PEOPLE FOLLOWING HIM
I'LL BE WALKING DOWN THE ST & A CAR PULLS UP/GET SCARED
SOME PEOPLE SAY "DO YOU REMEMBER ME?"/NURSES, DR FOLLOW
THIS GUY BENNY I STARTED TO DATE/I BROKE UP WITH HIM
PEOPLE BROUGHT ME HERE/I WAS DRUNK/STILL CHARGES PENDNG
PT BELIEVES PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING & TALKING ABOUT HER
WAS IN A FIGHT EARLIER W/SAME MAN & HE FOLLOWED ME
GUY WHO RAPED ME LAST YEAR WAS FOLLOWING ME/LEAVE NOTES
POLICE WERE FOLLOWING HIM/MESSING WITH HIM

EXAMPLE OF BEING EXPERIMENTED ON
YOUR TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT'S GOING ON IN MY MIND
B/C HE HAS WAYS OF DOING THINGS/I KNOW WHO IT IS
ALWAYS TESTING ME HERE/THEY TELL ME I'M GOING TO ST JOE
SOME OF THE FOOD I EAT IN JAIL IS TAMPERED WITH
YEAH,COMING HERE/THINK PROGRAM HERE IS S'THING ELSE
NEW DR PUT ME ON NEW MEDS/MADE ME FEEL PARANOID/NERVOUS
ENDED UP AT BRIDGEWATER B/C THEY TOLD ME I HAD ETOHISM
S'TIMES FEEL THAT WAY & THEN I JUST SAY I'M PARANOID
DK/DON'T KNOW IF BELIEVE IT/PEOPLE ASK HIM THINGS
THINK S'ONE EXPERIMENTED/COMPUTER CHIP IN MOUTH
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE TALKING TO PEOPLE & SINGING NOW
DON'T BELIEVE THERE WAS CAMERA WATCHING/PASSING THOUGHT
OVER THE RADIO TELLING ME I'M BAD & THINGS LIKE THAT
FELT TAMPERED W/MEDS TO MAKE HIM CRAZY W/NEW DRUG
BARB & FAM TESTED TO SEE IF HE'S GOING STRAIGHT

EXAMPLE OF PLOTTING
DK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT/BAR FIGHT/OWNER/I DON'T GT ALONG
IT'S NOTHING BUT REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY/GTING ME TO DO THNG
CAN'T BE CERTAIN/THE MAN IS RELENTLESS/INCLUDING DRUGS
I THOUGHT MY MO WAS TRYING TO POISON ME W/LI
MY GF'S BEHAVIOR/THINK SHE'S TRYING TO DESTROY ME
FOOD WAS TASTING STRANGE LIKE MEDICINE WAS IN IT
RAFAEL & CHEROKEE B/C THEY STOLE MY $ FOR CRACK
PLOTTING AGNST ME/DERRICK & TIFFANY/TRYING TO HURT ME
OLD MAN WAS TRYING TO HURT ME/SAID MIGHT KNOCK ME OUT
THE GUY IN THE CAR THAT'S TRYING TO ROB ME
PEOPLE IN BLACK COMMUNITY B/C OF RUMORS OR FOR HELL OF
MO & GRMO TALK ABOUT ME/ABOUT TAKING MY FOOD STAMPS
FEEL LIKE THEY'RE TRYING TO MAKE ME FAIL
CRUM & JERUBA THEY GOT MY CAR & ARE TEARING MY CAR UP
THINK THEY GAVE ME SOME POISON/THE JUNKIES
PERSON WHO HAS BEEN BOTHERING MY DA/WANTS TO FIGHT ME
PEOPLE/OTHER COUNTRIES TRY TO MAKE THIS 3RD WORLD
ELEANOR LIED TO COPS/HAD ME ARRESTED FOR HITTING HER
THEY'RE POISONING ME WITH ALL THESE DRUGS/THE DOCTORS
NIECE POISONING ME/GOT SICK ONE NIGHT/HEART RACING
FOSTER MO IS TALKING TO HER CHILDREN/UNTRUE THINGS
YOU'RE TRYING TO "OFF ME" PART OF RIGHT WING PLOT
THE DEVIL IS TRYING TO DESTROY ALL MY JOY
WHOEVER IS SPYING ON HER IS PROBABLY PLOTTING
THOUGHT PEOPLE IN ORGANIZED CRIME WERE TRYING TO SHOOT
BELIEVED SOMEONE PUT CAT DROPPINGS IN HER SODA POP
PEOPLE IN SHELTER MIGHT PUT SOMETHING IN MY FOOD
THE STAFF AT HOSPITAL ARE TRYING TO HURT ME
PEOPLE TRY TO PUT SOMETHING IN FOOD OR DRINK
PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO RUIN ME/THINK FRIENDS ARE PLOTTING
3 DIFF PEOPLE PLOTTING TO KILL HIM/THEY SPEAK IN CODE
JIMMY & SI WERE PLOTTING TO HAVE HER COMMITTED
PT BELIEVES SOMEONE IS POISIONING HER FOOD
FEELS PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO SEND HIM BACK TO WPIC
PEOPLE TRY TO PUT THINGS IN MY DRING EVERYTIME I GO BAR
TWO RESIDENTS IN BLDG/DON'T LIKE NEIGHBOR/COMPLAINTS
FEELS MELINDA IS PLOTTING TO RUIN HIS LIFE

EXAMPLE OF MIND READING
PEOPLE HERE & DRS/THEY JUST KNOW/KNEW I WANTED OUT
THINK PEOPLE IN MY MODULE CAN READ MY MIND/CASEWORKER
PERSON ON LINE(COMPUTER) SOMEHOW KNEW I WAS CRYING
FELICIA/SHE CAN ALWAYS TELL WHAT I'M THINKING
WHEN IT COMES TO CRIME/POLICE CAN READ MY MIND
NO EX. I JUST GET THAT FEELING THAT THEY'RE READING
THINKING SAME THING THAT ANOTHER PERSON WILL COME & SAY
IT HAPPENS EVERY NIGHT/I HEAR LITTLE NOISES
COULD HEAR WHAT S WAS THINKING/BEING BROADCAST
ALIENS/WHEN I WAS YOUNG I SAW ALIENS/THEY READ MY MIND
BELIEVES PEOPLE KNOW WHAT SHE'S THINKING
HAD SEXUAL THOUGHTS & PERSON IN THE HOUSE READ THEM
PETE B/C HE KNOWS PT SO WELL CAN TELL WHAT THINKING
COMPUTER CHIP IN LIP/STRANGE DOTS/ALIENS READ MY MIND
HAVE A THOUGHT/THIRSTY/SOMEONE WILL SAY DO WANT DRINK
S'TIMES I'LL READ SOMETHING & IT WILL BE ON TV OR RADIO
MY FRIEND CONSTANTINE CAN BUT HE'S PSYCHIC

EXAMPLE OF HEARING OTHERS THOUGHTS
BEING INTUITIVE/PEOPLE'S MOTIVES AT TIMES TRANSPARENT
COULD LOOK AT YOUR EYES & HEAR WHAT YOUR THINKING
I CAN HEAR WHAT PEOPLE ARE THINKING OCCASIONALLY
A GUY NAMED BASS/CAN HEAR WHAT HE'S THINKING ABOUT
CERTAIN MOOD I GOTTA BE IN/CAN HEAR & FEEL THOUGHTS
S'TIMES I'LL BE THINKING & S'BODY PICKS UP ON THOUGHTS
GF WOULD SAY SOMETHING/I'D KNOW WHAT SHE WAS THINKING
THIS GUY/MY FRIEND'S FATHER/STOOD THERE & STARED AT ME
KNOWS THEIR PATTERNS/KNOWS WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO SAY
JUST KNOW/IN SOME CASES IT'S BODY LANGUAGE
SOME PEOPLE I CAN IF THEY OPEN UP THEIR MIND
CAN READ THEIR FACES & KNOW WHAT THEY THINK
BY HAVING EYE CONTACT CAN TELL WHAT OTHERS ARE THINKING

EXAMPLE OF OTHERS HEARING YOUR THOUGHTS
MICK & I WERE LAYING IN BED THE OTHER NIGHT
THOUGHT MY GF'S SI'S HU COUDL HEAR MY THOUGHTS
I CAN CONCENTRATE & MAKE PEOPLE SAY WHAT I WANT THEM TO
COP WILL CATCH ON IF I'M THINKING SOMETHING BAD
I BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE CAN HEAR MY THINKING
FEEL LIKE OTHERS CAN HEAR WHAT I'M THINKING
THE TELEPATHY/IF THINKING CLEARLY/THOUGHT ESCAPES MIND
I WAS AT THE SHRINE W/THIS WOMAN BOTH SAID SAME THING
THEY WOULD TELL ME I WAS ANGRY FROM THE WAY I TALK
HAVING LOUD THOUGHTS & I ASK WHAT I'M DOING OUTLOUD
EVERYMOVE I MAKE OTHERS SAY THING I'M THINKING
PEOPLE S'TIMES SAY THINGS SHE'S THINKING
CHURCH BELIEVES IF YOU PUT IN UNIVERSE/YOU CAN PICK UP
USED TO IT BY NOW/KNOW WHAT HE'S THINKING ABOUT
DRS CAN HEAR HIS THOUGHTS & OTHER PEOPLE TOO

EXAMPLE OF BEING UNDER CONTROL OF OTHERS
STAFF/TRIED TO GIVE ME A WOMAN/HOUSE & JOB
THINK THIS MED KIND OF CONTROLS ME & MY ACTIONS
DK IF THIS IS MY MENTAL ILLNESS KICKING IN/DREAMS
LET GOD RE-ENTER MY LIFE/HE STARTED TALKING TO ME
MO MAKES ME THINK I SHOULD DO THIS WHEN I DON'T WANT TO
SOME UNKNOWN FORCE FROM HEAVEN MAKES ME GO OFF & HIT
DEVIL KEPT ME DOING DRUGS THIS TIME/CONTROLLED ME
BEING IN THE HOSP/GOT A CURFEW/CAN'T GO OUT/STAY HOSP
EVIL/DEMON FORCES TRYING TO CONTROL MY MIND
EVIL SPIRITS WERE IN CHARGE/MAKING ME DO THINGS
ABOUT UNKNOWN POWER/NO CONTROL OVER BODY OR THINKING
FORCE THAT MAKES ME DO CRAZY VIOLENT THINGS
GOD HAS A POWER OVER ME/HAS SPECIAL PLAN FOR ALL PEOPLE
THEY'RE PUTTING THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD/CAN'T THINK
I WAS LIKE A ROBOT/DK FOR CERTAIN WHAT CONTROLLED ME
WHEN GET DEPRESSED JACK IS STRONG PERSONALITY TAKE OVER
LOUIE/FEEL HE'S BEING THE BOSS/TELL ME WHAT TO DO
GET VERY ANGRY & I SCREAM ALOT & SAY THINGS
DEVIL IS CONTROLLING ME/MY THOUGHTS/GOING AFTER ME
MUSIC IS CONTROLLING ME/STOPS ME FROM SEEING GUYS
LIKE MY THOUGHTS ARE A DIFFERENT PERSONALITY
MIKE DIED AND HE STUCK AROUND/HIS SPIRIT STUCK ARND
FEELS SHE GOES INTO TRANCE & FELT LIKE HURTING SOMEONE
THE DEVILS BEEN AFTER ME OCCASSIONALLY/DON'T REMEMBER
FEELS A FORCE PUSHING HER DOWN WHEN SHE ASLEEP
CONVINCED DEMONS WERE PLANTING THOUGHTS IN MIND
LAST WEEKEND I REALIZED I HAD BEEN SHUTTING STUFF OUT
THOUGHT SATAN WAS CAUSING PAIN IN BODY & EMOTION

EXAMPLE OF THOUGHTS BEING INSERTED
SPIRITS PUT THOUGHTS INTO MY HEAD ABT KILLING MYSELF
FEEL LIKE SATAN'S TRICKING ME & TRYING GT ME BELIEVING
START DOING THINGS AND DON'T WANT TO DO IT
TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING IMPORTANT/GET SEXUAL THOUGHTS
GOD'S THOUGHT THRU ME/PUTTING THOUGHTS IN HIS MIND
S'TIMES THE DEVIL/LIKE WHAT HAPPENED W/ME ON MY CASE
HAVE THOUGHTS THAT PEOPLE ARE PUTTING THOUGHTS IN MIND
MIGHT FEEL THAT WAY UNDER THE INFLUENCE OF OTHER PEOPLE
IF I DECIDE I WANT TO DO S'THING/I HAVE GUILT TRIP
VOC REHAB COUNSELOR WAS TRYING TO FORCE ME TO GO SCHOOL
THOUGHTS ABT DRUGS B/C OF INFLUENCE OF DRUGS
WALKING ALONG THE ST/PASS BY PEOPLE/PUSH THNGS IN HEAD
I THINK OF DIFFERENT THINGS LIKE WHAT I WOULD DO
DEVIL PUTTING IDEA OF BEING POWERFUL PERSON IN MY HEAD
GF STARTED (FLAILING ARMS)/LOOKED LIKE ME DOING IT
PERSON PUTTING THINGS IN MY MIND/STEAL,HURT PEOPLE
BRAIN WAVE TEST/TAKE BRAIN WAVES FROM HEAD/PUT ON PAPER

EXAMPLE OF THOUGHTS BEING STOLEN
I CAN THINK ON THING & THEY CAN MAKE SURE I THING ANOTH
GOVT CAN STEAL MY THOUGHTS W/ANTIDEPRESSANTS
WAS ASLEEP & S'ONE WENT IN & TOOK MY THOUGHTS OUT
IMAGINARY FRIEND/HE STEALS MY IDEAS/TURN INTO PROBLEMS
I HAVE IDEA BUT SOMEONE BEFORE ME SAYS IT
THRU TELEPATHY/THE VOICES OUT OF MY MIND
WHEN HEAR VOICES/ONE PT OF MIND TAKING FROM ANOTHER
SOME PEOPLE I AVOID BECAUSE THEY CAN DO THIS
DEVIL TRIES TO MAKE ME HALLUCINATE BY STEALING THOUGHTS
IT'S POSSIBLE/LIKE THAT PACE STATION/WE'RE SO FAR BEHIN
1977 GIRL ASKED IF WANT TO MAKE MONEY/MENTAL TELEPATHY

EXAMPLE OF MESSAGES SENT
THOUGHT SOMEBODY TURNED TV ON TO THE CHRISTIAN STATION
I CAN RELATE TO PEOPLE ON TV/FEELING DEPRESSED
JIMMY SWAGGART TALKING ABOUT BIBLE/SPEAKING JUST TO ME
SUBLIMINAL MESSAGES ON TV/DK WHO PUTS THE MESSAGES IN
SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE ON TV KNOWS WHO I AM
THINK THAT I HEAR SPECIAL MESSAGES COMING THRU ROCK/ROL
TALK SHOW THAT CAME ON ABOUT CHEATING ON GF
THE TV IS TALKING TO ME/THINK THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT ME
IF VOICES SEE SOMEONE GET KILLED ON TV/WANT TO KILL ME
STAR TREK/KLINGON GROWLED AT ME/USE ME AS A GUINEA PIG
SEE A WAR MOVIE/FEEL LIKE I WANT TO KILL PEOPLE
FEEL LIKE PROGRAM IS DEDICATED TO ME/EVERYTHING ON TV
GETTING MESSAGES THROUGH TV/I CAN NOT EXPLAIN
MURDER TRIALS ON TV/THINK I WAS INTENDED VICTIM
JAY LENO SHOW/THOUGHT THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT ME
ALL THE MUSIC THEY'RE PLAYING AROUND COUNTRY ON RADIO
GAME SHOW TAKES HIS THOUGHTS & USES HIS GAMES
I'LL BE THINKING ABOUT SOMETHING/IT WILL BE ON THE TV
PHONE IN HOSPITAL RANG FOR HIM ALL THE TIME

EXAMPLE OF STRANGE FORCES
WAS HYPNOTIZED/THEY DID A PROBE/CAUSED ME TO USE DRUGS
CRYSTAL WAS PERFORMING DEMON STUFF AT NIGHT
I'M HYPNOTIZED BY MEDICINE/IT MAKES YOU TALK
X-RAYS/LIKE A HYPNOTIC STATE/RELAXATION TAPES
PRINCE SAYS IN HIS MUSIC/BRUCE DOING WITCHCRAFT
GHOST OR SPIRITUAL FEELING/LIKE A HAUNTED FEELING
ROOTS ARE ON ME/PEOPLE MAKE YOU DO THINGS/CAN'T CONTROL
BODY FEELS FUNNY/LEGS SKINNY/LEGS SHRUNK/FEET SHRUNK
HE GIVES PEOPLE MONEY THRU MAGIC THINKING

EXAMPLE OF WORTHLESS FEELINGS
EVERY DAY BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE MY LIFE UNDER CONTROL
GET DEPRESSE/STUFF PILES UP/NOTHING SEEMS TO GO RIGHT
I FEEL WORTHLESS/ALL THE DRINKING/NOT WORKING
LOST BABY RECENTLY/BF ANGRY & BLAMED ME/IT REALLY HURT
LAST 2 WKS/FA & I AGREED I SHOULD FIND ANOTHER PLACE
I CAN'T GET OUT & HOLD A JOB/MAKES ME FEEL WORTHLESS
BEING PUNISHED BY GOD B/C NOTHING WAS EVER GOING RIGHT
SINFUL/I STARTED GETTING INTO RELIGION A LITTLE BIT
FEELING WORTHLESS/READING BIBLE/HADN'T SLEPT ALL NIGHT
I DON'T FEEL LIKE I'M WORTH MYSELF ANY MORE/LOST DARREL
NO MONEY/NO FOOD/CAN'T BATHE/NO HOME/LONELY/JUST LIQUOR
NOT WORKING/SEEMS LIKE A PHOBIA TO BE ON JOB INTERVIEW
WORTHLESS/NOT WORST PERSON IN THE WORLD THOUGH
I'VE BEEN USING EVERY DAY FOR 2 WEEKS/FEEL WORTHLESS
FEEL SINFUL B/C I LIVE W/GF AND I'M MARRIED
EVERYTHING I TRY TO DO IS NOT GOING LIKE I PLAN
NOTHING WAS GOING RIGHT/ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER
BLAME MYSELF FOR MY CURRENT SITUATION/NOT WORKING
SOMETIMES FEEL I'M NOT DOING ENOUGH/WANT TO DO MORE
EVERY DAY LATELY/HE CUTS DOWN MY SELF-ESTEEM
EDDIE HIT MARGIE'S CAR/SHE TOOK HIM TO COURT/MY FAULT
JUST WHEN I WAS DOING DRUGS/I WAS IN A DEEP DEPRESSION
GUILT FEELING/REMORSE/SCREWING UP MY LIFE/MAD ABOUT IT
EVERY DAY/NOT MUCH OF A FA/LETTING MY PARENTS DOWN
JUST FELT NOTHING WAS GOING MY WAY/I WAS WORTHLESS
BECAUSE THE THING ON TV/FELT WORTHLESS/TV CONTROLS ME
TROUBLE WITH DRINKING/NOT WORKING/FEEL WORTHLESS
CAN'T WORK/FEEL WORTHLESS/GUILTY FOR NOT CONTRIBUTING
BECAUSE I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING WHILE I'M IN PRISON
EVERY SINGLE DAY I FEEL WORTHLESS AND GUILTY
WHEN DRINKING A LOT/WORTHLESS/EVERYTHING GOING DOWN
WORTHLESS/PHYSICAL SIDE EFFECTS FROM EATING DISORDER
EVERY DAY/REAL DEPRESSED/NO OTHERS FEEL THAT WAY
I FELT WORTHLESS/DON'T HAVE A JOB/CAN'T COPE WITH MO
FEELING BAD ABOUT MY SITUATION/CURRENTLY INVOLVED W/HM
EVERYDAY/LAYING AROUND STUCK IN APARTMENT
WHEN I STAYED AWAY FROM GF FOR AWHILE/I WAS MAD AT HER
FEEL GUILT B/C A GIRL & I WANTED SAME JOB/I GOT IT
FEEL WORTHLESS FOR NOT DOING THINGS/CONSTANT JOB SEARCH
CAN'T WORK AS WELL AS BEFORE/GUILTY ABOUT FR'S DEATH
FELT ALMOST FOREVER/DRILLED IN AS GROWING UP
WORTHLESS/GUILTY/A WASTE OF SPACE/NO FRIENDS/NO JOB
GET DOWN/STAY IN ROOM/AWAY FROM PEOPLE/ST DON'T EAT
WORTHLESS/WAY MY LIFE IS RIGHT NOW/GUILT/DK WHY
DISCOURAGED/SO MUCH I WANT TO AND I CAN'T DO IT
GUILTY/SINFUL/BIORHYTHMS OF COMING FROM DYSFNCTNL FAM
WORTHLESS/B/C EX-TX & EX-FIANCEE' BEEN ATTACKED/GUILTY
WORTHLESS/AFTER LOSING MICHELLE/ELEANOR HAD ME ARRESTED
SINCE OPERATION NOT ABLE TO DO ANYTHING BY SELF
I WAS FEELING WORTHLESS B/C I HAVE PROBLEMS
WORTHLESS/I WAS DEPRESSED/THERE ARE THINGS I WANT TO DO
FELT LIKE COULDN'T GO TO WORK/FELT WORTHLESS
GUILTY/HAD ARGUMENT WITH UNCLE/HE'S LIKE A FA TO ME
FELT SINFUL B/C OF MY FEAR OF PEOPLE/NOT GETTING ALONG
FELT GUILTY B/C OF MY DA/HAD A DISEASE WENT UNNOTICED
FA'S DAY WAS HARD/ANNIVERSARY OF KIDS BEING TAKEN AWAY
WORTHLESS AND GUILTY/MY LIFE HAS GONE DOWN THE TUBES
WORTHLESS NOT FEELING GOOD ABOUT SELF NO REASON
FELT GUILTY B/C OF ABORTIONS IN THE PAST
WORTHLESS B/C KELLY'S DA/SHE GETS THE POLICE HERE
GUILTY FOR BEING STUPID/TRUSTING OR NAIVE
GUILTY THAT I DO THINGS FOR MYSELF/NOT FOR OTHERS
JUST DESPAIR/I FELT WORSE THAN ANYONE ELSE/WORTHLESS
FEELS GUILTY/FAMILY SAYS SHE'S NOT DOING RIGHT/GET HIGH
MORE SCARED THAN ANYTHING/LIFE CHANGING/HAD NO CHOICES
FEEL I'M WORTH NOTHING/WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING
TIMES FEEL WORTHLESS/SINFUL/GUILTY/WORSE THAN ANYBODY
FELT WORTHLESS/LIKE THERE WAS NOTHING SHE COULD DO
VERY WORTHLESS B/C I KEEP GOING OUT & USING THEM DRUGS
FELT NOT DOING WELL IN CLASS & MY JOB IS BORING
GOT ANGRY WITH GOD AND FELT GUILTY ABOUT IT
FEEL LIKE NOBODY/MOST WORTHLESS, SINFUL, GUILTY PERSON
FEELING WORTHLESS/FEELS HE'S THE VERY WORST PERSON
FELT WORTHLESS/SINFUL OR GUILTY BECAUSE I AM
FELT I WAS NO GOOD/SOMETHING BAD GOING TO HAPPEN
FOR TWO WEEKS FELT OVERWHELMED/TOO MUCH RESPONSIBILITY
WORTHLESS/THINGS DON'T WORK OUT/DIDN'T CARE ANY MORE
GUILTY ABT RELATIONSHP/DESTROYS EVERTHING GETS CLOSE TO
LIKE I'M DOING SOMETHING WRONG/DON'T GET RESPECT
THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS I DID DURING MY ADDICTION
FEEL WORTHLESS/GAVE UP ON A LOT OF THINGS
DEPRESSED/FELT LIKE NOT DOING ANYTHING/FEEL BAD
FEEL GUILTY FOR THE PAST/I WASTED SO MUCH TIME
FELT DEPRESSED/WORTHLESS/BUT OTHERS ARE MORE WORTHLESS
FEEL WORTHLESS BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TO DO
JOHN CALLED/WANTED HIM TO COME OVER/COMMITTED SUICIDE
I CAN'T GET NOTHING DONE/I FEEL WORTHLESS
IN APRIL I WANTED TO DIE/HOPELESS/WASN'T GETTING BETTER
FEEL WORTHLESS EVERY DAY B/C I'VE GOT NO JOB/NO MONEY
FEEL WORTHLESS IN A WAY/I CAN'T DO GOOD/STAY IN SCHOOL
SOME GUILT/RESENTMENT ABOUT HURTING OTHERS/MYSELF
BEHAVED INAPPROPRIATELY TO A GIRL/FELT GUILTY & SINFUL
PAST FEW WEEKS FELT BAD/WANTED TO SLEEP/NOT SHOWER
FELT WORTHLESS/EVERYONE IS BETTER THAN HIM
FEEL WORTHLESS/NOT AS WORTHLESS AS OTHERS
I WAS EXTREMELY DEPRESSED & FELT WORTHLESS
GUILTY ABOUT DRUG HABIT/NOT BEING THERE FOR KIDS
I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO MORE DOMESTICALLY
FELT VERY WORTHLESS BECAUSE HE WAS DEPRESSED
3 WEEKS DEPRESSED/COULDN'T DO THINGS RIGHT
FELT HOPELESS/GUILTY FOR BEING DISAPPOINTMENT TO FA
FELT MY LIFE IS A FAILURE/I'M WORTHLESS/OTHERS WORSE
WASTING LIFE/BORED/ONLY WANTS TO DRINK/DEPRESSED
WORTHLESS/DEPRESSED/FEAR OF BEING LAID OFF
FELT THE MOST WORTHLESS/HE WAS CHOSEN TO BE WORTHLESS

EXAMPLE OF SPECIAL GIFT/POWERS
I CAN PUT THINGS TOGETHER AND CAUSE THINGS TO HAPPEN
FEEL LIKE I CAN GET THINGS I WANT AT CERTAIN TIMES
TELEMARKETING/SOME PEOPLE JUST AREN'T ABLE TO DO IT
ONLY ONE WHO CAN HELP FAMILY'S SITUATION
SEEMS ALL THINGS GOING MY WAY/THINGS EASIER W/PARENTS
TOLD FRIEND WHAT MY NE WOULD DO & THATS WHAT HAPPENED
PREDICTIONS/A LOT OF THEM COME TRUE/BATTING ABOUT 80%
READ MINDS/HEAR WHAT PEOPLE ARE THINKING
KNOW WHEN SOMETHING'S GOING TO HAPPEN BEFORE IT HAPPENS
I WAS HELPING JESUS MAKE BLDGS RISE WITH MY EYES
THINK I HAVE ESP/GET FEELINGS LIKE "DON'T TAKE THAT BUS
GIFT FROM GOD/IF SOMETHING BAD GOING TO HAPPEN I'M TOLD
TV/NO ONE REALIZES YOUR LIFE IS CONTROLLED/MONITORED
I'VE ALWAYS HAD SPECIAL POWERS/CAN GET ANYTHING I WANT
I FEEL LIKE I HAVE ESP AND THE ABILITY TO HEAL OTHERS
MIGHT HAVE SOMETHING LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON
I HAVE CERTAIN TALENTS THAT A LOT OF PEOPLE DON'T HAVE
I ALWAYS THINK I'M MORE GIFTED & CAPABLE THAN SOME
OCCASIONALLY FEEL LIKE ANTI-CHRIST/PEOPLE OUT TO KILL
I SAY THE ROSARY SO MARY SPEAKS TO ME/SENDS ANGELS
CAN HELP OTHERS W/THEIR PROBLEMS/CAN ADVISE SOMEONE
A SIXTH SENSE/I CAN FORESEE THINGS HAPPENING
GIFTS FROM THE LIGHT OF GOD/OTHERS HAVE THE GIFT TOO
FIND CURE FOR AIDS/ME AND OTHERS SELECTED
VOICES/THIS THING IS TRYING TO TALK TO ME/NOT GOOD
I FEEL I'M GIFTED/TALENTED AS FAR AS WHAT I CAN DO
STILL BELIEVES SHE HAS SPECIAL ABILITY TO SEE SPIRITS
CAN PICK UP ANOTHER PERSON'S EMOTIONS BY HOLDING CRYSTL
GIFTED TO OUTREACH/TO CHILDREN WITH PROBLEMS
FEELS HE'S A GOOD BUSINESS MAN/IS MUSICALLY TALENTED
FEELS HE CAN CALM HIS SISTER AND MAKE HER FEEL BETTER
ABLE TO HANDLE SITUATIONS/RESPONSIBILITIES BETTER

EXAMPLE OF CHANGE IN BODY
NEW MEDS MAKE ME QUEASY/TALK FUNNY AND DROOL
ALLERGIC TO HALDOL/GAVE IT TO ME/STOMACH OUT OF WHACK
FELT LIKE MY GROIN OPENED UP & THEN IT CLOSED BACK
STOMACH HURTING BUT DR SAID NOTHING WRONG
I THINK SAME THING IS WRONG WITH MY RT HIP AS MY LEFT
SOMETHING IS GOING ON W/MY MIND/SOMETHING ISN'T RIGHT
HEART/FROM RAT POISON/DR GAVE ME A SHOT OF COMPAZINE
TELEPATHY/ALL THRU MY BODY/DRS DON'T CARE
MY HEART STOPPED WORKING/I HAD A STROKE MAYBE
LOSING WEIGHT/DR SAID THERE IS NOTHING WRONG/DEPRESSION
LOST WT/MIND STOPPED WORKING/KEEPS FORGETTING STUFF
BACK PROBLEMS/SAW CHIROPRACTOR/SLIPPED DISC IN NECK
IN HOSPITAL/THOUGHT STOPPED BREATHING/SAID UNLIKELY
HAD A HARD TIME WALKING/FELT I WAS LOSING MY BALANCE
CHANGED HIS MIND/NOW REGRETS SOME OF HIS ACTIONS
NUMBNESS ON SIDE OF HEAD/HAD MRI/RESULTS NEGATIVE
WENT TO DR FOR CERVIAL CANCER/ASKED IF IT COULD SPREAD
MIGRAINE HEADACHES RELATED TO COMING OFF ATIVAN

EXAMPLE OF OTHER DELUSION
TOOK BOOKS FROM ABANDONED HOUSE/HAD SPECIAL SIGNIFICANC
STILL THINKS MOM WOULD COME TO HELP HER/MOM IS DEAD
SOMEBODY SNEAKS IN AT NIGHT/SEXUALLY ABUSES ME
BELIEVE I KNOW WHAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE THINKING
MEDS CAUSE ME TO SEE THINGS MEANT ESPC. FOR ME
IF SOBER TELEPATHY GETS WORSE/THEY WANT ME TO USE DRUGS
PEOPLE KNOW MY DIAGNOSIS BY LOOKING AT ME
PRINCE/"LET'S GO CRAZY"/HE CALLED ME DR/EVERYTHING OK
I'M TALKING TO FRIEND/SOMEONE WALKS BY ME CLOSE
PT STILL BELIEVES DOCTORS AT WPIC WERE MESSING W/MEDS
LORD PROTECTS ME FROM FEELING PHYSICAL PAIN
BEING PUNISHED FOR SOMETHING HASN'T DONE YET

EXAMPLE OF HALLUCINATIONS (EXPERIENCE)
HAVE A FR/WE KICK IT/KNOW WHAT HE THINKS BEFORE HE SAYS
I PROBABLY HAVE/I HEAR PEOPLE TELLING ME LET'S GET BUSY
I SEE THE VOICE/HE'S REAL DARK SHADOW/IT'S EVIL/DEVIL
PERSONALITIES TALKING TO ME/TALK TO ME ALL THE TIME
HEARING VOICES TELLING ME TO KILL MYSELF
HEAR RASPUTIN AND HE TELLS ME POSITIVE WAYS TO LIVE
ONLY WHEN INTOXICATED/HAVE VISUAL & AUDIO HALLUCINATION
MOTHER/GRMO/DEVIL'S VOICE TELLING ME TO HURT PEOPLE
HEAR VOICES/MALE & FEMALE VOICES/TALKING NEGATIVE
I HEAR VOICES/CRIES FROM MY LITTLE KIDS/I HEAR CRYSTAL
WHISPERS OUTSIDE THE WINDOW/INSIDE THE HOUSE NEXT DOOR
THEY SAY I'M NOT GOING TO WASH HANDS AFTER USE BATHROOM
I HEAR THINGS/NOT EVEN SENTENCES/JUST A FEW WORDS
CLOSE MY EYES/HEAR SOMEONE TALKING/CHILDREN PLAYING
PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT ME/CALLING ME NAMES
VOICES SAID "YOU'RE YOUTHFUL"/I ASKED WHAT THAT MEANT
VOICES TELLING ME TO HURT MYSELF & THAT I'M STUPID
DON'T REMEMBER/THEY DO TELL ME TO KILL PEOPLE
THEY JUST TALK TO ME/TO KILL MYSELF & HURT MYSELF
I STILL VOICES/I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY'RE SAYING
FROM TIME TO TIME I HEAR SOMEONE CALL MY NAME/FLASHBACK
MUFFLED CONVERSATIONS/DON'T UNDERSTAND/COME FROM KITCHN
CALLING MY NAME/HEARD CONVERSATIONS, SCREAMING, YELLING
WHEN OFF STREET DRUGS I HEAR VOICES/ONE IS MEL'S
HEARD VOICE TO KILL GRMO/WON'T BE HAPPY TILL SHE'S DEAD
VOICE IN PSYCHOTIC SENSE/NEGATIVE THOUGHTS TELL ME LIES
WHEN I'M TRYING TO SLEEP I HEAR A VOICE THAT SAYS THNGS
SOMETIMES I HEAR THE PHONE UPSTAIRS RINGING FAINTLY
HEARS VOICES TALKING/TALK TO & ABOUT HER
DURING SUICIDAL EPISODE/VOICES TELLING ME GET IT OVER
IS HEARING A MAN'S VOICE CALLING HER NAME/ALSO FEMALE
HEARS VOICES IN HEAD THAT TELL HER TO DO THINGS
THEY (MY HIGHER POWER/DEVIL) TOLD ME SECRET THINGS
HEAR SOUNDS & VOICES OUTSIDE WINDOW/SEE THINGS IN HALL
HEAR MOTHER, FATHER AND DEAD FIANCE'S VOICES
TAKE ME OFF MEDS/HEAR VOICES TILL THEY PUT ME BACK ON
HEARD HIS NAME BUT SOMEONE DIDN'T SAY IT/SOMEONE THERE
ABOUT TO WAKE UP/HEARD VOICES IN MY HEAD/DK WHAT SAYING
HEAR VOICES SAYING "WHAT'S HE LOOKING AT?"
HEAR VOICES ALL THE TIME INSIDE MY HEAD/HALLUCINATIONS
HEAR PEOPLE THREATENING ME/VOICES TALKING TO ME
VOICES TELL HIM TO KILL PEOPLE OR HURT SELF

EXAMPLE OF DELUSIONS RELATED TO HALLUCINATIONS (BELIEFS)
HE WANTS ME TO HURT SOMEBODY/HURT MYSELF/COMMIT SUICIDE
I BELIEVE I HEAR & SEE PEOPLE/UGLY AND STRANGE PEOPLE
THEY TALK TO ME ALL THE TIME/SAY WHATEVER THEY WANT
CHILD MOLESTATION/UNCLE, MO AND FA HAVE MOLESTED ME
COMES & GOES/PART OF MY DIAGNOSIS/HAPPENS WHEN STOP MED
MAKES ME SCARED/DK WHY/B/C OF EVIL STUFF CRYSTAL DOES
TELL ME TO DO THINGS/PUSHES ME INTO A RAGE
IF I WAS GOING TO DO SOMETHING/FEEL GUILTY
BELIEVE THESE VOICES STEM BACK TO MY CHILDHOOD
AFFECT MY BEHAVIOR/MAKES ME WITHDRAWN/DEPRESSION
TRY TO WATCH TV/CAN'T BECAUSE VOICES BOTHER ME TOO MUCH
THEY'RE TRYING TO PUT A STOP TO MY YOUTHFUL BEHAVIOR
I HAVE A CHEMICAL IMBALANCE IN MY HEAD/PART OF SICKNESS
I FEEL THAT HE'S TRYING TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME TO TALK
I GET IN TROUBLE IF I DON'T OBEY THE VOICES
SCARE ME SOMETIMES/CAUSE ME TO BELIEVE IN BAD THINGS
MEL'S OUT TO GET ME B/C I HAVE A LOT ON HIM/SELLS DRUGS
DEMONS TRYING TO DRAG HER TO HELL/GET HER TO ABUSE SELF
I HAVE A DEMON INSIDE OF ME/IT TELLS ME TO KILL MYSELF
WHEN DO SOMETHING RIGHT SAYS "GOOD BOY" OR "MY SON"
BELIEVES VOICES ARE FROM THE SPIRIT WORLD
TALKS ONLY TO ME/MY STATE OF MIND/DEATH/MIND IS DEAD
START & STOP/START AT DINNER TIME & END 2-3 HOURS LATER

DESCRIPTION OF SELECTED DELUSION - LINE 1
SAM THE DEVIL HE WANTS ME TO HURT MYSELF OR SOMEONE ELSE OR
BOOKS HAVE A SPECIAL SIGNIFICANCE FOR ME
SPECIAL GIFT OR SPECIAL POWERS TO DO THINGS
I THINK THEY'RE SPYING ON ME/THEY'RE ALWAYS WATCHING ME WITH
FELT LIKE MY BODY HAD BEEN POSSESSED BY A WOMAN
I FEEL LIKE I CAN GET THINGS I WANT AT CERTAIN TIMES. IT'S NOT
BEING HYPNOTIZED IN 69 & 73/THEY DID A PROBE AND IT CAUSED ME TO
SATAN TRYING TO TRICK ME/LEAD ME THE WRONG WAY INTO THINGS/
FOOD WAS TASTING STRANGE LIKE MEDICINE WAS IN IT/WMMHC PUTS MEDS
ME KNOWING, HEARING WHAT EVERYBODY IS THINKING
CHANGING MY NAME, SKIN COLOR, LOOKS, SLIM DOWN AND BE MICHAEL
I WAS BEING TESTED BY GOD TO SEE IF I COULD HOLD OUT FOR MY WIFE/
DEVIL TELLING ME TO KILL MYSELF/NOT TO BE THE DEVIL/I STARTED
GOVT. IS TRYING TO STEAL MY THOUGHTS B/C I'M SPECIAL
I SEE VISIONS OF WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE FUTURE
GOD PUTTING THOUGHTS IN MY MIND/CONTROLLING ME/THROUGH GOD'S
DEVIL CONTROLLING ME MAKING ME DO DRUGS AND TELLING ME TO HURT
MY P.O. & THE POLICE, YOU & NARA (MACARTHUR PROJECT) ARE GOING TO
I BELIEVE THAT OTHER PEOPLE CAN HEAR MY THOUGHTS
FEEL THAT MOM WOULD COME TO HELP ME EVEN THOUGH SHE'S DEAD
WHEN I WAS ASLEEP SOMEONE WENT IN AND TOOK MY THOUGHTS OUT OF MY
SOME VOODOO THING/NEIGHBORS ACROSS THE STREET DOING CULT THINGS/
BELIEVE I HAVE ESP/HAVE FLASHES ABOUT THE FUTURE
PEOPLE FOLLOWING SUBJECT ON THE BUS/MAYBE JUST TO KEEP TABS ON ME
A GIFT FROM GOD/IT'S A WARNING SIGNAL/IF SOMETHING BAD IS GOING
EVIL AND DEMONIC FORCES/FORCES OF DARKNESS TRYING TO CONTROL MY
WHEN I FEEL PARANOID/SOMEONE'S FOLLOWING ME AND TRYING TO KILL ME
TV CONTROLLING/MONITORING/SPYING ON ME/TRYING TO FIND OUT IF I'M
I BELIEVE I KNOW WHAT OTHERS ARE THINKING EVEN WHEN I'M NOT
BELIEVE THAT I AM POSSESSED BY THE DEVIL
PUTTING THOUGHTS IN OTHERS' HEADS/IF I CONCENTRATE HARD ENOUGH I
PUTTING THOUGHTS INTO MY MIND LIKE GUILT THINGS/SOMETHING PUTS
KIDS COME UP AND TALK TO ME/MIGHT HAVE SOMETHING LIKE MICHAEL
HEARING VOICES CAUSED BY FATHER'S ACTIONS/SATANIC PRACTICES WHEN
BROTHER AND FATHER TALK TO ME AND TELL ME WHAT TO DO/I DIED WITH
COMPUTER IN THE SKY IS CONTROLLING MY LIFE
THE MEDICATION CAUSES ME TO SEE THINGS MEANT SPECIFICALLY FOR ME
I BELIEVE THAT THE VOICES ARE CONTROLLING MY LIFE. CALLING ME
THE "PHRASES" (VOICES) ARE FROM GOD EVEN THOUGH THEY SOUND LIKE
THE TV IS TALKING TO ME/I'D BE PARANOID AND THINK PEOPLE ARE
OTHER PEOPLE COULD HEAR WHAT I WAS THINKING
FEELS LIKE PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO POISON HER
COULD SEE PEOPLE WALKING BEHIND ME/COULD SEE PEOPLE BEHIND CARS/
THE VOICES PUTTING THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD WITH MENTAL TELEPATHY
FEEL LIKE PEOPLE FROM FITCHBURG ARE FOLLOWING ME
IT FEELS LIKE SOMEONE IS THERE/THAT THEY AR GOING TO COME AFTER
OCCASIONALLY BELIEVES HE'S THE ANTI-CHRIST/PEOPLE ARE OUT TO KILL
WOODY IS TRYING TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME TO SEE WHAT HAPPENED TO
HEARD SI'S VOICE OVER TV SCOLDING AND SCREAMING AT ME
BELIEVED SOMEONE WAS FOLLOWING HER/WALKING DOWN THE STREET AND
BELIEVING THERE WERE DEMONS & GHOSTS IN THE ROOM WHEN S HEARS
I SAW BROTHER'S FRIEND FOLLOWING ME/I KNOW HE HAS A KNIFE
SOMEONE SPYING ON/PHONE RINGS WHEN COME INTO A ROOM/DON'T PICK UP
I'M A SPECIALLY IMPORTANT PERSON/TO SAVE OTHER PEOPLE I SAY THE
FEEL LIKE FRANK IS TRYING TO HURT ME/FOLLOWING ME/SPYING ON ME
DEVIL IS CONTROLLING BY DISMANTLING ME THRU PUTTING THOUGHTS IN
VOICES ARE DEMONS TRYING TO DRAG ME TO HELL/THEY WANT ME TO ABUSE
I HAVE A DEMON INSIDE OF ME TELLING ME TO KILL MYSELF B/C I'M NO
GOD IS KEEPING ME FROM RELATING WELL IN SOCIETY/GOD IS MAKING ME
THE DOCTORS ARE POISONING ME WITH ALL THESE DRUGS
SPECIALLY SELECTED TO FIND CURE FOR AIDS BY GOD
BELIEVING SHE WAS BEING SENT RELIGIOUS MESSAGES THROUGH THE TV
FOSTER MOTHER(OF SUBJ'S CHILDREN) IS PLOTTING AGAINST ME B/C I'M
S'S THOUGHTS WERE BEING BROADCAST OVER TV & RADIO
BELIEVING THAT MIKE'S SPIRIT IS IN THE ROOM AND THAT I AM PLAYING
FEELING TOTALLY WORTHLESS FOR 2 OR MORE WEEKS/WORSE THAN ANYONE
THE BELIEF THAT THE DOCTORS AT WPIC WERE MESSING WITH HIS MEDS
I AM THE WAY & THE LIGHT/"I COME OUT WITH STUFF LIKE I'M KING OF
BELIEVES VOICES SHE HEARS ARE FROM SPIRIT WORLD ANOTHER DIMENSION
BELIEVES SHE CAN HEAR WHAT BF & HIS SON ARE THINKING
PEOPLE WERE FOLLOWING ME/THEY'RE OUT TO GET ME/I STILL THINK PART
SOMETIMES FEEL WORTHLESS/SINFUL/GUILTY/WORSE THAN ANYONE ELSE
FELT MORE WORTHLESS THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD
SATAN IS MESSING WITH ME/TRIED TO MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE & BRING
FEELS LIKE THE MOST WORTHLESS/GUILTY/SINFUL PERSON
MOST WORTHLESS, SINFUL & GUILTY PERSON IN THE WORLD
PT BELIEVES THERE ARE SIGNS FROM A FORCE THAT TELL HER SHE'LL GET
PEOPLE ARE PLOTTING AGAINST HER/TRYING TO HURT HER
BEING FOLLOWED/SEE PEOPLE AROUND ME/OUTSIDE
I HAD SEXUAL THOUGHTS ABOUT GIRL & SHE COULD READ MY MIND
LORD PROTECTS ME FROM FEELING PHYSICAL PAIN
PT BELIEVES HE'S BEING PUNISHED FOR SOMETHING HE HASN'T DONE YET/
FEELING LIKE THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON EVER
THE MUSIC ON THE RADIO/SENT SPECIAL MESSAGES THROUGH THE RADIO
PATIENT BELIEVES COMPUTER CHIP IS IN LIP/DR BURTON PUT IT THERE
FELT MORE WORTHLESS THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD/I CAN'T DO
FRIENDS ARE PLOTTING AGAINST ME/TRYING TO GET ME TO KILL MYSELF
SPEAKING TO GOD/HE TAUGHT ME A NEW LANGUAGE
BELIEVED THAT SHE WAS BEING SECRETLY TESTED OR EXPERIMENTED ON/
FELT LIKE SHE WAS THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD
A LONG TIME AGO A WOMAN CALLED AND PLACED A HEX ON THE PATIENT/
BOYFRIEND & SI ARE PLOTTING AGAINST HER TO HAVE HER COMMITTED
PT BELIEVES SHE'S WORTHLESS/WORSE THAN OTHERS
SOMEONE IS GOING TO HURT HER/SHE BELIEVES SOMEONE IS GOING TO
PT FEELS SOMEBODY WATCHING HIM/TURNS AROUND NOBODY IS THERE
FELT LIKE HE WAS THE MOST WORTHLESS PERSON IN THE WORLD/WAS

DESCRIPTION OF SELECTED DELUSION - LINE 2
SPECIAL. I CAN MAKE THINGS HAPPEN W/MY MIND.
THINKING I NEED SOMETHING TO FILL MY LIFE
JACKSON/WE WOULD BOTH BE M JACKSONS AND DO MIRROR IMAGE VIDEOS
THIS ENDED AT THE BEGINNING OF THIS YEAR/IT HAD BEEN 7 YEARS
HEARING SOON AS I STOPPED GOING TO CHURCH
LOCK ME UP/PUT ME IN THE CRAZY HOUSE SOMEWHERE/SPYING/FOLLOWNG ME
JACKSON WHERE PEOPLE WANT TO BE AROUND YOU ALL THE TIME
MY VOICE/THEY'RE TRYING TO PUT A STOP TO MY BEHAVIOR
THOUGHT PEOPLE WERE GOING TO FOLLOW ME/HURT ME
DUCKED INTO A STORE/THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS FOLLOWING HER
UNTIL RINGS TWICE/SOMEONE GIVING MESSAGE/KNOW WHERE I AM
ROSARY SO MARY SPEAKS TO ME AND SENDS THE ANGELS TO ME
MYSELF/HURT OTHERS/EVEN KILL SOMEONE/SAY I DON'T LOVE GOD ANYMORE
GOOD/DEMON SAYS THAT MY FR WHO COMMITTED SUICIDE NEEDS ME
NOT IN PERFECT HEALTH & WON'T LEAVE OR DIVORCE JOHN
AND BELIEVES THEY WARN HER OF DANGER/GUARDIAN ANGELS
NOTHING BECAUSE MINISTERS & BISHOPS AREN'T DOING THINGS RIGHT
EVER SINCE THEN THINGS HAVE GONE WRONG IN HER LIFE